Yesterday was my nightmare blunt rotation but worse. If you have no contact, keep no contact. You are better off without the toxic people that want you at your lowest and to keep you there.

Romance
Daddy issues
Anxiety induced lack of sleep
Truly, I am living through a Thanksgiving special episode

I literally can't sleep or do anything to get my mind off of being with him. I miss him so much that it physically feels like I'm on the verge of a panic or anxiety attack. Not to mention I have some packed up emotions that have come up recently bc my dad will be in town for Thanksgiving ughhhhh

Friends who consistently criticize the things you like or the little things that bring you happiness are NOT your friends btw

Packing it Up by Gracie Abrams is so real bc wdym if I was just going to a concert with my best friend ready to have fun and just get shitfaced and ended up meeting the man I want to marry....
#deluluisthesolulu #inlove #packingitup #iloveyouimsorry #inmyfeels #someonepinchme

We are the dumbest and most self-destructive country on Earth.

Y'all, I think we're gonna be alright

Goodreads is owned by Jeff Bezos. A better alternative is StoryGraph, a Black woman-owned platform. And before y’all start, you can transfer all your Goodreads data to Storygraph so you literally have no excuse.

I love that we have block lists on here so you can just get rid of the incels/spam/bot accounts in decent sums of people instead of one by one

Today's writing tip:

Stop looking for writing tips, go write.

Specific things I like to maybe find more moots
The Owl House
Steven Universe
She Ra
Sword Art Online
Pokémon (my fave is Lucario wbu?)
Maisie Peters
Conan Gray
Renée Rapp
Niall Horan
Taylor
Gracie Abrams
The Hunger Games
Scream
The Boys
Invincible
And many more, just ask 😜

Starting a daily journal, and I'll probably be posting them on here. I don't always have the best handwriting, I don't always know how to word my feelings but this is more for me than anyone else. If nothing else, maybe it'll come across people that can relate to it and that'll strike up convo.

Y'all let us tf down idc what anyone says

My babies (third pic is a face mask and my mom's cat didn't know what the hell was happening)

I know a lot of us are feeling out of place and disappointed but I've found so much support in people I didn't even know or wouldn't have expected it from and for that much, I'm grateful. We just gotta keep going 💙💙💙

Looking for mutuals/new friends
I'm 20, pisces, North Carolinian, blue dot in a red area
I'm a gaymer (mostly fortnite and brawlhalla) (ask for xbox/discord)
I loveee music and musicals, animated shows/movies, reading depends (on the day), getting into the mcu, and I'm an animal lover