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3dcarrotblast.bsky.social
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@3dcarrotblast.bsky.social
soft, sweet gay femby goth angel | microtonal electronic musician | audio engineer-y person | outdoorsrabbit | moon liker | tarot gremlin | farming sim enjoyer | irl embodiment of charlie morningstar's energy

https://musician.social/@fakegenrebot

fae/she
i know i just posted a really similar selfie but i'm like super mega hype from gender euphoria rn?

i feel like a femme lesbian fae creature that just stepped out of the forest??

i really missed presenting like this???
November 27, 2025 at 9:05 PM
[food]

prepping the tofurky like
November 27, 2025 at 9:00 PM
gender euphonium, send chost
November 27, 2025 at 7:55 PM
the midday lighting is pretty harsh, so no selfie, but i put on the cutest, most femme, fae outfit i've worn since covid started (including a maxi dress with foxes and flowers on it that fits *perfectly*), and i did my makeup, and i feel like a gay woodland sprite and am floating in gender euphoria
November 27, 2025 at 7:32 PM
teacher: it's important to know what words are swear words if you're learning russian, so go ahead and tell me whatever bad words you know

me: hmm...what about [censored]

teacher (aghast): no, don't say *that* one!!!
November 27, 2025 at 3:12 AM
hazbin hotel: here's charlie morningstar, who has more you energy than any other fictional character you've ever encountered

me: ...whoa

hazbin hotel: did you think we were done? check out this angel girl who *also* has huge you energy and whose name you even considered after coming out

me: o:
November 27, 2025 at 2:44 AM
[me in like 2nd grade] everyone has an alphabetized, eidetic mental index of all the swear words they've ever heard an adult say, right

[me now] this is definitely a diagnostic criterion for at least one form of neurospiciness
November 27, 2025 at 1:33 AM
me: [explaining empty spaces and the associated archetypes and identities, like witches, moths and angels]

friend: so it's like being a furry but goth
November 26, 2025 at 11:02 PM
getting hecking *emotional* about figure skating over here tbh
November 26, 2025 at 1:38 AM
i miss figure skating. the sensation of blades cutting into ice, the incredible feeling of leaping into the air, spinning around and landing skating backwards, like...it felt *so gender-affirming* to be naturally good at a highly feminine-coded activity, and i felt so graceful and femme doing it
November 26, 2025 at 1:37 AM
ribbit and rabbit differ by only one letter, and frogs and bunnies both jump

makes u think
November 25, 2025 at 5:25 PM
kinda magical sunrise today
November 25, 2025 at 4:23 PM
composing phone alarm ring tones must be so hard tbh

it's like, write something annoying enough that people want to make it stop, but not *so* annoying that they won't choose it in the first place
November 24, 2025 at 11:53 PM
band name idea: emotional labor union
November 23, 2025 at 11:06 PM
i had assumed hazbin hotel was too edgy for my taste, but it's actually so sweet, sincere and genuine that almost every episode makes me want to cry ;~;
November 23, 2025 at 12:58 AM
the thing about being a trans girl with very long red hair is that not a lot of people fit that description, so *everyone* remembers you wherever you go lol
November 22, 2025 at 10:04 PM
feeling like my ability to hear fine-grain differences in volume has increased noticeably, and that's a good thing, but it's also meant that i've started *completely* obsessing over getting the volume of every single element in my mixes just right lol

i still finish them but like, ^^;
November 22, 2025 at 8:30 PM
pastel goth bunny girl looks
November 22, 2025 at 5:04 PM
puzzled out what this weird chord i wrote by ear actually like...*is*?

i think it's a 22-EDO B harmonic 9th?

doesn't actually sound nearly as fancy as i expected, but i think it's *really* pretty and pleasing, and i love the harmonic and emotional resolution it provides at the end of this song
November 22, 2025 at 3:10 PM
there should be an audio engineering movie called volume where the bus can't go below -5 dBFS or it explodes, send chost
November 22, 2025 at 12:49 AM
[trying to type the word blogger on my phone]

gboard: you mean booger

me: blogger actually

gboard: no, you definitely mean booger
November 21, 2025 at 11:50 PM
spent hours on the composition and arrangement of this song because

a) 11-EDO sounds kind of inherently crunched out to me

b) i was targeting a specific emotional trajectory and timbre so the harmony felt important

c) lately i've been fixated on creating grateful, seamless sectional transitions
November 21, 2025 at 11:18 PM
what has blue glasses and hasn't gotten a haircut in 13 years?

this girl
November 21, 2025 at 11:08 PM
the strange liminality of the moment when a progress bar says 100% but the computer is actually still Doing a Thing
November 19, 2025 at 11:08 PM
[alexa voice]

your laundry timer is done. long live your laundry timer
November 19, 2025 at 2:17 AM