Wolve
@wolvexo.bsky.social
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I wake up at like 11-12 every single morning, so I'm thinking I might just bite the bullet and become a night owl again, but we'll see
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few years ago I combatted productivity anxiety by charting how I used all my time. it allowed me to see that week for week, regardless of how much I felt I'd done, I was always consistently hitting about 40 hours a week between work and hobbies. doing it again to gain a sense of perspective
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snipping in the focus session feature from the default microsoft timer app, because pomodoros are king for productivity
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doodles b4 work. forgot working full time is tiring. need to be more diligent about finding time to draw.
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I can now draw a character that looks comfortable or hopeful, because I'm starting to feel that way again.
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Shame that my greatest lifeline is art, as it fails me as a mode of expression when things get difficult. I am not good enough at it!
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But life is settling down, and my feelings are small enough to fall back within my artistic range.
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For the past months, those feelings have been overwhelming and intangible, and my skills as an artist are not up to the task of expressing those feelings. So no art.
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Drawing has been hard before recently. Drawing is a kind of meditation that puts me in tune with my feelings by figuring out how they look.
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Pile on top of that a love for cartoons, and I'm dressing up a character in fashion choices that continue to describe what I'm getting at, and it becomes a second life scenario. Cartoon characters as name badges is what the internet is all about.
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It's a very fun reference point people use to describe themselves to each other.
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People, I never felt I could understand. But if you tell me "I'm like a cat", I can work with that, because animals as allegory is something I do understand.
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The appeal of being a furry to me was a general comfort with animals and what I knew them to represent in fiction, as allegories for the human condition.
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Like, in an Aesop's Fables kind of way, we know what I mean when I say I'm like a cat or a dog or a lion or whatever. You know what I'm getting at. "I'm like that", I say, hoping people get the gist of my personality from that context clue. It's Dog, approximately.
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My presenting personality is a negotiation between who I am and who I want to be. This seems true for a lot of people. It's exhausting. I am too autistic to wrap my head around this problem, and so it's easier to just point at a picture of a dog and hope for the best.
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Zelda's Lullaby reference?
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Months ago when things were bad I unfollowed literally everyone I followed before, and I'm still finding you all again. Bit by bit.
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Happy Halloween 1st everyone! 🦇🎃

Finally, here is the finished Halloween themed group drawing I started back in August! I am so happy with how this turned out, I believe there are 44 in total, which is even more than last time x3

All characters included are taggled below!
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I want to get to a self-assured place with my comic again where I wholeheartedly believe what I'm doing is cool regardless of feedback. I've brainstormed some themes to tie together the nonsense I've written so far and I'm excited about the comic again.
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Finally have a job and something that passes for a work setup. Sketching up some pages of Space Story.
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I'm getting there in advance
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It's a good pose!