Ultimately it's just a matter of time before I do it, and any further time I keep the account active is purely down to sentimental nostalgia and grief (in lack of a better word) of losing this evidence of the effort, growth and connections I made in that time. I'm not ready yet. But it will happen.

I do feel sad about the prospect of deleting the ultimate record of my journey. But at the same time I hate what EM has done to twitter since he took over, and in general I don't want to be associated with his narcissistic xenophobic name in any way whatsoever.