Forget it, im crying again

I probably dont matter to them at all, but they have influenced me in a lot of stuff...

Its really funny, actually. I care that much about someone that most likely never thinks about me

But its been a whole year, and honestly I think I'll just give up on it

They probably got better shit to do than to talk to some stupid jackass that cant even speak english correctly

But even though I know us being friends probably wont be a thing, I still feel bad about it

3) I dont ask for much, I just want to enjoy living, even if it ends up being a very simple life.

4) Just be Mia, damn it

5) I love you.

It was literally like that one If Undertale Was Realistic episode where Frisk called the police on the dogs and they were like "oh hell yeah all in a day's work" but then it shows in the news that the police actually killed the dogs

Auuughh i cant win

So like, despite being my biggest fear, I just kinda accepted it like "oh well ig yeah im gonna die, cool"

This is all like really stupid but idk, feels a bit weird but nice to have kinda overcame one of my biggest fears even if it was only in a dream and in a honestly stupid way