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Ayumi ✩₊˚.⋆🕸️⋆⁺₊✧
@ayanescence.bsky.social
I love my orange cat, Tangy... ₍^. .^₎⟆

I post lyrics of songs that I really care about and that moved me.

⛧°. ⋆༺♱༻⋆. °⛧
I can't escape
The twisted way you think of me
I feel you in my dreams, and I don't sleep
⛧°. ⋆༺♱༻⋆. °⛧
These waves
They keep crashing around me
The pain
Weaves a broken symphony
This rage
Has taken hold of me
The pain
Won't let me let go of myself

˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Lost All Control ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
December 11, 2025 at 2:44 PM
Now I keep making the same mistakes again
And losing all by myself
I keep making the same mistakes again
The world left without me

˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Same Mistakes ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
December 10, 2025 at 2:51 PM
And all throughout this embrace
You smile, then spit in my face
Although I want to believe, I know words are in vain
So hold me now and whisper lies
Just stay a while, I'd rather die
It's all my fault, I know I've shown that I'm just dead inside

˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Try To Heal ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
December 8, 2025 at 2:33 PM
Don't mistake me now for an empty shell, unsure
When the walls come down, we're left with something pure

˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Walls Come Down ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
December 4, 2025 at 5:48 PM
An imitation of a person
Who's never sure who they should be
Well, maybe I can use this version and be-
Become a semblance of me

˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Semblance of Me ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
December 3, 2025 at 2:59 PM
I succumb to the feelings that I've never owned
I just keep them inside me
And now it feels like I'm peeling the flesh from my bones
Let my soul break free

˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Semblance of Me ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
December 3, 2025 at 2:58 PM
I need to keep the pain inside, that's where I hide it
I bleed the vein to cleanse the sacred poison

Well now I'm dying to know
Why do the bruises still show?
Well now I'm dying to know

˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Beneath The Veil ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
December 2, 2025 at 2:49 PM
I seek the will to be alive (I doubt that I'll find it)
Beneath the veil another broken person

˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Beneath The Veil ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
December 2, 2025 at 2:48 PM
Is there anyone who's desperate
For anything more than this

˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Flyleaf - Guilty ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
December 1, 2025 at 3:10 PM
Why?
How could you fall for the lies?

˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Illusion ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
December 1, 2025 at 3:07 PM
You create the illusion
Desecrate all the faith left in my mind
You create the confusion
Then erase all these sound intentions

You embrace the infusion
To keep the sickness detained
Fuck that shit!
Propagate the obsession
That feeds the rabid ordained

˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Seether - Illusion ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
December 1, 2025 at 3:06 PM
I know what perfection is like
And I cannot stand before its might
And I'm so far from what you think that I must be
I just drown myself in mercy

˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Flyleaf - Penholder ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
November 25, 2025 at 6:53 PM
And I don't deserve this
This time right now
It's not something for which I can take the bow
And I don't deserve this
It wasn't me
I can't take glory for something that I can't be
I don't deserve this

˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Flyleaf - Penholder ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
November 25, 2025 at 6:53 PM
You gave away that feeling I want you to know

˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Mars Argo - You Gave Away ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
November 25, 2025 at 6:52 PM