Vanessa Perez
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Vanessa Perez
@yingmtl.bsky.social
Gamer, iPad Artist, and cooking enthusiast. Collecting cookbooks from video games and avid Danmei reader. Current manga I follow? The Masterful Cat is Depressed Again.
Played more of Clair Obscur: Expedition 33 on my #PS5

They killed Gustav. You Bastards.

Might go back to Baldur’s Gate 3 tomorrow morning.
December 30, 2025 at 12:32 AM
So getting money tomorrow. It’s raining and icy outside.
Came home after Dollarama and fell a bit.

Tomorrow is windy. So much for shopping trips since the sidewalk is unsafe.
December 29, 2025 at 2:59 PM
I appreciate this Spawn Astarion fan to leave me this sweet message from one of my rants on how my mind hates me and can’t enjoy fun, due to paranoia.

I don’t become vicious at Spawn fans, unless they use Astarion’s weaknesses as a joke.

Dunno how to reply to it.
December 28, 2025 at 2:54 AM
Kitties I saw at my sister’s place.
Their names in the description.
December 27, 2025 at 9:47 PM
I slept all day yesterday. Got waffles on Monday.
Family New Year’s Day celebration is on Thursday.
A spawn fan came on my Tumblr and it helped me to get out of my depression and worry about meeting Neil.
I am ok with any fan of Astarion, though I don’t like it when fans poke fun at his weaknesses.
December 27, 2025 at 2:25 PM
AI destroyed my will to do doodles for myself.
I scratched my arm till it bleed.

Everyone else enjoys socializing and I probably got body wash.

I want a new iPad and Apple Pencil. Gonna pick it up on Easter.

I don’t feel like a grinch/Scrooge. I’m an outcast in my own family.
December 26, 2025 at 1:05 AM
On my phone. My arm is irritated from scratching myself.

Family just invited me to New Year’s Day party.

I just don’t feel any festive spirit. Just depression and regret of the end of the year.
December 26, 2025 at 12:01 AM
Got chocolate for Xmas.

Feeling bitter. Not spending money. Dunno if my uncles might head to my aunt’s place.

I just am gonna be on my phone.
December 25, 2025 at 1:07 PM
Happy Holidays. Gonna crash at my sister’s place.

Gonna start saving for a new iPad next month.
Gonna buy it in April.

Plan to buy another Kate Spade case when I get the confirmation of my cancelled order of an Astarion nendoroid.

Con hunting next year.
December 24, 2025 at 5:10 PM
Added a key to my phone case. So I don’t have to worry about losing my wallet.

I hope I get paid soon.
December 24, 2025 at 1:53 AM
Might be getting funds next week. Bought keys and a bubble tea.

Tomorrow, pick up my meds then head on out to my dad’s place.

Happy Xmas everybody.
December 23, 2025 at 8:57 PM
Another designer case to pick up in the new year. #katespade #amazonca
December 22, 2025 at 11:58 PM
Current normal #BG3 Gaming: Taught a tiefling that violence is a solution and got another tiefling killed from harpies.

For playing as a bard, I have gone the way of the Durge, despite not even playing that character in the selection.

There needs to be an actual guide to help me. Help?
December 22, 2025 at 11:38 PM
I don’t tend to do anything festive because my mom barred me from Christmas activities when she was alive.
Just go to gatherings and take pictures of the food/meals from the parties.

I tend to zone out to my electronics during gatherings so I don’t over eat.

Family still sees me as the broken one.
December 22, 2025 at 11:32 PM
I know people tend to be in the holiday spirit these days.
My shopping addiction is trying to make me struggle with 50$CAD I got for Xmas.

I do need to make key copies since I lost mine. My left arm is healing from the constant itch from Friday.

Hoping to get sourdough bread tomorrow evening.
December 22, 2025 at 11:28 PM
Scratched up my arm last night.

So did some thrift shopping for a new purse for the holidays.
December 20, 2025 at 7:24 PM
Ugh. I’m trying to avoid drama videos.
But I feel like sleeping instead and numb myself with said videos instead of gaming.

My mind is my own worst enemy.
December 18, 2025 at 10:28 PM
Art today. #batstarion #strahdbat and my #oc, YingGirl

My art sucks.
December 16, 2025 at 7:01 PM
So got some modding on my 3DS. Water advisory is still in effect.

I need to pick up cookies and drinks after Magic tomorrow morning.

My shower puff fell apart.
December 14, 2025 at 10:57 PM
Seeing this on my Instagram feed kinda makes me more paranoid of actually seeing Neil at a con.

I really need to get back to #BG3. I have no fucken clue why I like #Astarion in the first place.
December 14, 2025 at 12:52 AM
My last #xmas gift arrived.

Thanks everybody.
December 12, 2025 at 8:14 PM
Took some cough syrup. Trying to ease my cold. One of my parties is at 5pm on Monday.

I want to game and hope I can rest. I only played 95 hours on my #PS5 from the entire year.

I hate procrastinating a lot.
December 12, 2025 at 3:31 PM
Butter Tofu.

I’m not vegan. Just over done with chicken.
December 10, 2025 at 9:33 PM
Me and Derpy at the Korean Grocery Store.

#derpytiger #sussie #kpopdemonhunters

I haz a cold.
December 9, 2025 at 7:51 PM
Still coughing out mucus. Might make my tofu with butter chicken sauce tonight.

Expecting some sourdough bread next week from my cousin that I bought from her.

I’m low on funds. So any money I get will go for food purchases.
December 9, 2025 at 4:55 PM