feels like ive been stuck in this rut for so long and every time im motivated to do anything no one can even pretend to care which makes me feel like everyone wants me to fail. i wish it would feel like someone was rooting for me
January 2, 2026 at 6:33 AM
feels like ive been stuck in this rut for so long and every time im motivated to do anything no one can even pretend to care which makes me feel like everyone wants me to fail. i wish it would feel like someone was rooting for me
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December 1, 2025 at 10:29 PM
medical bullshit that impaired my ability to walk and couldn't be addressed on christmas because the clinic was closed so i had to miss work today to get treatment. would like to believe this is the final f*ck you of 2025 but that may be too optimistic given this year's track record 🫠
December 27, 2025 at 8:11 AM
medical bullshit that impaired my ability to walk and couldn't be addressed on christmas because the clinic was closed so i had to miss work today to get treatment. would like to believe this is the final f*ck you of 2025 but that may be too optimistic given this year's track record 🫠
i dont think it is ever going to get better
December 26, 2025 at 1:38 AM
i dont think it is ever going to get better
so much bad shit and close calls have happened this year. i hadn't even mentioned every event at work and i feel like ppl im full of it cause how does shit like this happen every other week
December 19, 2025 at 6:36 PM
so much bad shit and close calls have happened this year. i hadn't even mentioned every event at work and i feel like ppl im full of it cause how does shit like this happen every other week
god if that burning car in front of my bedroom window had exploded i woulda been fucked. genuinely one of the scariest moments. the adrenaline actually made all my pain gone until i calmed down after. never been so close to such a huge fire it was LOUD and the apartment smelled horrible for days
December 19, 2025 at 6:33 PM
god if that burning car in front of my bedroom window had exploded i woulda been fucked. genuinely one of the scariest moments. the adrenaline actually made all my pain gone until i calmed down after. never been so close to such a huge fire it was LOUD and the apartment smelled horrible for days
and it doesnt help when i go in public even just to walk to get groceries i feel like everyone is mad at me like everyone just hates perceiving me and im a horrible person for existing outside or around other people. like i just need to go away
December 18, 2025 at 5:50 PM
and it doesnt help when i go in public even just to walk to get groceries i feel like everyone is mad at me like everyone just hates perceiving me and im a horrible person for existing outside or around other people. like i just need to go away
i literally pre-ordered the dlc the day the plza came out but i cant get myself to even play any games lately. really am back to that point where i dont even want to do fun things that i like, even if i have the time
December 18, 2025 at 5:45 PM
i literally pre-ordered the dlc the day the plza came out but i cant get myself to even play any games lately. really am back to that point where i dont even want to do fun things that i like, even if i have the time
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December 16, 2025 at 8:59 PM
ngl it made me really upset even tho im used to being treated like this. im not gonna let it discourage me. i lost 30 this year when i was consistent. i know i can do it and i know im capable of learning what i dont know. theres so many free resources out there. i just needed to vent rn cause man...
December 11, 2025 at 8:38 PM
ngl it made me really upset even tho im used to being treated like this. im not gonna let it discourage me. i lost 30 this year when i was consistent. i know i can do it and i know im capable of learning what i dont know. theres so many free resources out there. i just needed to vent rn cause man...
fat shaming me and assuming im diabetic w high blood pressure because of my weight when im not (actually typically have low blood pressure and have collapsed several times because of it) is not a good method to get me to magically pull money i dont have out of my ass for a personal trainer like bffr
December 11, 2025 at 8:26 PM
fat shaming me and assuming im diabetic w high blood pressure because of my weight when im not (actually typically have low blood pressure and have collapsed several times because of it) is not a good method to get me to magically pull money i dont have out of my ass for a personal trainer like bffr
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December 8, 2025 at 9:41 PM
anyways feelin better today. didnt do any of the shit i said i would but ended up making 4 meals worth of homemade pasta sauce as well as the most dogshit loaf of sourdough bread i ever made lmfao
December 4, 2025 at 12:04 AM
anyways feelin better today. didnt do any of the shit i said i would but ended up making 4 meals worth of homemade pasta sauce as well as the most dogshit loaf of sourdough bread i ever made lmfao
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November 22, 2025 at 8:18 PM
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November 10, 2025 at 9:53 PM
last week i was feelin so motivated to get my life together and then i suddenly got flu symptoms for several days 🤡
December 3, 2025 at 11:59 PM
last week i was feelin so motivated to get my life together and then i suddenly got flu symptoms for several days 🤡
fell this morning and smashed my arm/leg/ribs lmaooo got these big ass bruises and been feelin like ima faint all day looool
July 20, 2025 at 10:39 PM
fell this morning and smashed my arm/leg/ribs lmaooo got these big ass bruises and been feelin like ima faint all day looool
i kno theres apps that track that stuff for you but doing it myself in a notebook is so much more satisfying
June 9, 2025 at 12:59 AM
i kno theres apps that track that stuff for you but doing it myself in a notebook is so much more satisfying
breakfast and lunch were so good today tho i wish i added carrots to the tomato soup cause it was a little acidic. but the 3 cheese grilled cheese was perfect
June 9, 2025 at 12:57 AM
breakfast and lunch were so good today tho i wish i added carrots to the tomato soup cause it was a little acidic. but the 3 cheese grilled cheese was perfect
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