im gonna keep all these posts because i hate deleting shit but
idk why any of this happens
i think some nights i just kind of break and stuff spills out
i dont actually feel any of that... like i dont feel that obsession lmao it just. happens at night ig
the dragons tend to get a bit qu
im gonna keep all these posts because i hate deleting shit but
idk why any of this happens
i think some nights i just kind of break and stuff spills out
i dont actually feel any of that... like i dont feel that obsession lmao it just. happens at night ig
the dragons tend to get a bit qu
what the fuck was i on dude
what the fuck was i on dude
people will care but they will never understand
i will never feel anything anymore
i can try and synthesise feelings but i can't
i can pretend i'm better but i'm not
what do i DO
people will care but they will never understand
i will never feel anything anymore
i can try and synthesise feelings but i can't
i can pretend i'm better but i'm not
what do i DO
i said i have but it was a lie for attention
but now i really, really do hate myself
with such a burning passion
i want to go back and undo all of it. but i can't
i hate myself so much it's not even real
nothing is
i said i have but it was a lie for attention
but now i really, really do hate myself
with such a burning passion
i want to go back and undo all of it. but i can't
i hate myself so much it's not even real
nothing is
good. because i can't fucking explain it
i don't know why i wake up and i act like i don't remember anything
this time, no matter how much i beg and cry—
there won't be any resolution
i'm stuck with the consequences
what will it take for me to understand that
good. because i can't fucking explain it
i don't know why i wake up and i act like i don't remember anything
this time, no matter how much i beg and cry—
there won't be any resolution
i'm stuck with the consequences
what will it take for me to understand that
if you read this
know it isn't me
none of this is me
if you read this
know it isn't me
none of this is me
im not gonna make anything better by admitting to it
its just weirder that way
what the hell am i doing
im not gonna make anything better by admitting to it
its just weirder that way
what the hell am i doing
if this is the ""ray"" you know
he's fucking depraved
if this is the ""ray"" you know
he's fucking depraved
i want to hold it all in and never let it out
i'll be stronger
i want to hold it all in and never let it out
i'll be stronger
its fucking insane
i dont want to be known by this
but i think ive made aname for myself internally because of this
i cant believe i pulled this shit
its fucking insane
i dont want to be known by this
but i think ive made aname for myself internally because of this
i cant believe i pulled this shit
why do i only feel the obsession and the pain and the regret sometimes
i always feel the retribution but i only feel the strongest feelings sometimes
why do i only feel the obsession and the pain and the regret sometimes
i always feel the retribution but i only feel the strongest feelings sometimes
it shouldnt happen
it shouldnt happen
this sint me
i dont know why this is happening
this sint me
i dont know why this is happening
do i?
do i?