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trans, lesbian, professional knife girl
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april @4oh3.net · Oct 20
fair warning, i'm quiet and strange
spinning up a shop for my own personal use just to print shirts for whatever stupid idea enters my head
December 8, 2025 at 2:14 AM
is it good to talk to the therapist who will write a letter/sign off on your pussy surgery a day before shot day early in the morning when it's so cold and dark and quiet?
December 7, 2025 at 11:27 PM
quiet people can go to parties or shows, right? it's fine to just be there and enjoy seeing other people, yeah?
December 7, 2025 at 11:07 PM
today has been a pretty good day
December 7, 2025 at 8:52 PM
it cold
December 7, 2025 at 3:48 PM
i don't presume to occupy any space in thought, in heart, or in the real unless explicitly invited

this is a rule, the rule, around which my life is structured.
December 7, 2025 at 5:43 AM
hm.

ever get that desire to write, to put thought to page, but whenever you reach for the story it's like grabbing at smoke?

it is beyond frustrating
December 7, 2025 at 5:15 AM
why do we think thoughts that we know will hurt us? why do we always reach into the fire?
December 7, 2025 at 3:40 AM
cat. joey. jojo. the outlaw joey whiskers. joseph underfoot
December 7, 2025 at 1:23 AM
desperately resisting the hardening of the heart
December 6, 2025 at 11:04 PM
infinite love to the handful of you that have pulled me out of a pretty awful space through your kindness and warmth.
December 6, 2025 at 8:38 PM
work was surprisingly hectic at the start but now it's settled down and chill and I'm enjoying a little tea
December 6, 2025 at 8:36 PM
be good today, folks. tell your friends you love them. kiss your girlfriends.
December 6, 2025 at 4:20 PM
good morning~
December 6, 2025 at 3:19 PM
love you all, good night ~
December 6, 2025 at 5:24 AM
what i would give to hang out around a fire pit with all of those i am fond of. eating, laughing, just enjoying the night and each other's company
December 6, 2025 at 4:43 AM
one day i won't be so tired when i get home
December 6, 2025 at 4:32 AM
i will totally put up a ut2k4 server
December 6, 2025 at 2:07 AM
ut2k4 getting the ut99 treatment, community patching and free installer is going to own so hard
December 5, 2025 at 5:28 PM
burnt out on the holidays, but at least production this week for the ad is super simple. it'll get annoying again, but at least i can catch my breath now.
December 5, 2025 at 3:59 PM
i need one creative outlet that I can potentially drag other people in to enjoy

thing is, i like to give people other worlds, other sandboxes, to lose themselves in. that is what gives me the most joy
December 5, 2025 at 4:54 AM
like, yeah, sure, i was basically skeletal in 2003 but ...
December 5, 2025 at 3:03 AM
why did i think it was a great idea to work in an environment that is always 40 degrees or colder and then decide to start hrt and just completely destroying my cold tolerance?
December 4, 2025 at 11:56 PM
i want to become inhuman and monstrous, made of metal, ceramic and exotic polymers. i want my voice to be the sound of metal on metal, i want it to make you bleed
December 4, 2025 at 6:14 PM
I want my whole body to be fuckin modular, with attachment points for additional limbs or accessories.

why couldn't the tech weirds have pursued that shit
December 4, 2025 at 6:11 PM