but anyways! i have stuff to be doing! like! sleepinh

thus doesnt invalidate some of the stuff i said tho i mean i obviously still do feel remorse for hurting people lmao but

its not so much where im begging you and tugging at your clothes to make you both come back to me

like i said it would be worse for both parties if i was still around lmao

but im ok now!
this probably will happen again but ive noticed every time it feels a little better i think, the more i start to realise

the only bad part is that i just push EVERYONE away and stop feeling ANYTHING

but! hey! i think! im gonna be okay!