Ximena Valeria (She / Her) 🏳️⚧️
@ximenavaleria.bsky.social
Fuck this social anxiety! I am going to fucking enjoy tonight. Meeting up with a friend for dinner. So excited to see her again.
December 9, 2025 at 3:17 AM
Fuck this social anxiety! I am going to fucking enjoy tonight. Meeting up with a friend for dinner. So excited to see her again.
Next year, I hope to initiate the process of determining our next living location. I’ve yearned to relocate to the northeast. I believe it’s time for me to enhance my quality of life.Texas presents significant challenges for transgender individuals like myself.
December 8, 2025 at 10:25 AM
Next year, I hope to initiate the process of determining our next living location. I’ve yearned to relocate to the northeast. I believe it’s time for me to enhance my quality of life.Texas presents significant challenges for transgender individuals like myself.
The only way I’ve been able to go out is when I went out with my friends. This upcoming year I’m am going to rely on that less and become more independently able to do things on my own. I will explore new experiences that I’ve never attempted. Excited for the new year! Keep the healing going Ximena!
December 8, 2025 at 10:18 AM
The only way I’ve been able to go out is when I went out with my friends. This upcoming year I’m am going to rely on that less and become more independently able to do things on my own. I will explore new experiences that I’ve never attempted. Excited for the new year! Keep the healing going Ximena!
So happy taking a step back to take space for myself. I feel I’m making good progress. Even with recent news of my dad being in the hospital again, I am dealing with things quite well. In January, I will be attempting my first social event in months out in Palo Alto, CA. Hopefully I’m ready.
December 8, 2025 at 10:13 AM
So happy taking a step back to take space for myself. I feel I’m making good progress. Even with recent news of my dad being in the hospital again, I am dealing with things quite well. In January, I will be attempting my first social event in months out in Palo Alto, CA. Hopefully I’m ready.
@avocadosuper.fan Love, I have missed you girl. Thanks for following. Would love to reconnect sometime. It’s been too long friend.
December 8, 2025 at 5:57 AM
@avocadosuper.fan Love, I have missed you girl. Thanks for following. Would love to reconnect sometime. It’s been too long friend.
Today is an amazing day and it will be great! I am coming back from the depthis of my mind. No more sadness and depression. Time to move forward!!!!😊
November 30, 2025 at 7:58 PM
Today is an amazing day and it will be great! I am coming back from the depthis of my mind. No more sadness and depression. Time to move forward!!!!😊
It’s Groundhog Day here, and it’s starting just like so many others. I woke up crying and struggling to get out of bed. Here we go again 😞
November 28, 2025 at 1:35 PM
It’s Groundhog Day here, and it’s starting just like so many others. I woke up crying and struggling to get out of bed. Here we go again 😞
Enough complaining for tonight. It’s time to distract myself with some Final Fantasy VII Remake videos.
November 28, 2025 at 5:19 AM
Enough complaining for tonight. It’s time to distract myself with some Final Fantasy VII Remake videos.
The only thing I can do is distract myself, but even that is challenging because I can’t even find enjoyment in things that used to bring me happiness. Sex is no longer something I pursue, and I no longer enjoy flirting or being romantic in any way. I feel utterly broken.
November 28, 2025 at 5:00 AM
The only thing I can do is distract myself, but even that is challenging because I can’t even find enjoyment in things that used to bring me happiness. Sex is no longer something I pursue, and I no longer enjoy flirting or being romantic in any way. I feel utterly broken.
I’m going to run out of tears at this rate. I’m so sick of this. I’m back in the same cycle I’ve been in for the past few weeks. I won’t sleep tonight, and the constant words of defeat are crushing me.
November 28, 2025 at 4:58 AM
I’m going to run out of tears at this rate. I’m so sick of this. I’m back in the same cycle I’ve been in for the past few weeks. I won’t sleep tonight, and the constant words of defeat are crushing me.
Why do I keep doing this to myself? I’m back in the pit, crying again for the same reasons. I need to stop this self-destructive behavior. I keep telling myself that I’ll never be vulnerable to others again.
November 28, 2025 at 4:55 AM
Why do I keep doing this to myself? I’m back in the pit, crying again for the same reasons. I need to stop this self-destructive behavior. I keep telling myself that I’ll never be vulnerable to others again.
It’s disheartening that I’m so emotionally overwhelmed that I struggle to connect with my friends. I’m afraid of embarrassing myself and presenting in a way that makes me uncomfortable for others to see. Additionally, I’m afraid of vulnerability and sharing my feelings with others.
November 28, 2025 at 4:52 AM
It’s disheartening that I’m so emotionally overwhelmed that I struggle to connect with my friends. I’m afraid of embarrassing myself and presenting in a way that makes me uncomfortable for others to see. Additionally, I’m afraid of vulnerability and sharing my feelings with others.
Reducing my sugar intake has been incredibly beneficial, and I’ve also largely eliminated sodas from my diet. These changes alone have made it easier to observe the results of shedding those pounds.
November 28, 2025 at 4:06 AM
Reducing my sugar intake has been incredibly beneficial, and I’ve also largely eliminated sodas from my diet. These changes alone have made it easier to observe the results of shedding those pounds.
The weight loss journey continues, and I’m making steady progress toward my goal weight. Depression has had an impact on my progress, as I’ve been resorting to self-starvation. I’m actively working on increasing my daily exercise routine and ensuring I’m eating more meals.
November 28, 2025 at 4:03 AM
The weight loss journey continues, and I’m making steady progress toward my goal weight. Depression has had an impact on my progress, as I’ve been resorting to self-starvation. I’m actively working on increasing my daily exercise routine and ensuring I’m eating more meals.
These protein shakes are quite enjoyable now that I’ve overcome the initial taste of Stevia. Additionally, I’ve developed the skill of chugging my drinks, which I acquired during my days of drinking. Haha!
November 28, 2025 at 4:00 AM
These protein shakes are quite enjoyable now that I’ve overcome the initial taste of Stevia. Additionally, I’ve developed the skill of chugging my drinks, which I acquired during my days of drinking. Haha!
This platform can be restrictive and disrupts the flow of my writing thoughts. I’ve had to trim my thoughts down multiple times to fit the maximum character limit for each post. That is annoying sometimes.
November 28, 2025 at 3:56 AM
This platform can be restrictive and disrupts the flow of my writing thoughts. I’ve had to trim my thoughts down multiple times to fit the maximum character limit for each post. That is annoying sometimes.
I’m exploring other platforms for my writings. I thought it might be beneficial to document my journey, in case someone is interested in knowing what I was thinking over the years. I’ve come to enjoy writing; it’s therapeutic.
November 28, 2025 at 3:54 AM
I’m exploring other platforms for my writings. I thought it might be beneficial to document my journey, in case someone is interested in knowing what I was thinking over the years. I’ve come to enjoy writing; it’s therapeutic.
However, I recognize that this perception may not accurately represent my genuine experiences and feelings. I am optimistic about the prospect of having more positive days like today compared to the overwhelming negativity that often surrounds me.
November 28, 2025 at 3:52 AM
However, I recognize that this perception may not accurately represent my genuine experiences and feelings. I am optimistic about the prospect of having more positive days like today compared to the overwhelming negativity that often surrounds me.
Reflecting on the various factors that have contributed to my personal growth and future aspirations, I must acknowledge that I was once labeled as performative regarding my transgender identity.
November 28, 2025 at 3:51 AM
Reflecting on the various factors that have contributed to my personal growth and future aspirations, I must acknowledge that I was once labeled as performative regarding my transgender identity.
My brain is refusing to let me sleep! The same annoying thoughts keep repeating over and over, and it’s incredibly frustrating. Why am I not getting better?
November 27, 2025 at 9:19 AM
My brain is refusing to let me sleep! The same annoying thoughts keep repeating over and over, and it’s incredibly frustrating. Why am I not getting better?
Every time I hit rock bottom, they miraculously appear and lift my spirits. Their gentle and caring approach helps me momentarily escape my thoughts. This is precisely why I hold them in such high regard. Regardless of the circumstances, my affection for them only deepens.
November 27, 2025 at 2:25 AM
Every time I hit rock bottom, they miraculously appear and lift my spirits. Their gentle and caring approach helps me momentarily escape my thoughts. This is precisely why I hold them in such high regard. Regardless of the circumstances, my affection for them only deepens.
I’ve been suppressing another feeling—self-loathing for my appearance. Mirrors are terrible!
November 26, 2025 at 10:35 PM
I’ve been suppressing another feeling—self-loathing for my appearance. Mirrors are terrible!
Why can’t I move on, dammit? It still hurts to think about them. I just want to stop feeling this way!
November 26, 2025 at 10:02 PM
Why can’t I move on, dammit? It still hurts to think about them. I just want to stop feeling this way!
I feel terrible right now. I wish I hadn’t allowed myself to be exposed to things that hurt me. Sometimes, I wish I could escape to a distant land for a long time to rebuild myself and become the person I want to be—the woman I need to be!
November 26, 2025 at 10:00 PM
I feel terrible right now. I wish I hadn’t allowed myself to be exposed to things that hurt me. Sometimes, I wish I could escape to a distant land for a long time to rebuild myself and become the person I want to be—the woman I need to be!
I’ve been consistently improving and feel like I’ve finally emerged from the dark hole I was in for a while. This girl no longer wants to self-harm; instead, I want to live life to the fullest.
November 25, 2025 at 4:18 AM
I’ve been consistently improving and feel like I’ve finally emerged from the dark hole I was in for a while. This girl no longer wants to self-harm; instead, I want to live life to the fullest.