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he/they/nya | 21 | a throwaway kinda meant for one dramatic situation
YEAH HOW DO U THINK I FEEL THAT U JUST VAGUED ME OUT OF NOWHERE 😭 /nm
April 13, 2025 at 8:27 PM
(i'll respond more in a bit i need food)

more trauma responses on both sides yahoo /s
April 13, 2025 at 8:26 PM
hence why i'm listening now
April 13, 2025 at 8:22 PM
-even if initially i was petty and a bit sassy. my apologies on that btw
April 13, 2025 at 8:18 PM
ive been both sides. ive been what people see as the aggressor and the victim. what makes a situation is perspective.

nobody is the hero nor the villain. you're both just people. people hurt and help one another. that's why i chose to step in. i wanted to help in the way i knew how for both y'all-
April 13, 2025 at 8:18 PM
nova acknowledges that you needed an ear but they couldn't provide. they felt stuck but couldn't find a way to tell you.

i've been in situations like these where i feel like i'm yelling at the top of my lungs and nobody can hear me. i feel like i'm screaming for help but nobody gave me an ear/hand.
April 13, 2025 at 8:18 PM
you also prolly picked up on it from the one (1) image i sent earlier but yes our system did do z's icon
April 13, 2025 at 8:14 PM
to be completely fair, pandemonica and i legit just met the system. friend of a friend at first. i don't smoke, i dev fnf mods, and i make music + art

i probably wouldn't have wanted to meet you bc i was in a rough patch with that FP i mentioned earlier. i was HARD fixated on FP
April 13, 2025 at 8:14 PM
-threats, hostility, anger, and dishonesty leads to all of it happening again. you were both bad for each other. i'm not taking sides, never was. i'm just making choices based on my instincts and how i navigate situations like these.
April 13, 2025 at 8:09 PM
i say it's not bc i'm still talking w/ you and trying to get an idea of what's going on.

all i'm understanding is that y'all sucked for each other. pointing fingers of "they said this" when it was all reactionary actions with ppl who have disorders that hinder their critical thinking for percieved-
April 13, 2025 at 8:09 PM
pandemonica and i didn't know y'all existed until issues started arising tbh. more points against her /shrug

at the very least i am leveling with the nova sys and saying "hey i'm gonna pull you away from this person but understand you fucked up"
April 13, 2025 at 8:04 PM
this situation isnt in hindsight just yet /lh
April 13, 2025 at 8:02 PM
the medical issues could be bc of the stress in your life. that's just me making a passive observation though and i'm not saying it's your fault.

i am going to say i'm sorry for your losses /gen
April 13, 2025 at 8:00 PM
nah, not your fault. dw i'll bully them into accountability
April 13, 2025 at 7:58 PM
also sorry for late reply on this one i got lost + didnt know how to format this one without it sounding rude
April 13, 2025 at 7:58 PM
did you do it of your own volition? i tend to match and do my comforts/kins/other alters in the system as my profile as a comfort thing for myself. matching with them was my choice
April 13, 2025 at 7:57 PM
fair. but hindsight 20/20
April 13, 2025 at 7:56 PM
i mentioned it only bc it might put things into a bit of a different perspective. thats all tbh
April 13, 2025 at 7:54 PM
that still kinda feeds into the "vent accs online will cause issues"
April 13, 2025 at 7:53 PM
i lost a couple important people/fps in a short amount of time. it triggered an episode where i thought it was a pattern. i was spiraling so hard i thought everything was a cycle.

i'll be so real and say that this shit is gonna suck dick and balls. but know that it's hell now and then it'll be over
April 13, 2025 at 7:52 PM
honestly i dont blame you for reacting badly
April 13, 2025 at 7:49 PM
something got told to me actually that puts it into perspective

z did that
not the host
April 13, 2025 at 7:49 PM
yeah i really dislike having public vent accs because from all of my experiences they just cause issue after issue. if i had a quarter for every time a social media acc made to vent abt a situation caused an issue, i would be scrooge mcduck
April 13, 2025 at 7:47 PM
i never said you were in the wrong. if anything i have been saying the complete opposite. ive been playing devil's advocate between y'all throughout me making myself known in this situation
April 13, 2025 at 7:45 PM
you have every right to not to put in the effort.

hell you can legit be mad that i'm the one speaking instead of them

avoiding conflict and communication is a trauma response also
April 13, 2025 at 7:39 PM