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@harrowharuspex.bsky.social
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harrow // any pronouns // sacred demon of ungovernableness // I only like things that are fucked up and terrible // don't follow me why are people following me
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harrowharuspex.bsky.social
idk why anyone who doesn't know me from elsewhere follows me here tbh. all I do is rp art and psas and ramble semi-coherently about Brain Shit and my inability to understand like 90% of the human experience
harrowharuspex.bsky.social
started the morning off by puking up everything in my stomach for no apparent reason -_- turns out my burgeoning emeto kink does not extend to me myself puking
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caranthirs.bsky.social
must’ve felt so good in the 18th century to scowl severely at another man and say “you forget yourself” and know he wants to suck you off so bad
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mobydickatsea.bsky.social
harder and harder, and deeper and deeper
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harrowharuspex.bsky.social
rp I still barely know what a labubu is
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thebevil.bsky.social
Shout-out to one of my coworkers who thought "labubu" was slang for lobotomy
harrowharuspex.bsky.social
I feel v lucky to have a movie night with people whose tastes are as fucked as mine
harrowharuspex.bsky.social
I keep matching with people who say they're into horror, but as soon as I say I like torture and ultraviolence they unmatch lmao. makes me feel radioactive in a way I kind of like
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prdgm.bsky.social
have you never contemplated a koan before? you ponder it and information is revealed
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harrowharuspex.bsky.social
when I was skimming gay pulp for inspiration I was really struck by how much of it played into v traditional masculinity, occasionally to the extent of being v derisive towards more "swishy" gays... but yes there is a fine tradition of this!!
harrowharuspex.bsky.social
yeah I saw a couple posts with that and I genuinely have no idea where people are getting that reading? there are characters I read like that but I've seen p much everything with char and I've never even considered that he might be anything other than cis
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mobydickatsea.bsky.social
God keep me from ever completing anything.
harrowharuspex.bsky.social
I keep thinking about this. I might actually get this as a bumper sticker for my car
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mobydickatsea.bsky.social
Death seems the only desirable sequel for a career like this
harrowharuspex.bsky.social
I want to be cared for like a child
harrowharuspex.bsky.social
lately I've been feeling v alone and lonely... what I'd really like is for someone else to take the initiative planning or doing something for me but that's not really something I can ask for and everyone I know has their own stuff going on anyways
harrowharuspex.bsky.social
I'm turning 30 and I never expected to live this long and I'm not sure how to feel about the fact that I have
harrowharuspex.bsky.social
lrp you see people like "it's here, you can't stop it" but then every post from the industry is like "if you don't stop being such meanies and blocking us from using copyrighted content without paying for it we can't keep doing this ;n; " PLEASE can this bubble burst already
harrowharuspex.bsky.social
there should be more depictions of christ where he's coded as neurodivergent. the only ones I can think of off the dome are Godspell and kind of The Harrowing of Hell by Evan Dahm
harrowharuspex.bsky.social
The Resurrection of the Christ: Part 1, a direct sequel to The Passion of the Christ, sounds like a fucking joke but no it's coming in 2027
harrowharuspex.bsky.social
WHO WOULD WIN: Jesus of Nazareth vs The Omelas Child