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Sometimes the movement of someone's hands as they play a sound board can be so erotic
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48. Creepy Redneck Dinosaur Mansion 1: Re-Raptored
A delightful sequel/prequel to CRDM3. Much shorter, but still plenty delightful, with some VERY fun boss music. Here's hoping we get even more of these in the future! They're always so much fun. Definitely recommend both, but start with 3!
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NOOOOO ITS NOT ANNOYING AT ALL I am very busy lately and don't get to check Bluesky as much as I like, so it will just take forever to respond, sorry ๐Ÿฅฒ I love hearing from more experienced cyclists, especially locals who are familiar biking in this city
Think I'm doing better cus I can make jokes about my mental health regarding the murder and people laugh instead of getting uncomfortable with me (this was in a support group space tbf)
I just want to go slowly and. Casually and build up my strength while working out how to make my chronic pain most comfortable with a bike

But there are no places to ride slowly and casually in this damn city apparently

Except high school parking lots at 11pm (which I did last night)
Also some sections are split by car traffic and cars drive on it even when they're not supposed to

I tried to bike a short way yesterday and between pedestrians slowly walking in groups abreast, and cyclists speeding over 20+mph (in a 15 mph trail) in full racing gear, idk how to do this lol
There's a trail near me that's popular for cyclists and connects to a ton of parks and places id like to go on my bike

But it's like, miles of mixed used trail for cyclists AND pedestrians with no real clear divided paths besides paint that no one adheres to
It really feels like having to dig into a foxhole and regain one's strength before going back out into the trenches of social navigation hell
I'm at this point too, like somehow have too many people wanting to hang out and I'm like sorry I am too exhausted and just want to prioritize very specific people sorry
Also I'm curious what kind of bike you ride!

I got a specialized hardrock and it's just on the edge of too tall for me...
Yeah... And I do live in one of the best cities in the US for bike infrastructure (so it's telling how much worse everywhere else is fhfjfjfj)

I am a lil worried how my ADHD/autism/HoH/dissociation will impact this but I am just gonna take it slow with where I practice for now

Excited tho!!!
But I have a bike aficionado friend who has been encouraging me and helping me find a good bike for like 3 months now so I will persevere
However I'm really out of shape and it was terrifying trying to ride the super narrow, literally just paint lines on the asphalt, "bike lanes" alongside cars

then it was terrifying to ride the pedestrian trail where experienced cyclists were going at car speeds

I haven't ridden a bike since 8th g
I bought a bike

(Don't ask how much I spent)

IT IS REALLY COOL AND AFTER I BUY THESE PURPLE PEDALS AND PURPLE SEAT FROM THE THRIFT STORE IT WILL VE THE EXACT COLORS OF MY FURSONA
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And I got rid of everything that was too small but I kept anyway because what if I somehow magically miraculously lost that weight someday

What if I go on T and my stomach shrinks as much as my hips and thighs and ass will

It won't!! And it feels good to be rid of all that useless-to-me shit
Last night a friend came over to my place and helped me sort through all my clothes (which were mostly on my desk and chair in my bedroom for over a year), pull out things to get rid of, fold and put away everything else
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Wondering why no one likes your posts anymore, even among your friends? It's because @jay.bsky.team and team have decided to hide a huge amount of content from all of our feeds by default.

Here's how to turn it off.

First go to the hamburger menu in the upper left corner
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congratulations mr bailey who iโ€™m sure has notable roles other than english voice for gโ€™raha tia

#art #ffxivart
also the book is hella visceral and physical in a very fun, gross way, and the layers to the characters and their relationships with one another and the complexity of harm being enacted consciously or unconsciously (robbie completely failing to actually SEE what was happened to Beth on farm duty)
other thing: been reading "Manhunt" by GFM and it is so good. and despite it doing a thing I hate (insane number of POV characters), i am like, extremely into it. the POV switches feel very cinematic? like this is a scene-change in a film to another character and their specific narrative context
and i flubbed the 8 ball, but then when it was FINALLY the other team's turn, the guy flubbed trying to pocket their first ball. and then my friend got the 8 ball.

felt crazy and fucking fantastic. i have never played that well and a large part of it is my friend giving me good leave. pool rocks.