Okay actually fucking rethought it: Whiny Midwest emo with instrumental breakcore in touhou doujin music style with fucking miku on back up vocals

I need to get on the grind; just had the funniest thought; Breakcore + Punk Rock + duet with Miku would be like the perfect music ever

i will forever be jealous of artist that can draw cute soft boobies

man being employed sucks because i cant watch vtubers for 16 hours a day

i will never get over that Hims and Hers branded reproductive aids are Viagra and Weight loss medicine, and that Him's website is literally JOI, fucking hate this planet; (Unemployment arc ended with 70 minute commute and my shitty honda civic doesnt have the ability to play spotify)

i really want femdom content presented in the same way lesbian content is

I wish there was mint cookie dough ice cream

Sister brought home her art on her last day of senior year and she had drawn a picture of our deceased mother and i came to the realization that the image we have of the deceased is all filter through our own perspectives and memories. forgetting is hard and remembering everything is even harder

god i wanna be whimsical so bad

every hatsuki yura album cover that features two people makes me violently lonely

i need a friend whos good at art but like not too good so i can have a parasocial competition to encourage me to do better; im a broken person

i should start doing hardcore drugs so i can have the euphoria of defeating a chemical dependency

can you buy something that will make you just lock in?

i need an unstable homosexual relationship; not because im gay; because i need to be gaslighted all the time to keep on my toes

i wish i had the courage to stream drawing and playing Emo music; alas im weak

Ok i should start writing unethical yaoi

I want to become a Yoai mangaka; those people strike me as interesting people