Ayumi ✩₊˚.⋆🕸️⋆⁺₊✧
@ayanescence.bsky.social
I love my orange cat, Tangy... ₍^. .^₎⟆
I post lyrics of songs that I really care about and that moved me.
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I can't escape
The twisted way you think of me
I feel you in my dreams, and I don't sleep
⛧°. ⋆༺♱༻⋆. °⛧
I post lyrics of songs that I really care about and that moved me.
⛧°. ⋆༺♱༻⋆. °⛧
I can't escape
The twisted way you think of me
I feel you in my dreams, and I don't sleep
⛧°. ⋆༺♱༻⋆. °⛧
Pinned
posting lyrics that mean a lot to me ^^ Mostly from bands such as Evanescence, Flyleaf, Seether, Hail The Sun, and Pierce the Veil, but will feature others..........
Now I'm alone
And it feels like I've lost all control
I need to go home
And salvage what's left of my soul
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Lost All Control ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
And it feels like I've lost all control
I need to go home
And salvage what's left of my soul
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Lost All Control ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
December 11, 2025 at 2:43 PM
Now I'm alone
And it feels like I've lost all control
I need to go home
And salvage what's left of my soul
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Lost All Control ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
And it feels like I've lost all control
I need to go home
And salvage what's left of my soul
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Lost All Control ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
You make me feel like
The failure I've become
You're breaking a fever
While shutting out the sun
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Same Mistakes ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
The failure I've become
You're breaking a fever
While shutting out the sun
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Same Mistakes ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
December 10, 2025 at 2:48 PM
You make me feel like
The failure I've become
You're breaking a fever
While shutting out the sun
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Same Mistakes ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
The failure I've become
You're breaking a fever
While shutting out the sun
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Same Mistakes ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
Those cold eyes make me shiver
They mould minds to run their lives
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Paint The World ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
They mould minds to run their lives
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Paint The World ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
December 9, 2025 at 2:44 PM
Those cold eyes make me shiver
They mould minds to run their lives
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Paint The World ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
They mould minds to run their lives
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Paint The World ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
It always works out the same
I'm never in on the game
And no one's held to account for their part in the blame
So hold me down, hands on my throat
Declare your love, then choke me out
It's all my fault. I should have known how to make you feel better
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Try To Heal ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
I'm never in on the game
And no one's held to account for their part in the blame
So hold me down, hands on my throat
Declare your love, then choke me out
It's all my fault. I should have known how to make you feel better
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Try To Heal ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
December 8, 2025 at 2:32 PM
It always works out the same
I'm never in on the game
And no one's held to account for their part in the blame
So hold me down, hands on my throat
Declare your love, then choke me out
It's all my fault. I should have known how to make you feel better
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Try To Heal ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
I'm never in on the game
And no one's held to account for their part in the blame
So hold me down, hands on my throat
Declare your love, then choke me out
It's all my fault. I should have known how to make you feel better
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Try To Heal ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
So take this doubt and grant me something more
I won't last without a reason to endure
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Walls Come Down ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
I won't last without a reason to endure
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Walls Come Down ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
December 4, 2025 at 5:46 PM
So take this doubt and grant me something more
I won't last without a reason to endure
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Walls Come Down ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
I won't last without a reason to endure
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Walls Come Down ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
When a scratch becomes a lesion
I like to turn the eye that's blind
You create a better version of me
But oh, that's all a lie
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Semblance of Me ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
I like to turn the eye that's blind
You create a better version of me
But oh, that's all a lie
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Semblance of Me ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
December 3, 2025 at 2:58 PM
When a scratch becomes a lesion
I like to turn the eye that's blind
You create a better version of me
But oh, that's all a lie
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Semblance of Me ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
I like to turn the eye that's blind
You create a better version of me
But oh, that's all a lie
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Semblance of Me ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
I find that this heart grows colder, shallow breathing in
Damnation will cure the hunger crawling on your skin
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Beneath The Veil ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
Damnation will cure the hunger crawling on your skin
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Beneath The Veil ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
December 2, 2025 at 2:48 PM
I find that this heart grows colder, shallow breathing in
Damnation will cure the hunger crawling on your skin
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Beneath The Veil ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
Damnation will cure the hunger crawling on your skin
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Beneath The Veil ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
We are all guilty
Not being all we should be
Look at your own self and see
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Flyleaf - Guilty ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
Not being all we should be
Look at your own self and see
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Flyleaf - Guilty ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
December 1, 2025 at 3:08 PM
We are all guilty
Not being all we should be
Look at your own self and see
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Flyleaf - Guilty ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
Not being all we should be
Look at your own self and see
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Flyleaf - Guilty ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
Pronounce me a sinner
Then drown me in shame
Well, you reek of delusion
Regret is clouding your brain
Now you reap the pollution
That's been sown in your veins
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Illusion ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
Then drown me in shame
Well, you reek of delusion
Regret is clouding your brain
Now you reap the pollution
That's been sown in your veins
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Illusion ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
December 1, 2025 at 3:06 PM
Pronounce me a sinner
Then drown me in shame
Well, you reek of delusion
Regret is clouding your brain
Now you reap the pollution
That's been sown in your veins
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Illusion ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
Then drown me in shame
Well, you reek of delusion
Regret is clouding your brain
Now you reap the pollution
That's been sown in your veins
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Illusion ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
I feel your eyes crawling over me
As though I am something more than me
But I don't have anything good enough to say
I did not make myself this way
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Flyleaf - Penholder ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
As though I am something more than me
But I don't have anything good enough to say
I did not make myself this way
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Flyleaf - Penholder ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
November 25, 2025 at 6:53 PM
I feel your eyes crawling over me
As though I am something more than me
But I don't have anything good enough to say
I did not make myself this way
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Flyleaf - Penholder ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
As though I am something more than me
But I don't have anything good enough to say
I did not make myself this way
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Flyleaf - Penholder ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
I'm breaking all my walls down
I'm feeling all that I can now
Haven't ever needed anyone
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Mars Argo - You Gave Away ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
I'm feeling all that I can now
Haven't ever needed anyone
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Mars Argo - You Gave Away ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
November 25, 2025 at 6:51 PM
I'm breaking all my walls down
I'm feeling all that I can now
Haven't ever needed anyone
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Mars Argo - You Gave Away ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
I'm feeling all that I can now
Haven't ever needed anyone
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Mars Argo - You Gave Away ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
It seems you believe in the words as tokens
Your heart still succumbs to the fear unspoken
And some, I know, are filled with courage
But most, I know, will not be chosen
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Judas Mind ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
Your heart still succumbs to the fear unspoken
And some, I know, are filled with courage
But most, I know, will not be chosen
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Judas Mind ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
November 25, 2025 at 6:50 PM
It seems you believe in the words as tokens
Your heart still succumbs to the fear unspoken
And some, I know, are filled with courage
But most, I know, will not be chosen
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Judas Mind ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
Your heart still succumbs to the fear unspoken
And some, I know, are filled with courage
But most, I know, will not be chosen
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Judas Mind ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
You'll never feel at home
Anywhere, anywhere you go
And when you sit around
All your questions they start to grow
They won't give you any answers
And they lie about what they don't know
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Flyleaf - Heavy Prey ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
Anywhere, anywhere you go
And when you sit around
All your questions they start to grow
They won't give you any answers
And they lie about what they don't know
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Flyleaf - Heavy Prey ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
November 24, 2025 at 2:39 PM
You'll never feel at home
Anywhere, anywhere you go
And when you sit around
All your questions they start to grow
They won't give you any answers
And they lie about what they don't know
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Flyleaf - Heavy Prey ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
Anywhere, anywhere you go
And when you sit around
All your questions they start to grow
They won't give you any answers
And they lie about what they don't know
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Flyleaf - Heavy Prey ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
So I sold my message to
The broken part of you
I should have known I crossed the line
When it feels like something new
Taking part of you
The pressure's grown, I tripped a mine
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Crossed The Line ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
The broken part of you
I should have known I crossed the line
When it feels like something new
Taking part of you
The pressure's grown, I tripped a mine
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Crossed The Line ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
November 24, 2025 at 2:34 PM
So I sold my message to
The broken part of you
I should have known I crossed the line
When it feels like something new
Taking part of you
The pressure's grown, I tripped a mine
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Crossed The Line ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
The broken part of you
I should have known I crossed the line
When it feels like something new
Taking part of you
The pressure's grown, I tripped a mine
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Crossed The Line ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
Please don't go just yet
Can you stay a moment please
We can dance together
We can dance forever
Under your stars tonight
And I am so overwhelmed
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Flyleaf - Broken Wings ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
Can you stay a moment please
We can dance together
We can dance forever
Under your stars tonight
And I am so overwhelmed
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Flyleaf - Broken Wings ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
November 20, 2025 at 2:41 PM
Please don't go just yet
Can you stay a moment please
We can dance together
We can dance forever
Under your stars tonight
And I am so overwhelmed
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Flyleaf - Broken Wings ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
Can you stay a moment please
We can dance together
We can dance forever
Under your stars tonight
And I am so overwhelmed
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Flyleaf - Broken Wings ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
Your words running through my head
If I'm sick, I'm sad, I'm mad
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Mars Argo - Wasting Away ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
If I'm sick, I'm sad, I'm mad
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Mars Argo - Wasting Away ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
November 20, 2025 at 2:38 PM
Your words running through my head
If I'm sick, I'm sad, I'm mad
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Mars Argo - Wasting Away ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
If I'm sick, I'm sad, I'm mad
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Mars Argo - Wasting Away ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
It's not safe to be inside my head
Those growing reasons to be scared
They hold me down against my will
So face the fear that I instill
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Leave Me Be ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
Those growing reasons to be scared
They hold me down against my will
So face the fear that I instill
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Leave Me Be ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
November 20, 2025 at 2:36 PM
It's not safe to be inside my head
Those growing reasons to be scared
They hold me down against my will
So face the fear that I instill
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Leave Me Be ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
Those growing reasons to be scared
They hold me down against my will
So face the fear that I instill
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Leave Me Be ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
All you own is gonna burn
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Flyleaf - Green Heart ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Flyleaf - Green Heart ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
November 19, 2025 at 2:55 PM
All you own is gonna burn
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Flyleaf - Green Heart ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Flyleaf - Green Heart ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
Lie to me
Make me think
I'm your queen
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Mars Argo - Stuck On You ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
Make me think
I'm your queen
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Mars Argo - Stuck On You ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
November 19, 2025 at 2:50 PM
Lie to me
Make me think
I'm your queen
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Mars Argo - Stuck On You ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
Make me think
I'm your queen
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Mars Argo - Stuck On You ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
I can't seem to escape my head
Every single belief is dead
Never thought it would come to this
Never wanted to forge the rift
Never thought I could drown is shame
Never felt like the world's aflame
If all I wanted was something else
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - On My Way ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
Every single belief is dead
Never thought it would come to this
Never wanted to forge the rift
Never thought I could drown is shame
Never felt like the world's aflame
If all I wanted was something else
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - On My Way ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
November 19, 2025 at 2:38 PM
I can't seem to escape my head
Every single belief is dead
Never thought it would come to this
Never wanted to forge the rift
Never thought I could drown is shame
Never felt like the world's aflame
If all I wanted was something else
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - On My Way ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
Every single belief is dead
Never thought it would come to this
Never wanted to forge the rift
Never thought I could drown is shame
Never felt like the world's aflame
If all I wanted was something else
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - On My Way ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
We will look ahead
At the dreams
That were laid
In our heart
And we can begin again
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Flyleaf - Stand ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
At the dreams
That were laid
In our heart
And we can begin again
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Flyleaf - Stand ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
November 18, 2025 at 3:03 PM
We will look ahead
At the dreams
That were laid
In our heart
And we can begin again
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Flyleaf - Stand ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
At the dreams
That were laid
In our heart
And we can begin again
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Flyleaf - Stand ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
If everything I see is just a fantasy
And everything I dream is my actual reality
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Mars Argo - Seventeen ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
And everything I dream is my actual reality
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Mars Argo - Seventeen ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
November 18, 2025 at 2:53 PM
If everything I see is just a fantasy
And everything I dream is my actual reality
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Mars Argo - Seventeen ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
And everything I dream is my actual reality
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Mars Argo - Seventeen ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
When you find out nothing's really changed
Does it make you colder
Or keep you sober
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Deliver Me ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
Does it make you colder
Or keep you sober
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Deliver Me ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
November 18, 2025 at 2:49 PM
When you find out nothing's really changed
Does it make you colder
Or keep you sober
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Deliver Me ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
Does it make you colder
Or keep you sober
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Deliver Me ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
I light a cigarette and wait for you to come home
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Mars Argo - Open Up The Door To Your Head ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Mars Argo - Open Up The Door To Your Head ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
November 17, 2025 at 2:49 PM
I light a cigarette and wait for you to come home
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Mars Argo - Open Up The Door To Your Head ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Mars Argo - Open Up The Door To Your Head ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
Will You hold me close?
You're all I want to know
Anymore
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Flyleaf - Saving Grace ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
You're all I want to know
Anymore
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Flyleaf - Saving Grace ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
November 17, 2025 at 2:47 PM
Will You hold me close?
You're all I want to know
Anymore
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Flyleaf - Saving Grace ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
You're all I want to know
Anymore
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Flyleaf - Saving Grace ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱