zuago.bsky.social
@zuago.bsky.social
You're just trying to reclaim a 'safe mental space' that you felt you had before. From my experience this is a time for your mind to grow and wax stronger (as your brain now recognizes more signs of impending adversity than it did before). In time: your newfound strength will surprise you. Be safe!❤️
December 9, 2025 at 10:34 AM
With that context... if keys wants redemption, it won't be from the people they harassed. No one is entitled to forgiveness. Some hard lessons come with a high cost, especially if your choices cause pain to others. (Hope the people who were harassed are doing okay.)
December 2, 2025 at 2:35 AM
Thx Trissy❤️
💀If this person is hyper-aggressive to others, then they should expect hyper-aggression back. You get what you receive in the world, after all!

In my experience with online harassment: such treatment makes it hard to socialize, make friends, and incentivizes self-isolation. Bitter stuff
December 2, 2025 at 2:35 AM
So just because weirdos who've never spoken to you, profess to "know" you: doesn't make their words true. You know yourself better than anyone, and you don't owe obsessive weirdos a response

The aggressive types usually have skeletons in their closets, & call-out others to distract from that fact 💅
November 29, 2025 at 6:38 AM
Discover a new comfort zone. So stop trying to appeal to the same group of (fake) people.

When there is clout to be had: social media is a ladder climbing game, & people will use anything against you to get ahead. Cut-throat. Plastic, fair-weather friends.
I've learned to value those spaces less! 🤏
November 29, 2025 at 6:38 AM
True, I don't know anything about you. And vice versa. But just know that there ARE people who will take a chance on you, based on who you are *now*: which is NEW people. So... maybe a fresh start could help? Maybe you have a second hobby you could center a new account around? That helped me.
November 29, 2025 at 6:38 AM
eventually the public at large becomes aware of the consequences the innocent suffer at the hands of rotten (or toxic performative) behaviors.

Make sure you have a quiet space to decompress and forget the world for a bit in the meantime. Reorient and refresh yourself, you know? Rise above the muck.
November 28, 2025 at 7:05 PM
The reason why some people never care if you actually meet the standards they've set for you/others is because those aren't their REAL standards. Live by the standards your heart & mind (& Loved Ones?) deem to be good, and ignore the 'noise'. Keep close those individuals you find valuable, bcuz...
November 28, 2025 at 7:05 PM
To be fair, it is nice to have a 'social media detox' every now and again. I can attest to that, at least! Happy Holidays and take care of yourself!
November 28, 2025 at 3:12 AM
That's frustrating for others to not recognize the heavy weight you're carrying, nor the massive effort you put forth into doing things. Been there. That frustration teaches one to not wait for the validation of others: when it comes to doing the things you must do, that also bring you relief.
November 27, 2025 at 9:20 PM
You can always draw out your negativity? Drawing is about finding your own voice & style! Also, when it comes to drawing: compare yourself to yourself! You'll get a better gauge for how much your art has progressed. And as long as you're enjoying the process, others will notice that joy in your work
November 26, 2025 at 6:11 AM
A smart person who did dirty jobs for a living once said: "Don't follow your dreams... take them with you!"

Those words are a life-raft unto me. LOL

I am not owed anything in this life... but if opportunity strikes, I will take it. I think that sounds good?... Yeah!
November 19, 2025 at 5:56 AM
There is games I could play: where I ladder-climb to the top in a cut-throat field of my choice. But it just isn't in my heart to act in such ways. I am way too much of a pushover, that for so long sought sanctuary over results.
It's hard to nurse pain while feeling pulled forward by life's demands.
November 19, 2025 at 5:56 AM
I think I felt entitled unto an animation job, because of my talent + passion... but I at least had the instinct to know I couldn't pay back a loan that massive. Disappointment is OK. My passions & talent are allowed to guide me unto new dreams that are within my means as an under-privileged person.
November 19, 2025 at 5:56 AM
(Can't I just take my time?)
You already know the answer to that, cornball.
(... shit)
Was it worth it?
(... life is for learning, so YES)
Some begin life with knowledge you have scars for.
(Some also are privileged shits who take for granted all they are blessed with)
Agreed. Live within your means
November 17, 2025 at 11:04 AM
Keep walking forward?
(So pushy... I think I just need a moment to sort out what exactly it is I'm even doing. Forging new paths take energy! Energy I don't have!)
You sure have energy to argue. Why waste that?
(... hah! Dumbledor is right. Talking to yourself is extraordinarily useful.)
Be swift...
November 17, 2025 at 11:04 AM
What did you think you gained? What did you think was worth it if you admit to me you cannot move forward and grow silent?
(The knowledge that people feel entitled unto the label 'good person' who also act like bad people every chance they get.)
What good is knowledge if you do not use it?
(Agreed.)
November 17, 2025 at 11:04 AM
Then maybe following the pull of your heart wasn't worth it.
(What is life's point if not to follow your heart?)
Do you know of the whole of your life?
(Feeling like I know of way too much of my own life right now.)
So following your heart, nestled in your own perspectives, isn't worth it?
(...)
November 17, 2025 at 11:04 AM
Picarto is probably cool to stream on, especially if you already stream your art there... You probably won't have to worry too much beyond age restriction.
But you probably have to research twitch's weird tagging system and age-restriction system.
Picarto's audience would probably be easier overall?
November 13, 2025 at 10:50 AM
In my limited experience, taking naps proved useful whenever I felt low. I've never taken meds for depression before, but if they help you then that's good.
November 7, 2025 at 7:26 AM