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💜🌹🦋☆ 𝙓inda☆🦋🌹💜 (slow)
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Forever Fangyrl. ₄₃ 🔞 ⟭⟬ ⁷|| 🏴‍☠️⁸
🔃 Heavy 🔃 | MultiFandom | Standing on the edge of cliff.🌩 Depressed Mess 💔| 🌬️ No drama/hate/bullies. | Minors DNF
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The Decorate My Tree thing for the holidays:

https://colormytree.me/2025/01GMCFV212WSWJ7Y4WPWCB66V9
Craving my mom's homemade spaghetti. Need to heal from sickness + have $ for ingredients. Craving it for weeks 😭😹😭.

Waking up to "Spaghetti f JHope" stuck in my head isn't helping 😹😭😹😭😹
January 9, 2026 at 12:11 PM
Share your fav idols/celebrities/characters with any shade of red hair, please 💜
a cartoon of ariel from the little mermaid holding her hair in her hands .
ALT: a cartoon of ariel from the little mermaid holding her hair in her hands .
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January 9, 2026 at 11:33 AM
My nightmares of hunting down missing siblings, or seeing empty beds where one of them have passed, combined with the bad in reality is really...

... Not ok.

<rl>
January 9, 2026 at 10:40 AM
March 2nd-3rd is the Blood Moon.

I better be able to see it...
January 9, 2026 at 10:38 AM
Reposted by 💜🌹🦋☆ 𝙓inda☆🦋🌹💜 (slow)
Sephiroth's happy childhood with mama begins NOW.
#FF7 #evercrisis #sephiroth
January 7, 2026 at 12:28 AM
Pfft. I've got to create a GFM so we have a working car/transportation + Fredday to go to the vet & get his asthma meds.

I certainly won't be seeing BTS live this year.

And certainly won't be able to get their new album...

Or ATEEZ's if they release one.

<rl>
January 5, 2026 at 9:43 PM
<rl>

The lovely neighbor I worry about due to his heavy dr/g use + physical violent record (look, I don't immediately judge ppl. I try to find out things, listen, etc. And then depending on crime, actions, regret/apology/rehab, etc)...

But he has been

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January 4, 2026 at 12:48 PM
Cats.
January 4, 2026 at 12:23 PM
<rl>

I reach for my phone at times... wanting to text Shannon... but I can't. Because she's gone. I sometimes go to Nick's playstation acct, once in a blue moon, and leave a message. Just. I want my siblings back.

They were too young.

This isn't fair.
January 4, 2026 at 11:55 AM
T/r/ump is okay with k!dnapping ppl in "his" country. Illegally so! And unjustly so! So of course he'd participate in other things.

And y'know, I do think that if a place has enough power to HELP someone, they should (aka help Pa|estine, not Isr@e|), etc.

WHILE

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January 4, 2026 at 11:34 AM
America where 1/10th are in poverty, 2.3per 1,000 ppl in 2024 are homeless, numerous uneducated, numerous terrified of being murd3r3d by their own leaders, numerous still protesting when/where they can, and yet certain view this as The Best Country. =\

Nvm what the world sees.
January 4, 2026 at 9:03 AM
I still haven't caught up with Marvel in YEARS. I might be the only one who wants to that hasn't seen that movie yet.

... who knew a Sesame Street episode about The Snap would be a thing that'd make me emotional??

https://tmblr.co/ZYeuJVignKyFSu00
January 2, 2026 at 11:40 PM
Every time my mom does a rewatch of DB/Z/Super I'm like "Yeah, I see why my mom and siblings said I was like Bulma."

I mean, I've got the emotional/sensitivity/hyper empathy she doesn't have? And I'm not outgoing generally like her, but yeah.

/thoughts.
January 2, 2026 at 10:03 PM
The way I ended up not doing it anymore, pretty much, save for like. A couple. People. Or something.

But yeah.
January 1, 2026 at 1:47 PM
<rl>

I like *looking* at Fireworks. I understand the problems and have talked about it in the past.

At midnight they (someone) blasted it and it sounded like it was on our porch, so it was def close by x.x

Fredday sat at the kitchen

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January 1, 2026 at 10:38 AM
Happy New Year. F 2025. I'm done with these past few years getting worse. Cheers to blessings, good health, happiness, and better things to all the lovelies in 2026.
January 1, 2026 at 5:41 AM
<rl>

Bringing in the new year finding out that my mom's power bank - which is just under 2 years old - is swollen up. I primarily use it now.

I googled.

It's a b0mb, pretty much, and isn't safe anymore.

So that's fun.
January 1, 2026 at 5:39 AM
My mom's ending the year sick.

What does my brain do for the last nightmare set of the year?

Make me nightmare she needs the hospital, maybe not survivable, then also include a sh00ting in s public place.

Yup.

Thanks, brain.
January 1, 2026 at 4:33 AM
My head hurts, I'm dizzy, and I'm tired.

But I opened up the BTS live and saw what they were doing for ARMY... and now at least my heart is fuzzy.
December 31, 2025 at 3:12 PM
<rl>

Walmart doesn't do the car part m'mom needs. So she's having to ask elsewhere. Her ... worker person thing is trying to help with her health insurance, too. My phone is getting worse. Understandably still taking a while to get used to

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December 31, 2025 at 4:14 AM
<rl>

Between everything, I just didn't have the energy, and then forgot to share:

My sister came over Christmas Eve (? I think it was...) and she had some self-care gifts for my mom and I. I don't think I shared this.

Mostly like just masks or like

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December 31, 2025 at 3:45 AM
<rl>

Still having trouble adjusting to bifocals.

It CAN take weeks, but it's frustrating.

Some things are super clear, others...

And my sister mentioned how far I "should" be from my laptop screen, but it's impossible with my short arms/desk, so I don't even know...
December 29, 2025 at 2:16 AM
<rl>

Depression is depressioning.

I need to do things, but the energy is at super low. Sleeping poorly a lot. I need to go cry at some point when I feel it, but I'm just empty atm?

Fredday's almost out of his inhaler, still waiting on input on how much

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December 29, 2025 at 2:03 AM
Reposted by 💜🌹🦋☆ 𝙓inda☆🦋🌹💜 (slow)
Pretty please
December 23, 2025 at 3:28 PM
So how bad is my phone?

5 minutes to load some apps, or not at all, bad sound, no phone calls, and Yoongi live and this is what I see:
December 28, 2025 at 10:17 AM