@251dgons.bsky.social
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dont follow this account its gonna be full of nothing
okay. I'm gonna make it a thing. I'm gonna stop posting on this account. I think I know what's wrong now. I think I realised something I'm doing that's not working out heereeeeeeeee
August 21, 2025 at 12:35 PM
imagine having a nightmare about people who dont even want anything to do with you anymore 🥹 dude what is happening to me
August 21, 2025 at 12:22 PM
What the beans 🫘
August 4, 2025 at 5:31 AM
dont follow this account its gonna be full of nothing
July 27, 2025 at 10:42 PM
yeah

im gonna keep all these posts because i hate deleting shit but

idk why any of this happens
i think some nights i just kind of break and stuff spills out

i dont actually feel any of that... like i dont feel that obsession lmao it just. happens at night ig

the dragons tend to get a bit qu
July 27, 2025 at 10:37 PM
Waking up from shit like that feels so weird

what the fuck was i on dude
July 27, 2025 at 11:14 AM
You are better off without me
July 27, 2025 at 3:34 AM
i keep crying because i realise nobody will understand anymore

people will care but they will never understand

i will never feel anything anymore

i can try and synthesise feelings but i can't

i can pretend i'm better but i'm not

what do i DO
July 27, 2025 at 3:33 AM
i think i've never hated myself so much before

i said i have but it was a lie for attention

but now i really, really do hate myself

with such a burning passion

i want to go back and undo all of it. but i can't

i hate myself so much it's not even real

nothing is
July 27, 2025 at 3:30 AM
do you know this feeling?

good. because i can't fucking explain it

i don't know why i wake up and i act like i don't remember anything

this time, no matter how much i beg and cry—

there won't be any resolution

i'm stuck with the consequences

what will it take for me to understand that
July 27, 2025 at 3:29 AM
i have nothing more to say

if you read this

know it isn't me

none of this is me
July 27, 2025 at 3:24 AM
there is better than me out there anyway
July 27, 2025 at 3:22 AM
ohhhhhhhhh man hahahahahaha!!!!

im not gonna make anything better by admitting to it
its just weirder that way

what the hell am i doing
July 27, 2025 at 3:22 AM
my true thoughts are fucked anyway

if this is the ""ray"" you know

he's fucking depraved
July 27, 2025 at 3:21 AM
im just making it worse by screaming and crying

i want to hold it all in and never let it out

i'll be stronger
July 27, 2025 at 3:20 AM
its insane

its fucking insane

i dont want to be known by this
but i think ive made aname for myself internally because of this

i cant believe i pulled this shit
July 27, 2025 at 3:19 AM
why do i only feel this sometimes

why do i only feel the obsession and the pain and the regret sometimes

i always feel the retribution but i only feel the strongest feelings sometimes
July 27, 2025 at 3:18 AM
oh my ggggod
July 27, 2025 at 3:18 AM
this doesnt happen at all ever

it shouldnt happen
July 27, 2025 at 3:17 AM
im not like rhis

this sint me

i dont know why this is happening
July 27, 2025 at 3:17 AM
inwish there was some way tl make you hnderstand
July 27, 2025 at 3:17 AM
i wish i could make you likenme again
July 27, 2025 at 3:17 AM
im burning up
July 27, 2025 at 3:16 AM
do i deserve an answer? seriously
do i?
July 27, 2025 at 3:16 AM
i can cry and scream and scratch at the walls as much as i can but nobody is ever going to answer me
July 27, 2025 at 3:16 AM