Somehow I cannot stop thinking about the book

I cried more on the happier parts of the book. The sadness is just the background for the profound meekness, love, and beautiful relationships

The book has switching point of views from first, second to third person with every characters own point of view of events. It's sometimes confusing yet making it less interesting

I have to say that Hanya Yanagihara had beautifully written it, and as far as nearing the end, I still cannot understand her thought process