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Jaden @jx1393.bsky.social · 44m

Okay set the counter:

0 days without posting about Derek Croxton.

Jaden @jx1393.bsky.social · 45m

See I'm not able to completely quit Derek Croxton. But, Derek Croxton was able not to start me. He started his wife though so it's not that he doesn't do drugs.

Jaden @jx1393.bsky.social · 48m

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leaves empty holes I can't fill and silence. I looked at myself and was like I mean it's possible but you're kidding correct? Please tell me you're kidding. You're kidding correct. Fucking christ bitch.

Derek Croxton makes me go through withdrawals.

Jaden @jx1393.bsky.social · 50m

The second post:

I thought I'd might as well even try not to think about Derek Croxton for another length of time (even though when I remember its always worse) and I just kind of looked at myself and I waslike who am I kidding. That's even harder than not posting about him because then it

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Jaden @jx1393.bsky.social · 52m

Except now that I think about it.

Crystal meth was easier to quit than Derek Croxton.

Jaden @jx1393.bsky.social · 54m

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So what what was already 1000 times the serotonin was amplified by 1000 because of the crystal meth. So not talking about Derek Croxton is like going off 10 drugs.

Lol my predictive text does his name correctly. Like the one thing it ever gets correct let alone predictively.

Jaden @jx1393.bsky.social · 56m

2 more post about Derek Croxton:

Okay so I was thinking about it and i realied it's extra hard for me not to talk about him because he's my peak serotonin but he's also a dozen of different emotions. Even more I had weird ass experiences that involved him when I was on crystal meth

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Jaden @jx1393.bsky.social · 15h

I can feel myself about to go through a period of trying my hardest not to post about him. Posting about him always feel like an addiction and it's hard because everything puts him in my face. Let's see how long I can go this time.

Jaden @jx1393.bsky.social · 16h

Do yall ever just smell the inside of your hand and have to smother yourself a little bit or is that just me?

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Jaden @jx1393.bsky.social · 18h

I'm so used to getting messages from cstfishes/scamers/bots thst i just noticed I have deep trust issues with people messaging me and I'm trying to see past that but I'm always waiting for the other end to drop.

Jaden @jx1393.bsky.social · 18h

Refer to my previous post:

I'm keeping that eye gunk in case there is ever a night when I need to send an emergency message through the dreamscape.

Jaden @jx1393.bsky.social · 18h

If the time ever arises that you find yourself going through my personal items:

There is an altoids tin wrapped in a gold ribbon. Inside is envelopes of boys names mostly give or take a few oddities. You'll wonder what's inside them. It's eye gunk from particular dreams.

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Ghost Host @theghosthost.bsky.social · 1d

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Ghost Pirate Captain Revo @captainrevo.bsky.social · 1d

The human brain is the most powerful super computer in existence.

Me: “Why did I enter this room.”

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👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑 @candyland66.bsky.social · 20h

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Dave Scheidt @davescheidt.com · 1d

I wasn’t meant to work. I’m meant to be a barfing skeleton outside of a haunted house.

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Jaden @jx1393.bsky.social · 18h

You look very good in this picture ^_^ nice ^_^

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Ranch Devereaux @thejacko.bsky.social · 22h

“And the Academy Award for best actor goes to…”

Indy the dog from the movie Good Boy (2025)

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World Of Level Design @worldofleveldesign.bsky.social · 1d

Modular Asset Creation Overview:

Planning/Prepro
Model Assets
UV Map/Unwrap
Export/Import
Asset Collision
Texture
Create Materials
Construct Environment
Lighting & Polish

Many steps overlap & rearranged constantly to get to completion. And w/constant tests & iterations

#unrealengine #gamedev #ue5