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Smee @artsiegoober.bsky.social · 3d

Just afraid that I've reached out too much asking for help. Like I'm worthless in not being able to do more. Being trapped in my mind of suffering on being a good husband and supporter to my spouse and our home, being a bad brother since I fear reaching out, and a bad son for the same. 9/9

Smee @artsiegoober.bsky.social · 3d

Its..... been devastating to my mental pride in myself and my works. Like I'm not worth the time to pay for. With my art especially. I fear raising prices because it means I'm not being helpful or accessible. But it's evident that it doesn't matter. My voice just keeps being silenced. 8/?

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Smee @artsiegoober.bsky.social · 3d

Like, I know it's dumb but being denied healthcare, financial aid, and no jobs getting me to a 2 interview. I'm so.... so exhausted mentally and emotionally. Just want someone to be like. Want some money, no strings? I just want to help. It would be so helpful. But I know my luck never works 7/?

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Smee @artsiegoober.bsky.social · 3d

It only grows when I try spending my time working on my queue. Like I have 1 fursuit to make for Dec. And at least 1 digital painting to do for a friend for helping me out. Just been getting art blocks off and on because I'm so overwhelmed. Just want to have someone see me and want to help 6/?

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Smee @artsiegoober.bsky.social · 3d

I hate having feelings. They almost never done any good for me. I lend a hand so often that now I worry if I don't that I'll become nothing to someone. I just want to be seen, to be cared about. I have so many repeating problems that I know I sound like a broken record. I just... it's too much. 5/?

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Smee @artsiegoober.bsky.social · 3d

Most assume that I like being alone. But its more like, I don't want to interrupt someone's time if they are trying to be left alone to do other things. I get that. I even do step away from VC and calls to either listen to a podcast or passively listen to a series. 4/?

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Smee @artsiegoober.bsky.social · 3d

Why do I try being the nice guy? Being super patient and understanding is exhausting. I've always considered their feelings. And for what? For them to disregard mine, to make me mentally abd emotionally anguish of them? Like... what's the point. I get left alone frequently. Most assume... 3/?

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Smee @artsiegoober.bsky.social · 3d

Like lied to my face, put me out financially and then comes back acting friendly.... like there's change? Promises to do better, even states about paying me back? I'm tired of having a box of their stuff from a comm over YEARS old. I understand that many do this, so.... I must be the problem. 2/?

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Smee @artsiegoober.bsky.social · 3d

It's the most frustrating thing. I try and believe in people wanting to do better and keep their word. But... but it was another lie. Why do I keep being nice to people who actively will not want to be around me? Because I call them friend, they assume that's enough? I'm so tired of reaching out 1/?

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beetle moses @beetlemoses.bsky.social · 4d

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Rat in a Leaf Pile 'MFF25? @bunalisau.bsky.social · 3d

Raffle time! Need 500 followers before year's end.

At 400 : an icon.

At 450 : half-body.

At 500 : full-body!

Must be follow & emote 🧡 to enter, repost add an entry.

#BlueEyedButterflyRaffle #BEBWRaffle #opencommissions #raffle #furryart #furryartist #furryfandom

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Rat in a Leaf Pile 'MFF25? @bunalisau.bsky.social · 20d

Planning to stream on TikTok Live tonight to try out the Live studio.

Hopingnto see any followers check me out. Even say hi. I'm just working on my backlog.

#tiktokfur #furryartist #digitalartist #furryart #furryfandom

linktr.ee/artsieGoober has the link to my TT.

artsieGoober | Twitter, Instagram, TikTok | Linktree

He/Him, 31, Married. Smee, Bunali Sau, and Aunio Avem

linktr.ee

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Rat in a Leaf Pile 'MFF25? @bunalisau.bsky.social · 21d

Plan to stream again on #Twitch tonight, around 6pm EST.

Doing more art #comms to try & clear my queue. Want to prepare a few #YCH for #Halloween & #MFF.

Twitch in here --v--v--v--
linktr.ee/artsieGoober

(Maybe plan for more pics of Bunali soon)

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Rat in a Leaf Pile 'MFF25? @bunalisau.bsky.social · 21d

Might start stream early since I made sure to eat & hydrate.

Rat in a Leaf Pile 'MFF25? @bunalisau.bsky.social · 21d

Plan to stream again on #Twitch tonight, around 6pm EST.

Doing more art #comms to try & clear my queue. Want to prepare a few #YCH for #Halloween & #MFF.

Twitch in here --v--v--v--
linktr.ee/artsieGoober

(Maybe plan for more pics of Bunali soon)

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JustAdrian @justadriandk.bsky.social · 26d

Prinni the Mimic

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SonicLux Hedgeman 🔜 SAHCon 25th October @sonicluxhedgeman.bsky.social · 27d

Drew myself in the render style of @jakiwashere.bsky.social 's cool stream event called Jakhalla Vs The World (go watch the VODs it was super hella sick!) and I really like how well I did it!!
Hope y'all like it!!

#jakhallavstheworld #luxart #impim #soniclux #furryoc #art #render #jakhalla

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COMMS OPEN| ADOPTS AVAILABLE @korbydaze.bsky.social · Aug 30

Hi guys! We currently got denied for pretty much every unemployment benefits and no jobs have reached out yet! the easiest way to support us is through the Kofi!
I’m not a fan of asking for help but if this could get boosted that’ll help a bunch ko-fi.com/korbydaze

Support Korbydaze

ko-fi.com

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Smee @artsiegoober.bsky.social · Aug 30

It's been very hard on me, and my spouse for the past 6 months and now the hope I had for rehire has been depleted.

Anything helps right now, as I still continue to put applications in 3x a week. My loving partner has been stressing themself over barely keeping up with rent.

Rat in a Leaf Pile 'MFF25? @bunalisau.bsky.social · Aug 30

Denied Unemployment completely and no healthcare, a really hard time getting any job to call me back or interview me.

I've digital commissions open and really need the help. If you feel generous, please feel free to donate to Kofi or join my Patreon

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linktr.ee/artsieGoober

Tan and mocha coloured mouse on pillow with heart ans moon handwarmers.

Rust ans tan rat with a pan-rom demisexual flag in front of a Trans coloured sky.

A bunibird with a chirolepterid posing for a pic with postcards of past works behind both.

Bunali Sau, a bunibird with earthy tones giving a thumbs up with a orange ans lime sparkle.

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Rat in a Leaf Pile 'MFF25? @bunalisau.bsky.social · Aug 30

Denied Unemployment completely and no healthcare, a really hard time getting any job to call me back or interview me.

I've digital commissions open and really need the help. If you feel generous, please feel free to donate to Kofi or join my Patreon

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linktr.ee/artsieGoober