Oh, no! I've found YouTube to be a good resource methods AND ALSO I've had designers flip the meanings of how those are structured so I know what you mean about needing to know what they want those to be... have you tried looking at the Ravelry comments section for the patter?

It's a lot to manage! I've got about 15 knitting students at my local free school, and tight knitting is really common to start, and getting the needles in a comfy spot is so unique to each knitter and it takes time. You're doing great!

Looks great and your tension looks so even!