the irreducible
@anguilline.bsky.social
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solo mom, Reed College graduate, Sicilian. I am Mother Dick, Odin the Old, alpha gal. Have I said how time turns our lies into truths? Proud Portland, Oregon resident. Punching up, only and always.
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anguilline.bsky.social
when I hear people hacking on the homeless (not trying hard enough, just want drugs, freeloaders by choice, prefer to steal than to work) I wish I could explain to them how hard it is to act in your own best interest in a world that's devoted itself to enhancing your misery.
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skiles.blue
Techbro billionaires successfully hid their fascism even from the high-level people they worked with directly
stefsull.bsky.social
It’s fucking insane. I can not even tell you the amount of trainings we had to go through each year. DEI, equality, accessibility, etc. He pretended he was totally with us. He came to the Women’s March. We had gay parade floats.

I mean, I was a Sr Director and my mouth is on the floor. Grotesque!!
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mikaelthalen.bsky.social
EXCLUSIVE: A cell-site simulator, commonly referred to as an IMSI-catcher or "Stingray," may have been used at the ICE facility in Portland.

Analysis of cellular signals in the area showed phones receiving abnormal spikes in requests for their unique identifiers. san.com/cc/exclusive...
Exclusive: Fake cellphone tower likely surveilled protesters at Portland ICE facility
Law enforcement officials may have deployed a secretive cellphone surveillance technology last weekend at Portland’s ICE facility.
san.com
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anguilline.bsky.social
'keep em poor, keep em sick, keep em stupid'
anguilline.bsky.social
chopped uncs puff hardest
anguilline.bsky.social
I mean, that was not okay Dad.
anguilline.bsky.social
you do deserve all the support, because it is natural and arises organically from your existence, remember :)
anguilline.bsky.social
these often splashy experiences. Sometimes I post and delete. I did realize at some point that my shame was an internalized tool of oppression. Sounds like therapyspeak but really, you did not teach you to be ashamed of yourself. Someone else, maybe more than one, got there first.
anguilline.bsky.social
I've said many a time that I'm glad my mother made the poorest possible decision when she did. It's valid. :) I think you and I are more alike than you think we are. You could be describing me, for most of my years. Pain HURTS! It turns us all inward. I *do* feel difficulty when I share
anguilline.bsky.social
Evergreen. The assumption some people have been allowed to form, that somehow any rejection is a rights violation, must end for the good of civil society. Sometimes you have just fucked up. You jumped when you should have crouched. You lost your guy.
juliusgoat.bsky.social
There's absolutely an audience out there who doesn't care what you did to who or what you sold out for how much. If you're someone who abuses others or sells out for a big bag, congratulations, that's your audience. Enjoy it or don't, but don't come bitching to your ex about who you're with now.
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diannelittle.bsky.social
🦋😺🦋 Good ☕️ morning everyone! We are feeling tired today. Why? 🙄 Someone was up all night running through the house full of #shenanigans. I may need a nap! 🥱 lol Little stinker #Dex is still at it. He will probably sleep the day away! 😹 Happy #Caturday all! 🥰 🧶🐈🐾💕 #Dexter #Minterland #CatsOfBluesky 😻
🩶😺🤍 My gray and white #toot #Dexter, laying on the bed yawning! He is tired from playing all night. 😁😹 #CatsOfBluesky 🦋😻🦋
anguilline.bsky.social
awe. Poor man is tired. He's been working so hard 😂
anguilline.bsky.social
And after that it took a long time to hit my stride. But I knew what I had felt was realer than everything else around me right then. So I hope you know if and when the realization comes, you won't miss your chance any more than my chance missed me. I couldn't have avoided it. 💕💕
anguilline.bsky.social
my mom saying I was worthless, to give my son to someone better. I remember the flood of emotion as I read her email. It was this horrible magnificent certainty. suddenly I was so much angrier than I'd ever been. It was clean. All that for THIS?
anguilline.bsky.social
and I'd lost it all. Friends, lovers, my home, all my things, and the government wasn't going to both let me be with the guy who sired my son (the evil fella I didn't know how to get away from) and my son because of the ex's deep criminal record I hadn't known about. And then I got the email from
anguilline.bsky.social
As weird as it sounds, 'eff it' is as good a description of what happened to me (the 'epiphanic change,' I guess.) just on a very dramatic scale. It did feel like my shoulder snapping back into its socket, but for my conception of my role in the world. Like I'd done what they said to my best ability
anguilline.bsky.social
Of course you can and should write when and where you feel best (and not when you don't) but please know from the outside perspective, I am happy you took the time to write this and I just woke up to enjoy reading what you said. I, personally, like to hear what you have to say.
anguilline.bsky.social
no you don't have to apologize for finally getting to make a few points that needed making, especially to the queen of all rants ❤️
anguilline.bsky.social
being a cat lady is a real pick me up. I'm excited for you, too!
anguilline.bsky.social
So much love to you. Your parents didn't know what they had, didn't see the true value like they should have. I fear it's more common than I knew. And I fear that too many of the hurt children grow up to hurt children, like my mother did, instead of turning inward, like my dad did and you and I did.
anguilline.bsky.social
is three years of scutwork digging corrupt loyalists out, having trials, sniffing for listening devices, busting militia strongholds open, sending kids to trauma counselors, looking through contacts lists for the people they fired & burned the records, reclaiming sold lands, processing forfeitures..
anguilline.bsky.social
Most of the current crop of pols could be swapped for a literal street random and result in improvement. The random would be scared shitless & find someone who knew what they were doing or at least acknowledge their deficit. The current ones pretend they're doing meaningful work & every day's delay
cait.bsky.social
"well what are the Democrats supposed to do" I don't know! They're supposed to know! I'm not the one who sought and obtained a political position that would require me to know what to do when the ruling party attempts to install the President as a dictator!