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"To make art is beauty, To live art is to decay"
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Trigger Warning!!!!!!!!!!!!this is completely unfiltered
will block if not moot and you int on my vents
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I love Green Day so much and I’m so very happy they performed‘American Idiot’ because, well…you know… 😁
February 8, 2026 at 11:52 PM
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My neck is breaking, body shaking
Sometimes it’s so hard to breathe
But no one sees it follows me
I always end up underneath
The weight of the world
February 10, 2026 at 2:32 AM
im so alone
everyone in my life has somebody they prefer over me
February 8, 2026 at 4:21 AM
everyone in my life has somebody they prefer over me
February 8, 2026 at 4:21 AM
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You're too full of life to be half loved by someone.
February 6, 2026 at 3:43 PM
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can i come over and look at all your things and objects
February 6, 2026 at 4:12 PM
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i still need to figure out how to love myself. i need to figure out how to love people without losing myself.
February 6, 2026 at 4:42 PM
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another cog in the murder machine
February 6, 2026 at 3:30 PM
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i can be useful to you !
i promise i won't get in your way
February 6, 2026 at 5:00 PM
m gonnacry does he not grasp that I want to understand
February 6, 2026 at 2:40 AM
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But I sustain myself on the idea that everything will be okay. Everything’s okay. I'm okay.
February 5, 2026 at 7:07 PM
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forever a boy that dreamed of a world beyond the stars
February 5, 2026 at 9:36 PM
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i know myself when i’m by myself but i’d rather be around you
February 5, 2026 at 3:07 PM
I hate myself
February 2, 2026 at 11:50 PM
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i don't want you to die. i am a coward. and i love you too much to let you go.
February 2, 2026 at 11:07 PM
this is a false statement
January 28, 2026 at 4:36 AM
I hate this feeling of helplessness
January 28, 2026 at 4:35 AM
I am FINE
this is a false statement
he's mad at me I'm putting a bullet through my head NOW
January 28, 2026 at 4:34 AM
this is a false statement
he's mad at me I'm putting a bullet through my head NOW
January 28, 2026 at 4:30 AM
he's mad at me I'm putting a bullet through my head NOW
January 28, 2026 at 4:30 AM
this is low-key the first time I've said "you're stuck with me" and he 1. actually addresses it and 2. AGREES its so small but im lowkey excited... giggling kicking my feet he is NOT getting rid of me ever bro
January 28, 2026 at 4:13 AM
everybody in my life has somebody they prefer over me
January 28, 2026 at 3:46 AM
"who would choose you in a room full of people?" they wouldn't even come to be in the room bro
January 28, 2026 at 3:45 AM
"oh I got excluded again"
yeah well I'm there and I'm still excluded bro
you fit right in you have courage you aren't a coward like me
either that or I'm just outcasted
either that or my feeling of being alone in a room full of people is real
January 28, 2026 at 3:45 AM
so like.
January 28, 2026 at 3:44 AM