Lately, I've been thinking about you. But not your recent self. But the gentle you when we first met. I won't be reaching for you anymore.

I wanna die alrdy

Bat ganun, sya mukhang nakamove on na. Tas ako, eto pa rin, miserable. Ang unfair naman.

I'm so hurt with no one to talk to

How can I tell them that I feel like I'm gonna die soon. I'm not actually afraid. I wished for this because I'm tired pretending that I'm not hurting. That everything's okay. I feel my body deteriorating with all the pain I'm feeling right now. Mentally, emotionally, spiritually.