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The urge to get laid is strong. Manifesting a gal who will use and get used 🙏
May 1, 2025 at 3:29 AM
The urge to get laid is strong. Manifesting a gal who will use and get used 🙏
Ya know I get a period of like a week or two that really seems like I’m getting better and not thinking about her as much and then something happens and it’s like. Damn. I do still miss her
April 11, 2025 at 11:44 PM
Ya know I get a period of like a week or two that really seems like I’m getting better and not thinking about her as much and then something happens and it’s like. Damn. I do still miss her
I’m so tempted to make a tinder or hinge and find a hookup… maybe that would fix me
April 2, 2025 at 1:36 PM
I’m so tempted to make a tinder or hinge and find a hookup… maybe that would fix me
I feel like I’m doing better and I hope seeing her doesn’t set me back. My life has been kinda drama-free for a while and I’m getting bored tho…. Jk jk but something changing would be nice
April 1, 2025 at 3:08 PM
I feel like I’m doing better and I hope seeing her doesn’t set me back. My life has been kinda drama-free for a while and I’m getting bored tho…. Jk jk but something changing would be nice
Time to see my ex again after a week and a half off! Yippee!!🙃
April 1, 2025 at 3:07 PM
Time to see my ex again after a week and a half off! Yippee!!🙃
Thank god I made it through March. I will keep on living. I want something to change
April 1, 2025 at 3:27 AM
Thank god I made it through March. I will keep on living. I want something to change
I need to get LAID. Manifesting. Universe, please. Get my mind off everyone and let me get something good
March 28, 2025 at 4:28 AM
I need to get LAID. Manifesting. Universe, please. Get my mind off everyone and let me get something good
I’m overthinking a lot of the relationship. I’m feeling guilty for things idk if I should feel guilty about. I think I should. I’m sorry for pressuring her. So many things to apologize for
March 23, 2025 at 1:05 AM
I’m overthinking a lot of the relationship. I’m feeling guilty for things idk if I should feel guilty about. I think I should. I’m sorry for pressuring her. So many things to apologize for
I miss being in love. I miss being loved. I miss being wanted. I want that again. I want to show someone just how good I can be
March 22, 2025 at 4:20 PM
I miss being in love. I miss being loved. I miss being wanted. I want that again. I want to show someone just how good I can be
I know my presence bothers you just as much as yours does me. I can see you avoiding me. And yet I know that if one of us broke then something would change but I can’t let it be me. For my own sake I can’t let it be me. Please break and reach out. I miss you so bad
March 22, 2025 at 1:40 AM
I know my presence bothers you just as much as yours does me. I can see you avoiding me. And yet I know that if one of us broke then something would change but I can’t let it be me. For my own sake I can’t let it be me. Please break and reach out. I miss you so bad
Yearning again. Convincing myself she’ll text when I know she won’t. The only tether we have left is this and text and both are empty. If she wanted to talk to me she would. Maybe she’s scared to. Wouldn’t be the first time that’s stopped her from something.
I miss her and I hate that I still do
I miss her and I hate that I still do
March 22, 2025 at 1:39 AM
Yearning again. Convincing myself she’ll text when I know she won’t. The only tether we have left is this and text and both are empty. If she wanted to talk to me she would. Maybe she’s scared to. Wouldn’t be the first time that’s stopped her from something.
I miss her and I hate that I still do
I miss her and I hate that I still do
Did it scare you, being with me? Was it too raw to be something you? If I’m reading it right (and I’m sure I am), you got scared by being too close so you had to push me away. At least that’s what you thought. I hope you learn the difference between distance and space
March 20, 2025 at 11:28 PM
Did it scare you, being with me? Was it too raw to be something you? If I’m reading it right (and I’m sure I am), you got scared by being too close so you had to push me away. At least that’s what you thought. I hope you learn the difference between distance and space
Also been plagued by “you didn’t want me”. It keeps intruding in my mind, with a newer variation being “why didn’t you want me”. I will never get to tell her this. Why didn’t you want me? Why am I so easy to leave?
March 20, 2025 at 11:26 PM
Also been plagued by “you didn’t want me”. It keeps intruding in my mind, with a newer variation being “why didn’t you want me”. I will never get to tell her this. Why didn’t you want me? Why am I so easy to leave?
The phrase “in my cups” has been going through my head a lot lately. I think I want it to mean in my feelings, so it will. It comes and it goes but the cup is always full
March 20, 2025 at 11:25 PM
The phrase “in my cups” has been going through my head a lot lately. I think I want it to mean in my feelings, so it will. It comes and it goes but the cup is always full
Yearning but less than I have been. I miss her and I want closure and we might never talk again. I wonder if she thinks about me
March 15, 2025 at 2:38 AM
Yearning but less than I have been. I miss her and I want closure and we might never talk again. I wonder if she thinks about me
I got invited to a party this weekend but I’m sure she’ll be there with her new bestie even though she hates parties. I don’t wanna miss out but maybe these aren’t my people. I don’t think I can be around her in a social setting. What if she tries to talk to me? Drunk? What do I do?
March 14, 2025 at 1:35 AM
I got invited to a party this weekend but I’m sure she’ll be there with her new bestie even though she hates parties. I don’t wanna miss out but maybe these aren’t my people. I don’t think I can be around her in a social setting. What if she tries to talk to me? Drunk? What do I do?
I can’t even read fanfic now. I just think of us. I miss her
March 14, 2025 at 1:34 AM
I can’t even read fanfic now. I just think of us. I miss her
I miss being in love. I miss being wanted. I guess I wasn’t super wanted in the last little bit but something was better than nothing. I’m putting myself in dating timeout so I don’t get my shit all over someone else again but god I miss being wanted and wanting in return
March 12, 2025 at 12:08 AM
I miss being in love. I miss being wanted. I guess I wasn’t super wanted in the last little bit but something was better than nothing. I’m putting myself in dating timeout so I don’t get my shit all over someone else again but god I miss being wanted and wanting in return
She still hasn’t reached out. Don’t know why I expected any different. She told me who she was. I don’t want her back. I just want someone to regret losing me and to tell me they fucked up
March 11, 2025 at 11:28 PM
She still hasn’t reached out. Don’t know why I expected any different. She told me who she was. I don’t want her back. I just want someone to regret losing me and to tell me they fucked up
I’m trying to be mature (Ie avoiding her completely) so I don’t take out my unprocessed emotions on her but godDAM it’s hard seeing her every day. Why is she so pretty :/ I’m so tired I wish I didn’t have to see her. I could’ve been over her by now if it wasn’t every day
March 11, 2025 at 11:27 PM
I’m trying to be mature (Ie avoiding her completely) so I don’t take out my unprocessed emotions on her but godDAM it’s hard seeing her every day. Why is she so pretty :/ I’m so tired I wish I didn’t have to see her. I could’ve been over her by now if it wasn’t every day
Yearning a little more today. I want closure but I might have to accept that we’ll never talk again. I miss her and I’m angry and I want that companionship back
March 9, 2025 at 12:02 AM
Yearning a little more today. I want closure but I might have to accept that we’ll never talk again. I miss her and I’m angry and I want that companionship back
Finally blocked her on everything. Trying decenter my life from her. Saw her cuddling with her new bestie and crashed out. Not a great day
February 26, 2025 at 11:33 PM
Finally blocked her on everything. Trying decenter my life from her. Saw her cuddling with her new bestie and crashed out. Not a great day
I hate that she has so much power over me. I’m miserable
February 26, 2025 at 7:31 PM
I hate that she has so much power over me. I’m miserable
Ah fuck. I’m anxious again. She’s in the back room cuddling with her new bestie. I don’t get why I’m so jealous but it’s eating me away. I thought she hated men and yet now she spends all her time with him. What the fuck aaaaaah
February 26, 2025 at 7:12 PM
Ah fuck. I’m anxious again. She’s in the back room cuddling with her new bestie. I don’t get why I’m so jealous but it’s eating me away. I thought she hated men and yet now she spends all her time with him. What the fuck aaaaaah
I just need to accept where I am now. I am hurt, I am lonely, I am wanting and I am searching for external sources to fill me. I don’t like it but it’s true. Don’t focus on changing it
February 26, 2025 at 12:24 AM
I just need to accept where I am now. I am hurt, I am lonely, I am wanting and I am searching for external sources to fill me. I don’t like it but it’s true. Don’t focus on changing it