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Genuinely taking name suggestions @cockycorvidae.bsky.social · 19d

I definitely lean much further in the other direction on this one, im pretty certain of that, at least, again, in theory.

Genuinely taking name suggestions @cockycorvidae.bsky.social · 19d

Like i do find pain to be grounding and a good distraction from my mind so its still something I'd be willing to explore in a sexual context but im not sittin around fantasizing about it yk? Like yeah it might be cool to add a lil extra flavor or to keep me in my had but i dont get off on it tbh

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Genuinely taking name suggestions @cockycorvidae.bsky.social · 19d

Like does the idea of knives and blood and all that make my beurons activate? Yes. Would i actually be comfortable cutting someone for real? Idk! I genuinely dont know! Tho ik i wouldnt want it the other way around i already have enough scars i can't easily explain to ppl ... Also not rlly into pain

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Genuinely taking name suggestions @cockycorvidae.bsky.social · 19d

Being a switch with no real actual experience is rlly funny cus im down for almost anything IN THEORY (except a few specific things) but idk anything actually in practice lmao... Cus like yeah what makes your monkey brain activate to think abt isnt always what u actually ENJOY HAPPENING FOR REAL

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Genuinely taking name suggestions @cockycorvidae.bsky.social · 21d

Literally...... Put em away

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Genuinely taking name suggestions @cockycorvidae.bsky.social · 21d

I'm just thinkin about it cus im basically all of the above (not rlly INTO pain, tho i do find it grounding sometimes) in any and every configuration and some ppl rlly cannot wrap their heads around that. Lioe what is so hard to understand. Im bi, im vers, im a switch, and I'll never fuck YOU

Genuinely taking name suggestions @cockycorvidae.bsky.social · 21d

Like yeah it tends to align that way more often but thats definitely not the only fuckin possibility. I mean people can't even comprehend sub tops and dom bottoms tho so... Anything more complicated and nuanced than that is probably a lost cause.

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Genuinely taking name suggestions @cockycorvidae.bsky.social · 21d

The day people understand that being a masochist or enjoying praise or even degradation doesnt automatically make you submissive and liking the OPPOSITE doesnt automatically make you dominant is the day i will finally know peace.

But they cant even get switch/vers right so im not holdin my breath.

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Genuinely taking name suggestions @cockycorvidae.bsky.social · 22d

^^^^^^^^^Gachiakuta manga spoilers ^^^^^^^^^
⚠️ BEWARE !!!! ⚠️

Genuinely taking name suggestions @cockycorvidae.bsky.social · 22d

Ok ok im done (for now) spoilers over

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Genuinely taking name suggestions @cockycorvidae.bsky.social · 22d

A degree that is dangerous to everyone else. Buddy is ON THE VERGE of going absolutely feral i can feel it. He is gonna either snap and lose control or INTENTIONALLY LET HIMSELF DROP THAT MASK FOR THE FIRST TIME AND LET HIMSELF BE THE VIOLENT LIL WEIRDO HE TRULY IS and i for one cannot wait to see!

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Genuinely taking name suggestions @cockycorvidae.bsky.social · 22d

Also w how... Honestly kinda terrifying zanka has been acting recently, fully immersed in his attempts to get stronger and stronger and stronger, and his honestly kinda cryptid-esque behavior in the current fight, i think we are PRIMED for their next fight to be a case of mathing eachothers freak to

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Genuinely taking name suggestions @cockycorvidae.bsky.social · 22d

Also yes the obsession absolutely goes both ways, in fact i think currently zanka is the one whos MORE obsessed, bc jabber very much could have gotten bored after that fight, since his expectations weren't matched, OR could just be assuming he's DEAD like everyone else hit w that cocktail is.

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Genuinely taking name suggestions @cockycorvidae.bsky.social · 22d

Now, i dont think zanka has necessarily developed a resistance or has a natural one to toxins, but the fact he even survived is impressive, and that second fight? That was to the death. Jabber didnt pull his punches OR his poisons, he intended for that to be the end, tho he was a bit bummed about it

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Genuinely taking name suggestions @cockycorvidae.bsky.social · 22d

But canonically eishia was only able to neutralize SOME of the poison in his system, one of them he had to fight all on his own, and with seemingly no complications from it? Back and stronger than ever now? If he had gotten bored with him after their second fight, that will def reignite his interest

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Genuinely taking name suggestions @cockycorvidae.bsky.social · 22d

Alsoooooo spoilers for anime only-s ahead so STOP READIN
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If hes that pleased w him for fighting off his basic poison so quickly he's gonn be VERY VERY HAPPY when he finds out he survived the one that, by his own account, no one else ever has before. And sure he was able to get healing

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Genuinely taking name suggestions @cockycorvidae.bsky.social · 22d

Jk don't put them away i live for this shit. Ohhhhh the thin line between obsession and love..... Also he seems genuinely pleased at his ability to move so soon after his getting hit w his neurotoxin, tho he was also very impressed by rudo's resistance to it, he didnt end up OBSESSING over rudo hm??

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Genuinely taking name suggestions @cockycorvidae.bsky.social · 22d

Why's he looking at at his sworn enemy with such softness and tenderness. put those big gay eyes away. #janka

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✧ october @octoberended.bsky.social · Sep 9

Forever and ever? #gachiart #janka

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Azrai @theazrai.com · 23d

No no no, I want to cure CAPITALISM. I’m KEEPING my autism.

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autism powered jayvik machine @hexmunculus.bsky.social · 24d

Update, I had to pay it so they’d give her the meds she needed so now this is a “I’m short on rent” post 🫠

autism powered jayvik machine @hexmunculus.bsky.social · 24d

Lucy got stung by a wasp (in the mouth!! Because she tried to eat it!!!) and it turns out she’s mildly allergic, and I cannot cover the $180 vet bill right now due to rent and everything else, so anything helps and is greatly appreciated :’)

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Genuinely taking name suggestions @cockycorvidae.bsky.social · Sep 12

idk something abt this just feels so right..... he's such a "OWO WHATS DIS *glomps u*" kinda mfer tbh

Genuinely taking name suggestions @cockycorvidae.bsky.social · Sep 10

like i fully expect their next fight to have him reveal hes been doing some kinda crazy fucked up shit to get stronger. like dosing himself with the toxins to build up a resistance to them or something. he is honey badger coded to me. its the hair i think. but yeah he's also unhinged tbh,

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Genuinely taking name suggestions @cockycorvidae.bsky.social · Sep 10

and also like yeah he HASNT been able to be that guy yet... but he ALSO wants to be that guy. for different reasons but still. and i do that he will eventually be that guy.

i also think its fully in character for him to do some absolutely WILD shit to get there bc he only SEEMS normal. he is not.

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Genuinely taking name suggestions @cockycorvidae.bsky.social · Sep 10

idk somethin about it is kinda beautiful. in a fucked up kinda way. like what do u do when the person who believes in u more than anyone ever has is also. a fuckin weirdo who just rlly wants u, specifically, to be strong enough to kick his ass in a homosexual manner. thats a bit complicated.

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