It's frustrating being such a mess of a person.

I'm so tired of being pathetic.

It's annoying to have a childhood so packed full of horrific events that most anyone who doesn't know me doesn't believe me. I hate being called a liar..and if I keep it to myself what good is having gone through all that? I just want it to mean something, to help people.

I'm upset that my husband has to go back to work after this small break. I am sick of people having to work so much of their time away in general..I wish I could make it change.

I had a beautiful day, I met a bunch of fellow hypnosis enthusiasts and we chatted for hours. They made me feel comfortable, and seemed excited to meet me. It's nice to feel accepted.

I have short term memory loss, usually it's the first thing I say on a social page but I forgot :)

My algorithm showed me this, haha. "She loves hypnosis, she'll dig this." Thanks, Google?

Johnny Bravo, my favorite creep <3 was talking with my husband about old shows we watched and we ended up doing impressions for an hour.

I went out today, it was scary, but I managed it. & Look at these tiny scissors I got! I'm excited about them.

One time I took a lot of molly and couldn't fully pass out, we put on "The fourth kind" I was barely concious & thought I was teleported into the movie. I thought the aliens could sense that I was in the room & they were going to dissect me. Still kinda afraid of owls 14 years later.

Therapy is such a fuckin thing. I don't want to cry every Friday but I don't want to be a walking example of mental issues for the rest of my life. It's nice to feel validation, I always convince myself that I'm weak, but I've fought through the worst parts of human nature and survived.

No wonder I hated everyone who tried fixing him. Don't mind me, I'm just thinking about why I like certain characters so much.

I wish I was alittle bit smarter or a lot less aware of my own stupidity.

I slept all day and woke up at 1AM, my body is awake as hell and my mind is dragging along against it's will.

#Hypnosis I have been going back to my emo girl roots, plus my modern day obsession with hypnosis. Lol

Vent closing down left me with nowhere to...vent. Unfortunately this is my only idea. Sorry if you don't wanna hear it; but I figured I should say why this is gonna be pretty much a page of complaints.

I asked my husband to catch me a useless person from work (to sacrifice, of course) and he sent me this.