That it’ll never get better only worse I basically have no irl friends i just feel like a waste of space who ruins everyone else’s life by just existing all I can say is call that one person you haven’t checked up on in a while it’ll mean a lot to not feel like the world forgot them.

To make life more hellish for me it’s hard wanting to get up in the morning or even wanting to face anyone it just feels like torture to be living most days I try to cheer myself up but those distractions fade and I’m back at square one plain and simple I’m just really unhappy with life and I fear..