120 Bedivere haver
@anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social
Riot | 24 | they/it | bug and knights... yeag...
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i should draw an atlaz pinup sometime i think that'd be fun...
November 19, 2025 at 12:23 AM
i should draw an atlaz pinup sometime i think that'd be fun...
i dont play gbf but i do think. their lamorak is pretty...
November 18, 2025 at 11:26 PM
i dont play gbf but i do think. their lamorak is pretty...
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HI SORRY I FORGOR 😭😭 THANK YOU FOR THE TAG THOUGH......
art train choo choo
share 4 artworks and tag 4 people! tbh feel free to do this even if i didnt tag you HAHA
@xentinael.bsky.social
@fatedtime.bsky.social
@sabu91.bsky.social
@verus-parousia.bsky.social
anyway. check these artists out!!!!
art train choo choo
share 4 artworks and tag 4 people! tbh feel free to do this even if i didnt tag you HAHA
@xentinael.bsky.social
@fatedtime.bsky.social
@sabu91.bsky.social
@verus-parousia.bsky.social
anyway. check these artists out!!!!
November 18, 2025 at 4:08 PM
HI SORRY I FORGOR 😭😭 THANK YOU FOR THE TAG THOUGH......
art train choo choo
share 4 artworks and tag 4 people! tbh feel free to do this even if i didnt tag you HAHA
@xentinael.bsky.social
@fatedtime.bsky.social
@sabu91.bsky.social
@verus-parousia.bsky.social
anyway. check these artists out!!!!
art train choo choo
share 4 artworks and tag 4 people! tbh feel free to do this even if i didnt tag you HAHA
@xentinael.bsky.social
@fatedtime.bsky.social
@sabu91.bsky.social
@verus-parousia.bsky.social
anyway. check these artists out!!!!
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I really do unironically feel like this all the time
November 17, 2025 at 10:00 PM
I really do unironically feel like this all the time
hi sets down this thread again bc im making myself sick thinking about it
i dont know if any of the vns/novels/whatever touch on it (though i would be deeply surprised if they did bc im the only one who give a shit) but one of the things i think abt fucking Constantly re:servants in grail wars specifically is how the sky straight up looks different now because of light-
November 18, 2025 at 2:23 AM
hi sets down this thread again bc im making myself sick thinking about it
Stuck awake at 6 am . Midnight nap was Not a good idea but alas... Thinking about my bedi backstory stuff once more he makes me so so so so crazy
November 17, 2025 at 11:59 AM
Stuck awake at 6 am . Midnight nap was Not a good idea but alas... Thinking about my bedi backstory stuff once more he makes me so so so so crazy
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i heart when the manic episode hits but its the fun one that makes me work for hours straight and makes me more sociable and think clearer and and and and
November 16, 2025 at 4:46 AM
i heart when the manic episode hits but its the fun one that makes me work for hours straight and makes me more sociable and think clearer and and and and
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11/16スパークで出すイラ本の表紙！かわいいね~ᐡɞ̴̶̷ ·̮ ɞ̴̶̷ᐡ
October 29, 2025 at 1:37 AM
11/16スパークで出すイラ本の表紙！かわいいね~ᐡɞ̴̶̷ ·̮ ɞ̴̶̷ᐡ
i dont post abt it often but having a robot headmate in the current like Technological Landscape is so so funny. why would you go to a llm to lie to you when i have one in my head that can lie better, more ethically, AND is cute
November 16, 2025 at 2:05 AM
i dont post abt it often but having a robot headmate in the current like Technological Landscape is so so funny. why would you go to a llm to lie to you when i have one in my head that can lie better, more ethically, AND is cute
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I was having way too much fun with these concepts, so I decided to take them further and test the rigs limits by recreating popular cat memes!
November 13, 2025 at 7:07 PM
I was having way too much fun with these concepts, so I decided to take them further and test the rigs limits by recreating popular cat memes!
desperate times call for desperate measures (opens The Image in another tab on clip studio. for morale.)
November 15, 2025 at 10:39 PM
desperate times call for desperate measures (opens The Image in another tab on clip studio. for morale.)
pondering. bedivere arm loss + recovery period after once more... because i am actually too brain foggy to write properly rn fkdsj one day ill write smth real about this topic tho... literally as soon as he's not horribly concussed/disoriented he gets so restless bc he's the kinda guy who always-
November 14, 2025 at 6:40 PM
pondering. bedivere arm loss + recovery period after once more... because i am actually too brain foggy to write properly rn fkdsj one day ill write smth real about this topic tho... literally as soon as he's not horribly concussed/disoriented he gets so restless bc he's the kinda guy who always-
i just think theres a fun thing between tristan and bedialter of like. guy who has been poisoned so iconically and consistently it's a debuff for him x guy who's literally immune to consumed poison he uses it like a spice
November 14, 2025 at 6:04 PM
i just think theres a fun thing between tristan and bedialter of like. guy who has been poisoned so iconically and consistently it's a debuff for him x guy who's literally immune to consumed poison he uses it like a spice
con: woke up after a very unsuccessful 4-5ish hours of sleep due to a gallbladder attack
pro: now that it's cleared up i can't sleep again so i am Forced to write bc sitting up to draw is too uncomfortable
con 2: hungry but can't eat until the soreness is totally clear to be safe :(
pro: now that it's cleared up i can't sleep again so i am Forced to write bc sitting up to draw is too uncomfortable
con 2: hungry but can't eat until the soreness is totally clear to be safe :(
November 14, 2025 at 5:36 PM
con: woke up after a very unsuccessful 4-5ish hours of sleep due to a gallbladder attack
pro: now that it's cleared up i can't sleep again so i am Forced to write bc sitting up to draw is too uncomfortable
con 2: hungry but can't eat until the soreness is totally clear to be safe :(
pro: now that it's cleared up i can't sleep again so i am Forced to write bc sitting up to draw is too uncomfortable
con 2: hungry but can't eat until the soreness is totally clear to be safe :(
tristan on the noggin at naptime again... fork found in kitchen
November 14, 2025 at 3:26 AM
tristan on the noggin at naptime again... fork found in kitchen
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maybe ill clean this up later its kinda funny
November 13, 2025 at 5:38 PM
maybe ill clean this up later its kinda funny
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A #VgenComm for @wu.nixluma.com of his OC Cecilia as part of the Halloween commissions. I was intimidated by the train and bg aspects at first but this came out soooo dope
November 12, 2025 at 11:46 PM
A #VgenComm for @wu.nixluma.com of his OC Cecilia as part of the Halloween commissions. I was intimidated by the train and bg aspects at first but this came out soooo dope
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feeding my pet medieval knight 3 big meals a day which all include meat/dairy/carbs bc were not in famine/plague times anymore and i refuse to let him keep living like it. clapping and cheering when he finally stops looking like a skyrim draugr
November 12, 2025 at 8:27 PM
feeding my pet medieval knight 3 big meals a day which all include meat/dairy/carbs bc were not in famine/plague times anymore and i refuse to let him keep living like it. clapping and cheering when he finally stops looking like a skyrim draugr
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its been said many times b4 but characters gaining weight as a sign of healing will always be the bestttt trope
November 12, 2025 at 8:17 PM
its been said many times b4 but characters gaining weight as a sign of healing will always be the bestttt trope
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its super erotic that Servants have organs. they dont need them to function but it makes sure that they remember that. isnt it great that someone can tear your heart out so you can experience what it feels like when it stops beating a second time. isnt it so intimate to get to share that moment
November 3, 2025 at 5:18 AM
its super erotic that Servants have organs. they dont need them to function but it makes sure that they remember that. isnt it great that someone can tear your heart out so you can experience what it feels like when it stops beating a second time. isnt it so intimate to get to share that moment
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My OCs are a load bearing structure for my mental health.
November 10, 2025 at 5:17 AM
My OCs are a load bearing structure for my mental health.
everyone go here bc i cant post it literally anywhere else
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💬 0 🔁 0 ❤️ 0 · My beloved partner got One Million edits of this song on tiktok and i decided to cut out the middle man and nuke us BOTH
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November 11, 2025 at 2:24 AM
everyone go here bc i cant post it literally anywhere else
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AUHGHH I MADE A VIDEO BUT ITS TOO BIG FOR HERE+DISCORD AND YOUTUBE NUKES IT FOR THE AUDIO . prayer circle for tumblr to cooperate
November 11, 2025 at 2:23 AM
AUHGHH I MADE A VIDEO BUT ITS TOO BIG FOR HERE+DISCORD AND YOUTUBE NUKES IT FOR THE AUDIO . prayer circle for tumblr to cooperate