I'm still on break btw

And he always gets mad when I say it...

I'm afraid of saying anything at all to him...

I sometimes wanna cry, but I just... Can't... He always acts so dismissively...

I know he works hard and gets stressed, but.... It hurts...

I just wanna cry into my pillow all night...

There are people who get shot...

Who get assaulted...

So why do I feel this way?..

I don't even have any reason for this... I'm just ungrateful, aren't I?..

My father says, "Don't say that again! There are people who have it way worse!"

Okay? Is that supposed to magically make me normal again?

I know there are others with bigger problems than me, but... I just hate my life... My heart... My body... My eyes... It just... Hurts...

I know I don't have the right to have these feelings since I have food and a home, but... I just have these feelings...

...thank you...

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You're very talented at drawing, bro

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THAT'S A PAINTING?-
Bro, I thought that was a photo 😶