Also, the acknowledgement of the extreme cognitive dissonance we've been forced to have to basically live in a world we understand (now that we're older) we don't agree with.

Part of that lack of satiation is this emptiness, this hole.

We've been brainwashed for generations to believe we can't be satiated.

I'm also sitting two chairs away from a guy I've swapped nudes with years ago but never met. I wonder if he remembers/recognizes me—he hasn't even looked in my direction.