120 Bedivere haver
anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social
120 Bedivere haver
@anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social
Riot | 24 | they/it | bug and knights... yeag...


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My OCs are a load bearing structure for my mental health.
November 10, 2025 at 5:17 AM
everyone go here bc i cant post it literally anywhere else
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💬 0  🔁 0  ❤️ 0 · My beloved partner got One Million edits of this song on tiktok and i decided to cut out the middle man and nuke us BOTH
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November 11, 2025 at 2:24 AM
AUHGHH I MADE A VIDEO BUT ITS TOO BIG FOR HERE+DISCORD AND YOUTUBE NUKES IT FOR THE AUDIO . prayer circle for tumblr to cooperate
November 11, 2025 at 2:23 AM
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everyone needs to grow the fuck up and start playing pretend with toys
November 7, 2025 at 1:41 AM
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[ #FGO夢 ] long time no new 🍅🥕 art . something simple to test some new coloring tech
November 9, 2025 at 4:18 AM
lrt everyone go there i like . him
November 8, 2025 at 8:31 PM
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BUSTS DOWN THE DOOR. hi . did any one order 6 minutes of concentrated autism finely brewed over a week
youtu.be/5S2nHyU7Msk
Foundations of Decay - Fate/Grand Order Camelot AMV
YouTube video by AnxiouslyAwaiting
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August 21, 2025 at 7:15 PM
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need to see a beautiful man in agony rn
November 7, 2025 at 9:30 PM
also updated my little fate oc map as a treat
November 7, 2025 at 3:58 AM
im gonna slap his ass so hard my hand shatters. my bitch wife ilu my bitch wife
November 6, 2025 at 11:53 PM
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Consider: a knight thoughtfully putting a thumb on someone's chin, tipping them back and forth before asking if they're a worthy sheath for their sword

Sound of various straps and buckles being undone by the other hand, included
October 3, 2025 at 8:20 PM
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transgender for everybody NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
November 5, 2025 at 5:04 AM
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what i like about Vocaloids is that they're simultaneously fictional characters you can be a fan of and actual musical instruments. what if Tuba and Trombone had beef. what if Bassoon was gay
November 5, 2025 at 3:11 AM
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Fate/Grand Sketchbook ~ Page 20, featuring Tezcatlipoca!

[ #FGO / #Art ]
November 4, 2025 at 11:38 PM
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wow! the breasts of a fictional character
November 4, 2025 at 1:10 AM
<- remembered i have a like circular canvas for portraits n shits that's just been sitting there for months. i could do something ill advised with that... After comms
November 4, 2025 at 8:23 AM
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did you know?
November 4, 2025 at 6:03 AM
i need to work on the like swan lake singularity bc tristan and odile accidentally becoming buddies is soo important to me. two people who are remembered with context to a romantic partner being able to just like hang out together... i dont think either of them would consciously think abt it but <3
November 4, 2025 at 2:21 AM
<- forgot howlike kinda lame typhon ephemeros' design is FJKLSD like the art itself is very very pretty but the design is ehh
November 3, 2025 at 9:01 PM
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November 2, 2025 at 7:37 PM
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something something master putting their head to their servants chest and hearing a heartbeat and knowing that despite everything their physical form is made of Flesh and Organs and Bone and Skin and Sinew and Epithelium even if its simulated or temporary theres a Killing Point underneath their ribs
November 3, 2025 at 5:36 AM
bedi ilu bedi....
November 2, 2025 at 8:05 PM
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i feel. like i forgot how to draw a lil but its OKAY. bc im going to eat his appendix
November 2, 2025 at 12:57 AM
would yall love me if i added another bedi-related writing thing to work on . for my health. in between working on comms n such obvi
November 2, 2025 at 9:42 AM
i feel. like i forgot how to draw a lil but its OKAY. bc im going to eat his appendix
November 2, 2025 at 12:57 AM