☾ Zelleya
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☾ Zelleya
@zelleya.bsky.social
☆ oc artist ☆ amateur writer ☆ fantasy nerd ☆
30+, void cat mom

https://zelleya.carrd.co/

#art | #oc
custom: #zelsor | #sp | #hexun
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I swear I'll be nice to them soon~
January 22, 2026 at 1:06 AM
I can't get enough of fantasy artists tbh, thanks for making these!! (and for adding me ) 💜
January 21, 2026 at 2:49 PM
This is the case where you really cannot resist poking the beans, even when you *know* about the knives that will close in on your finger if you're not fast enough
January 15, 2026 at 5:44 PM
Also! Ive found a record player is great for listening to while I draw or write, it enforces taking frequent stretch breaks when its time to turn to the next side lol
Its plugged into a small amp, so if I even try to be stubborn, the amp will pop at me in a distracting way so I *have* to get up
January 5, 2026 at 10:44 PM
Ohhh thank you, I haven't thought of these things! I usually just power through whatever I'm doing and hope the memory doesn't imprint on the thing (like whatever Im drawing) and change music, but that doesnt always do much. I'll give these a try next time and see if I can make a routine happen 💜
January 5, 2026 at 8:52 PM
spoilers, Im being brave and I even drew their feets
January 5, 2026 at 8:32 PM
I suppose I *should* take a break, haha playing a game seems a good idea! Im sorry you deal with it as well, its such a pain when our minds work against us.
January 5, 2026 at 7:51 PM
I'm sure there are some here who might be able to put this to better words, maybe even relate? If you have ways you like to overcome this lmk 💜 Ive never had the funds for therapy to sort this out so I just do my best, but some moments I just kinda halt and 1-2 hours slip away before I snap out ofit
January 5, 2026 at 7:40 PM
silliness aside, I usually struggle so much with this kind of poisonous reminiscing that replays events like it just happened, it just happens so automatically it drives me insane.
Last year I somehow managed to have this way less often?? But its back again, almost daily 😩 anxiety stahppp
January 5, 2026 at 7:37 PM