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pansyfennelrue.bsky.social
Tired, a lifestyle brand
@pansyfennelrue.bsky.social
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Cari (she/they, 21+). Writer, fandom type, gross and having a nice time. Multifandom. FUB free + minors dnf, dni please. 🔄✅ for all. Icon by the lovely mixanji!! #fanfic | #ficwip | #oc | #identityv | #dungeonmeshi | #bg3
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pansyfennelrue.bsky.social
Tired, a lifestyle brand @pansyfennelrue.bsky.social · Oct 17
Hi I'm Cari or Pansy (she/they), a tired author type who writes people who talk too much. Please be 18+ to follow this account!

Ao3: archiveofourown.org/users/pansyt...
Askbox: pansyfennelrue.straw.page
A chibi drawing of a pink demon girl, surrounded by her belongings including a laptop computer, cell phone, pens, flowers, and a bird skull
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pansyfennelrue.bsky.social
Tired, a lifestyle brand @pansyfennelrue.bsky.social · 23h
Hey hey don’t be mean to my friend I love their writing even if they’ve grown and learned even more now!!
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springbeans-art.bsky.social
springbeans-art🍉 @springbeans-art.bsky.social · 1d
[4/6] Old men discuss marriage.
#spamtenna
Digitally illustrated fan art comic of Spamton and Tenna from the video game Deltarune, depicted in an interpretation of them reconciled post-canon. This is page 1 of 6. In the first panel the pair are lounging together on a sofa, dressed in casual clothing and implied that they've been chatting about their relationship past for a while. Spamton has his feet up in Tenna's lap and is leaning into his arm, looking sheepish as he says "Haha yeesh, you really did a numbers game on the sweet ride!" in reference to Tenna having trashed Spamton's car after he disappeared. His internal monologue says "sorry old friend, you took one for the team". Tenna responds "not one of my star moments, no", looking embarrassed. In the next panel Spamton looks away in shame, adding "not one of mine either, ha. Honestly don't know what you saw in- saw in- saw in" as his speech breaks into glitching. Spamton responds to that by violently slamming his puppet jaw shut with one hand, panting in exertion from the glitch and the self harm right after as Tenna protests with a "hey, don't", putting a hand on Spamton's shoulder in a comforting manner. In the next panel, Spamton's internal thoughts are playing the sound of a reversing truck while he tries to backtrack himself, awkwardly laughing and saying "of course now I'm a real catch 22, a real tell don't show even, ha, but back then - good heaven, please-" as Tenna interrupts him with a "stop! Spammy..." Digitally illustrated fan art comic of Spamton and Tenna from the video game Deltarune, depicted in an interpretation of them reconciled post-canon. This is page 2 of 6. The first panel shows Tenna's distraught face as he begins his monologue: "I know you're trying to hide it, but- you can't really think I'd still prefer to go back to before?". The next two panels show a flashback of Spamton and Tenna during their big shot days, co-hosting a show on stage with pink and yellow lights illuminating them. Tenna's monologue continues: "Ha, I'd be lying if I said I didn't still miss some of it! I liked doing TV time, I took pride in being the center of it all, being in control... And most of all I miss the love we used to have". In the following panel you can see current day Tenna's hands as he gently rubs the ring finger of his left hand between his right pointer and thumb, contemplating what seems to be the absence of a wedding ring. He continues: "Back then I really thought, despite everything, it was inevitable that we would... well." The last panel shows the moment from the past where Tenna picked up the phone right after Spamton ran out on him, the whole background pitch black as he stands in fearful solitude, only the open door through which Spamton left him visible behind him, glowing ominously. Current day Spamton tries to interrupt this flashback by attempting to call Tenna's name despite his vocal glitches, but Tenna interrupts him instead to finish with "I know now that it could never have worked out." Digitally illustrated fan art comic of Spamton and Tenna from the video game Deltarune, depicted in an interpretation of them reconciled post-canon. This is page 3 of 6. We're back in present day view as Tenna smiles gently and leans in to caress Spamton's jaw with his left hand. Spamton is looking up at him, looking saddened at the reminder from the past. Tenna continues speaking: "However... this is different. We're different. And it's the first thing that I ever realized is better for it - sometimes you gotta make some changes after the pilot, right? Before, I took it for granted - that you knew how I felt and what I wanted, that things could stay the same and therefore you'd stay was well." As he finishes this speech, Tenna slides off the couch to go down on one knee instead, visibly nervous and slightly trembling. Spamton is looking at him in startled disbelief as he processes what's about to happen, barely hearing as Tenna continues: "I don't ever want to let you slip through my fingers like that again - I - I'm done making the same mistake over and over! S-so, uh-". Digitally illustrated fan art comic of Spamton and Tenna from the video game Deltarune, depicted in an interpretation of them reconciled post-canon. This is page 4 of 6. Spamton finally unfreezes from his shock, pointing a trembling accusing finger at Tenna as he asks "are you - is this a fucking proposal?", his swearing censored by his text quirk. Tenna is surprised to have been interrupted so suddenly, trying to stammer out a response but Spamton becomes manic, speech glitching heavily as he waves his hands around and begins his own nervous rant: "You're - ha - hahahaha- you're insane. You have to be - shit!" In the next panel Spamton is trying to wrangle his jaw shut with one hand while trying to cover his face with the other as it's possible to see he's slightly beginning to tear up, his internal monologue begging him to shut up, but he's still launching forward in his rant: "No - no sane in the. Would! Are you going senile in your retirement plan? Don't you re-members only what I've done?". He laughs through the oncoming tears, continuing: "You think tank I won't fucking do it again? After everything wrong with - after all that- all that- all that-". In the final panel Spamton is visibly shaking, one hand still pressing on his lower jaw to try and shut it, his other hand just holding his head as he's giving up on hiding the tears that are now very visibly overflowing from his glasses to his cheeks. He looks absolutely miserable as his speech quirk prevents him from properly speaking, internal thoughts still repeating "shut up" while out loud he wonders "after all, you want to?"
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pansyfennelrue.bsky.social
Tired, a lifestyle brand @pansyfennelrue.bsky.social · 1d
We’re so back writing the same fic again for a new fandom (not really but yknow a little bit)
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pansyfennelrue.bsky.social
Tired, a lifestyle brand @pansyfennelrue.bsky.social · 1d
Sometimes a bitch just needs to write some non-linear moody narratives yknow
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pansyfennelrue.bsky.social
Tired, a lifestyle brand @pansyfennelrue.bsky.social · 1d
Am I writing the same structure of fic I’ve written multiple times before? Yes. Is it very relaxing to fall back to a structure I know I enjoy writing? Also yes
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takeyamaryu.bsky.social
たけ @takeyamaryu.bsky.social · 1d
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pansyfennelrue.bsky.social
Tired, a lifestyle brand @pansyfennelrue.bsky.social · 2d
He’s good!!! I really like the MC’s spacey coworker and the crow man
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pansyfennelrue.bsky.social
Tired, a lifestyle brand @pansyfennelrue.bsky.social · 2d
Can confirm it’s not like mystic messenger bad, they’re much more reasonable about it these days lol
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pansyfennelrue.bsky.social
Tired, a lifestyle brand @pansyfennelrue.bsky.social · 2d
It’s really fun!
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pansyfennelrue.bsky.social
Tired, a lifestyle brand @pansyfennelrue.bsky.social · 2d
That said deltarune does make me feel stupid because I just spent ten minutes writing a paragraph wherein a spam email waxes poetic about a tvs ass
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pansyfennelrue.bsky.social
Tired, a lifestyle brand @pansyfennelrue.bsky.social · 2d
It’s so rare for my partner and I to be The Full Brainrot over the same ship so it’s been really fun to both be in Spamtenna so I can mutter about them about my head canons while I’m writing fic and have them hard yes and me
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pansyfennelrue.bsky.social
Tired, a lifestyle brand @pansyfennelrue.bsky.social · 4d
Trying to fall asleep but brain keeps cooking things I want to write that I have to frantically jot down because I will super lose it tomorrow if I don’t
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theonion.com
The Onion @theonion.com · 7d
Health Experts Recommend Standing Up At Desk, Leaving Office, Never Coming Back https://theonion.com/health-experts-recommend-standing-up-at-desk-leaving-o-1819577456/
Health Experts Recommend Standing Up At Desk, Leaving Office, Never Coming Back
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pansyfennelrue.bsky.social
Tired, a lifestyle brand @pansyfennelrue.bsky.social · 6d
I have two!! A silly bonded pair
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pansyfennelrue.bsky.social
Tired, a lifestyle brand @pansyfennelrue.bsky.social · 6d
Like please view her
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pansyfennelrue.bsky.social
Tired, a lifestyle brand @pansyfennelrue.bsky.social · 6d
I put a folded up blanket on top of a low bookshelf I have and when I tell yall my cats love it. There is something a little magical about waking up and seeing cat on bookshelf I think
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cidate.bsky.social
Cidate ✿ Commissions open! @cidate.bsky.social · 8d
"Moonlight guide you"

#fanart #hades2 #melinoe #nemesis
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pansyfennelrue.bsky.social
Tired, a lifestyle brand @pansyfennelrue.bsky.social · 8d
Please do!!
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pansyfennelrue.bsky.social
Tired, a lifestyle brand @pansyfennelrue.bsky.social · 8d
Wretched that new jobs require you to talk yourself up like you’re the shit. At no point in my existence have I felt like I was the shit, even with the better living through chemistry. I’m pleasantly above average at best
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pansyfennelrue.bsky.social
Tired, a lifestyle brand @pansyfennelrue.bsky.social · 8d
I wuv them
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pansyfennelrue.bsky.social
Tired, a lifestyle brand @pansyfennelrue.bsky.social · 8d
Spamtenna brain worms #ficwip #spamtenna
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coolartcorner.bsky.social
Sprouts 🌱🔜 BLFC DD @coolartcorner.bsky.social · 9d
currently the mood rn
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blackwallmancer.bsky.social
InkyInGreen 🍂 @blackwallmancer.bsky.social · 12d
Found this on the AO3 subreddit, and I'm about to let it change my whole life (or at least work really hard to internalize it wrt my writing).
Someone's screenshot of a two-post twitter thread, from user blue (@bluewmist): the fastest way to kill motivation is to make your identity depend on the outcome. it's called ego involvement. when failing becomes failing as a person, your brain starts avoiding the whole thing. not because you don't care, but because you care too much. you don't need lower standards. you need less self-worth tangled up in your goals. the work gets easier when it's not about proving who you are.
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pansyfennelrue.bsky.social
Tired, a lifestyle brand @pansyfennelrue.bsky.social · 11d
I like a complicated history I like a fraught emotional tie but I get kind of bummed out by both extremes. I don’t want unearned sweetness but I also get sad when the ship is too hard on each other without some of the old feelings tempering it
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pansyfennelrue.bsky.social
Tired, a lifestyle brand @pansyfennelrue.bsky.social · 11d
Bittersweet is such a hard note to hit in stories sometimes because you have to so carefully navigate between making characters so angry with each other it’s no longer clear they ever loved each other, but not so soft with each other that it’s no longer obvious they have issues with each other
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