I just did my best to recall the great memories.

Grief is just such a roller coaster of a process. If you know you gave her the best life she could have, then you can't blame yourself for any what-ifs. Which I know is hard.

But You'll tear yourself to shreds with what-ifs.

no longer in pain.

She was 15 which is pretty old for a large breed.

I never felt guilty but since I got her when I was 14 and I was 29 when she passed. So I had her literally half my life.

Any guilt I had was figuring out if we put her in more pain with our selfishness.

In the case for my Delilah, I had to figure out if we were keeping her around because it was easier for us or easier for her.

She was in pain every day. Some nights were better but she would whimper most nights.

When we realized we were being selfish it was a tough decision but we knew she was

I am trying to find all the people I followed on twitter. I imagine once I can get the nest set up, it will be a good home.

I only dislike that I can't make my profile private.

Such great expressions on all of these.