Genuinely surprised I'm not already alone because from a personal standpoint, I'm insufferable and I hate the person that lives in this body. Every bad trait I have heavily outweighs any decent ones I have by a longshot. I'm sick of me.

I'm tired of living like this. It feels awful and embarrassing tbh. I know I must be exhausting to deal with when I hit anxiety mode like this. I want to be better, I can't keep doing this, it's eating away at me.

Anti-anxiety medication I recently started, where tf were you when I needed you for this?? Literally worst anxiety attack in a long time and meds didn't help. =_=

I swapped on all the mature content filters so none of it would be getting through and un-shared whatever I could still see with the filters on. Seeing stuff like that just makes me feel sick at this point and angry and spiteful and I can't cope anymore, lol.

Happy anniversary!~
My favourite colour is blue~~

It changed back after I refreshed BUT

bro what was this about LOL

I haven't seen anything in your gallery that does anything for me like that (I have a basically non-existant libido, RIP) but can I take this opportunity to say how much I appreciate seeing an artist that draws most dicks at an average size?? I feel like that's super unappreciated these days, lol.

Would it be alright to join even if I only lurk for a bit? lol

I unfortunately don't think I apply to either of your criteria since this alt isn't really that active (and that's okay!), but this is super kind of you to do, especially to offer an animation~