pensiveAbstraction
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sol 》it/he 》22 》🔞 》occasional fic writer 》big into svsss 》 ao3: archiveofourown.org/works/54718621
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post bingge vs bingmei extra, an extremely embittered bingge feels hollow. he tries filling void inside the same ways he did before, gathering treasures and wooing women, but none of it works

on the abrupt advice of madam meiyin, he seeks out a certain artefact.

#svsss #bingyuan #binggeyuan
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Genderbend//

This idea came to me suddenly and I couldn't stop thinking about it
#svsss #bingqiu
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was abt to call this the single stupidest crossover/au/idkwhat my brain has come up with but i just remembered my bingqiu bible canon-divergence au lmfao
okbut 79 have half reconciled but sj still fears being abandoned again & acts out, testing yq thinkin he'll give up

sj: *does this* no doubt he'll notice and itll cross the line
yq: ah xiao jiu took his favourite coffee when he left... i miss him

youtube.com/shorts/IE1FCVdhYrU?si=Zd83ogCZQCVcBY27
HOW I MAKE MY PARTNER LOVE ME MORE #relationship #advice #psychology #lifehack #couple
YouTube video by Daniel Hentschel
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shen jiu as a therapist but hes just those dan hentschel couples counsellor videos where he gives the worst most terrible most manipulative and evil tips to certain ppl because he cant stand seeing them all happy
oh my god i didnt even see that egregious typo on antimachus i thought i was so slick getting this post done while drunk 😭😭😭
my god the genius writing pit hack that is setting an easily achievable minimum daily wordcount per day

just making sure to knock out at least a quick 250 words before bed and a week later suddenly ive gotten nearly 2k down in a week where i felt so flopped i thought i couldnt write anything at all
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bingdi u have to fuck sy in the bar’s bathroom and no one in ur friend group is happy about this
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sy internal monologue: don't worry binghe, i'll be your mom for you (is 1.5 years older)
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lesbingyuan where they're constantly lying on top of each other "to recharge"
sy: binghe has been touch starved for YEARS! basically since her mom died... this must be nice for her, healing and therapeutic even!
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teach your pushy top a lesson: die!
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sy would come in his pants when making out with binghe
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autistic shen yuan jacking binghe off voice: it isn't gay i'm just stimming
Charnel Hallway
⤷ 1.9k words, Mature
⤷ EPIC: the musical, antimachuzls / sharpwolf
⤷ toxic, intimidation, menace, canon-divergence open ending (currently)
#sharpwolf #antimachus

archiveofourown.org/works/62671663
oh i should say it is not svsss - i have ideas for Things, but i wanna get some practice writing in that tone before trying them out
i finisbed the first part of this!! its not like peak s tier writing but i reckon its ok for my first attemtp at a properly antagonistic dynamic. once i read it over tomorrow for mistakes/edits its gonna be evil toxic yaoi friday
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sqq going from BINGHE NEEDS WOMEN!! to oh my poor baby 🥺 surrounded by a harem 🤧 it’s okay you’re home now 🥺 is the funniest character development
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bingqiu make me sooooooooooooooooo (beaver chewing through wood noise)
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People who are mad at shen yuan for "stealing" shen jiu's body and being more accepted than sj are so funny. Every sy slander always goes back to this tweet
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This is my Racing Bingqiu piece for Danmei Realm’ s MXTX cupsleeve event! Thankyou for the opportunity ❤️❤️ #bingqiu #svsss #shenqingqiu #luobinghe
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He is waiting for Wife to wake up so he can feed him breakfast
#bingqiu #LuoBinghe #svsss #shenqingqiu
getting a *strong* urge to write something mega toxic with lots of menacing, tension and grudging concessions
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imo it’s like if a huge Star Wars fan who utterly despised the prequel trilogy died and transmigrated into attack of the clones as obi-wan kenobi. he’s trying to encourage anakin to romance padme and follow the plot but anakin just follows him around like 🥰🥺
imagine if in hp book 4, snape's personality was suddenly swapped with an obsessive, extremely Online harry potter fan who started being nice to harry bc they recognized he was the protagonist and then when harry grew up they got married. awful isn't it. that's bingqiu