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Ashmallo
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It won't be like this forever. Keep existing and know that someday, this sorrow will relent.
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Things I need, a hug, a kiss, food, and for everyone I love to suddenly have everything they ever wanted- while the machinations of fate cease their timeless clockwork long enough for them to breathe and shed happy tears that it's finally relenting.
Oooh, nothing quite like coffee... right before bed. -_- why do I do this to myself?
Always remember to thank your little caesar's employees. They got it rough, I'd hate to be the one who's having to tell person after person that it'll be a 5-10 minute wait for their pizza, when the company says we should have them hot and ready. They're good people. (Picture unrelated.)
Ohhhe! Pears and chocolate! Sounds divine!
I really need to finish some drawings before the despair consumes me and I kiss myself.
#artistsofbluesky #doodles #bandshirt #fanart #cultofvenus
btw, tf are u doing if ur not listening to cult of venus? She's also touring!
The fear consumes. But I have leftover pizza, so I'm gonna consume that, instead.
It feels like something good is happening. And against all my instincts, I'm not questioning it or fighting it. I'm simply enjoying the feeling, the sense of doom is relenting and something new is taking its place.
At some point before Facebook assassinated my presence on their platform, I thought I'd be a tattoo artist.
#drawings #blueskyartist #flowers #hand #rose
Thinking of starting an asmr channel, my voice is annoying, but i write good, sometimes. I just need to find out what tools of the trade I'm gonna be needing! A mic would be a start.
The less said, and the more felt, the better. Just gotta keep at it.
#drawings #sketches #emotionalart #state
New Music from Nico Vega? Hot damn! Things are looking up! Or I'm actually dead, and that's okay, too.
Life is beautiful, so don't give up on it just yet.
"When the rivers run dry, and the curtain is called."
Sometimes all I can do when I'm feeling at a loss, is just sketch- for better or worse, I have lost many things in life, but i still have myself.
#sketch #artisticnudity #nonsexual #sketches
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Them: So what have y'all been up to?
Me: Haha, you know. The usual.

The Usual:
I don't know where this anxiety came from, but it's hitting like a freight train. That is, to say: I can hear and feel it long before it actually arrives- and that's somehow worse?
#anxiety #sillygoofymood #sos
My biggest fears try to consume me. But little does my own mind realize I am more than just a shambling shell. This mind of mine is just a library, the anxiety and depression sections are fiction- and everything else is based on true stories.
And now I'll be thinking about it til the end of my days. (Approximately 2 years.)
I haven't slimmed down as much as I would have preferred but I'll still wear my crop tops, might give someone a boost to try on that new outfit! Or it'll terrorize their dreams.
Worry and rage may be strong enough emotions to let you know they're there- but they walk the hallowed halls of your life, lived in and built by your love of this life of yours. #lovewins
Every month my whole little life feels like it's ending, but I'm still alive, somehow. Annoying? maybe. Consistent? Yes. Have I given up on my fight for a happier existence? Nah.