Big Dyke Energy (GFM in pinned)
@azurebitch.bsky.social
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She/her (/it but only if you're chill). Trans autistic wolfdyke. White. Hugo-nominated author, poet, gamer, statistician, bitch with teeth. 💙 In girlfriends with @skybun.bsky.social 18+ to follow. Southern Ontario. Writing: AzureCanis.itch.io
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azurebitch.bsky.social
This is one of the hardest things I've ever done: asking for help.

After a financially devastating divorce, I am asking for help getting FFS, a gender-affirming surgery for which I am having to pay a vast majority out of pocket.

Any bit helps.

www.gofundme.com/f/help-blue-...
Donate to Help Blue (author of Unknown Number) get her surgery, organized by Blue Neustifter
I'll be honest: Choosing to make this project, to ask for help, i… Blue Neustifter needs your support for Help Blue (author of Unknown Number) get her surgery
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glacierclear.bsky.social
to hold me like water.
or christ, hold me like a knife.
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azurebitch.bsky.social
As I bond with other transfeminine people about similarities in harm from certain life experiences, the poem "A Prayer for Athena" I wrote several years ago keeps coming to mind
The stories say you burst from Zeus’s head
A grown woman, ready for battle
Born in violent bloodshed
Tearing herself from the shell of a man

I can’t help but wonder did you, too,
Mourn a girlhood that you could never have?
Did you come out a warrior
Knowing, as we all do, you would have to fight to survive? Did you wait for the day when you could escape 
The masculine shadow from which you came
Only to find that his legacy lingered
A stain that could never be washed away?

Did other goddesses look at you with suspicion?
Were you too loud, too brash, too tall, too fierce
Did they look at you and see his face
Did they shun you for being too close to manhood Some called you Athena the Virgin
Is it because you hid your lust from them
Projecting a guileless feminine innocence
The spectre of “predator” always over your shoulder?

Were there skills you never learned
Buried in the darkness in him
Did you scramble to catch up, never feeling
Like you could make up for the time Were you scorned? Pitied? Idolized? Reviled?
Were you always the goddess of wisdom?
Or did you have to chisel truths from your soul
To become enough to be treated as worthy

Did you know that when they built you a pedestal
A whole city to your name
It would only be a matter of time
Before they tore you back down
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azulcrescent.bsky.social
"Pick up hobbies that let you meet like-minded people!"
azurebitch.bsky.social
When the pizza delivery person has to call because you were moaning too loud to hear the knock 🥰
azurebitch.bsky.social
Cis voice: "I have faith he'll do the right thing when it's super difficult even though he didn't do it when the bar was very low"
azurebitch.bsky.social
@mark-carney.bsky.social fuck you for not standing up for trans people, coward. Your kid deserves better than you.
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pepperminthusky.bsky.social
🐺🎃 Oh No! You caught him! Or maybe he let himself get caught? Either way, it’s time to release some of that pent up energy. 🎃🐺

[ #FurryArt | #Werewolf | #NSFW ]
azurebitch.bsky.social
"I have hope he won't throw trans people under the bus": my dipshit son what the fuck do you think this was
azurebitch.bsky.social
"First they came for the trans people
and I did not speak out -
because actually it's better long-term strategy to continually get steamrolled so that in the 2058 elections we can show people we took the high road and all the surviving voters will like that"
-Some of y'all
azurebitch.bsky.social
If any other cis people want to explain to me about how allowing unchallenged bigotry to occur in front of you is in fact 4D Chess In Favour of Trans Rights please submit yourself to the dumpster for processing.
azurebitch.bsky.social
Saying nothing in the face of bigotry is, in fact, throwing us under the bus.
azurebitch.bsky.social
Carney's a fucking coward and I hope he gets screamed at by queers everywhere he goes
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restingdinoface.bsky.social
Word of mouth is so important for books.

If you’ve read something you like, shout it out, leave a review somewhere, ask your library to carry it.
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azurebitch.bsky.social
Not sure whether I'm more intimidated by writing the last 25% of this novel or the idea that I should probably try to find an agent after that
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chucktingle.bsky.social
its the FABULOUS BODIES cover reveal, my latest horror journey arriving next summer. buckaroos are calling it DRIVE MEETS BEETLEJUICE (but COLLATERAL in palm springs with an undead queer icon also works). PREORDER NOW BUCKAROOS LETS TROT us.macmillan.com/books/978125...
cover of FABULOUS BODIES by chuck tingle it is greenish blue background with large pink text in the middle there are heart shaped sunglasses with pool reflection and at the bottom it says 'never meet your heroes'
azurebitch.bsky.social
Very pretty! 💙 Sorry about the rough sleep though
azurebitch.bsky.social
Searching my account for "meme" actually gets some real hits I think I missed my calling I should be paid to shitpost