Whoo medicine kicking in, hopefully I get some sleep without any fucked up dreams, just plain old sleep please. 🤞

I both regret watching it (thought my brain would start melting out my ears) and am glad I did so I could see myself something is very wrong (more wrong than the usual amount of batshittery).

Congrats on leveling up!

I'm tired. I'm gonna take some anxiety medicine and stay up til 8 to call them because their phone system is not allowing me to leave a message. Then try to catch a bit more sleep and hopefully I'll feel more ready to face the day. If I have to like this I'm either gonna start sobbing or be mean.

I'll be ok, I'm always ok eventually. I just feel really low right now.

One day at a time. One hour at a time.

He was sniffling a lot at first.

He's harping on the tariffs again

"nobody can believe what's going on." That's true at least.

I'm only missing the typewriter. I did use a word processor in school which was just a fancy electronic typewriter so maybe I got all 20. 😆 We could have had proper computers at that point but our school did not have the budget for them.

Ref is over here: sheezy.art/kittrel/gall...

Convo this morning...
Husband: beeeeeees
Me: so you found the bee drawer!
H: WHAT?
Me: oh you didn't! Forget I said anything!
H: HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FORGET THAT?!
Me: You'll find it eventually.
H: WHERE IN THIS HOUSE IS A DRAWER FULL OF BEES?!

That's how everything works these days unfortunately.

Eat the rich.

My mom wouldn't eat a penny go to waste so she has a closet dedicated to toothpaste and similar stuff from the year she did an HSA 😆 she's got a freaking mini CVS in there.

I can see it, if you're single and pregnant so you are not supposed to handle cat boxes and have no one else to. Or if you have a back injury. I mean I can see it, but A) I wonder how much money they paid to make it happen and B) so many other things we need often aren't covered...ah. It's all dumb.