It's been a few days and it's a significant improvement, my airways feel much more open and when I do cough it doesn't feel so strained.

I'm fairly certain I got non-allergic asthma, which can be set off by fricking everything in existence. At least now I can breathe properly and I can stop being a coughing, wheezing mess.
It's ridiculous it took me months to get this after doing all those tests, and needing a second doctor.

I've used 3dsmax a few times, even just opening the software takes an eternity compared to blender

I would have been interested in this offer since I've been playing VRChat for almost 9 years on a weekly basis, I enjoy the value from VRC+ and want to support this platform. Now I'm just left feeling bitter and thinking those making these decisions needs to get a grip

Don't punish your supporters

I'm hopeful for the future and I'm so grateful for the well wishes and aid people have given me. Things fucking suck and I don't know how to deal with it, but it sucks a lot less thanks to everyone. I couldn't have done this alone.

I still haven't been able to process everything that has happened. My memory is shit, I sleep more than I'm awake and I can barely cook food for myself. My doctor doesn't think anti-depressants would help me and I just need to "get out more and stop using the computer so much" lmao sure, thanks man

True MVP

With a handful of exceptions, every VRChat creator I know uses blender to make worlds and avatars. If free and accessible tools like blender didn't exist then you'd have so much less things to see and do. That also goes for other social VR platforms of course.

Holy shit, this is beautiful

That looks great!