Freya 🫧 attempting recov
@bellebubbless.bsky.social
ed vent accnt (ednos) + recovered sh
23 🏴
she/her
169cm / 5ft 6.5"
hw: 150lbs , cw: 106.8lbs, lw: 104.8lbs , (cbmi 16s)
twt was @bellebubbless
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23 🏴
she/her
169cm / 5ft 6.5"
hw: 150lbs , cw: 106.8lbs, lw: 104.8lbs , (cbmi 16s)
twt was @bellebubbless
backup @freyasbackup.bsky.social
#edtwt #edsky #caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky
https://bellebubbles.carrd.co/
thinking about when my brother was talking about diff 💊, and i was like idk any or what they do, all I know is w🍁d and h💉n in terms of illegal ones,
so he was like right ok I have an idea, and showed me the chem structure of m3th , and I was like +
so he was like right ok I have an idea, and showed me the chem structure of m3th , and I was like +
February 6, 2026 at 11:15 PM
thinking about when my brother was talking about diff 💊, and i was like idk any or what they do, all I know is w🍁d and h💉n in terms of illegal ones,
so he was like right ok I have an idea, and showed me the chem structure of m3th , and I was like +
so he was like right ok I have an idea, and showed me the chem structure of m3th , and I was like +
you'd think at 150 day streak of meditations id be a chill guy ... but actually im a ball of anxiety all the time about everything.
my body is cortisol maxing, as the kids would say
my body is cortisol maxing, as the kids would say
February 6, 2026 at 11:07 PM
you'd think at 150 day streak of meditations id be a chill guy ... but actually im a ball of anxiety all the time about everything.
my body is cortisol maxing, as the kids would say
my body is cortisol maxing, as the kids would say
ive seen all this stuff about checking meat for parasites, but is it bad to say I actually personally dont care.
as long as its only infecting the meat and not humans then its chill.
and even if it infects humans it depends how badly, if I can ignore it I will
its just too much energy to spend atp
as long as its only infecting the meat and not humans then its chill.
and even if it infects humans it depends how badly, if I can ignore it I will
its just too much energy to spend atp
February 6, 2026 at 11:04 PM
ive seen all this stuff about checking meat for parasites, but is it bad to say I actually personally dont care.
as long as its only infecting the meat and not humans then its chill.
and even if it infects humans it depends how badly, if I can ignore it I will
its just too much energy to spend atp
as long as its only infecting the meat and not humans then its chill.
and even if it infects humans it depends how badly, if I can ignore it I will
its just too much energy to spend atp
how unfair is it that my uni are doing a free trip to China for a small group of students ,
and usually as im top of my year id be in a great position to get it....
but im too weak and sick to even go to uni atp nvrmind all the way to China 🫠
I want to be healthy so bad
and usually as im top of my year id be in a great position to get it....
but im too weak and sick to even go to uni atp nvrmind all the way to China 🫠
I want to be healthy so bad
February 6, 2026 at 6:52 PM
how unfair is it that my uni are doing a free trip to China for a small group of students ,
and usually as im top of my year id be in a great position to get it....
but im too weak and sick to even go to uni atp nvrmind all the way to China 🫠
I want to be healthy so bad
and usually as im top of my year id be in a great position to get it....
but im too weak and sick to even go to uni atp nvrmind all the way to China 🫠
I want to be healthy so bad
ugh my tummys so bloated, I hate eating, if i had 1 wish it would be that id survive off of photosynthesis
February 6, 2026 at 6:46 PM
ugh my tummys so bloated, I hate eating, if i had 1 wish it would be that id survive off of photosynthesis
I think its intresting that people are saying the epstein stuff is demonic/satanic and is devil worship
because I think its more comforting to believe its an outside evil force acting on humans and not just humans themselves
I think its scarier to think its just humans love torturing other humans
because I think its more comforting to believe its an outside evil force acting on humans and not just humans themselves
I think its scarier to think its just humans love torturing other humans
February 5, 2026 at 10:35 PM
I think its intresting that people are saying the epstein stuff is demonic/satanic and is devil worship
because I think its more comforting to believe its an outside evil force acting on humans and not just humans themselves
I think its scarier to think its just humans love torturing other humans
because I think its more comforting to believe its an outside evil force acting on humans and not just humans themselves
I think its scarier to think its just humans love torturing other humans
Reposted by Freya 🫧 attempting recov
the goal is being so busy studying theres just no time to even think abt food!
February 5, 2026 at 7:24 AM
the goal is being so busy studying theres just no time to even think abt food!
I know this isnt very *recovery* of me, but this is what a 30 lbs difference does to my body
February 5, 2026 at 9:36 PM
I know this isnt very *recovery* of me, but this is what a 30 lbs difference does to my body
im on ft to my partner and I hear his mum in the background tidying his room and calling it disgusting ....
he better not try that with me ill burn his shit
he better not try that with me ill burn his shit
February 5, 2026 at 9:01 PM
im on ft to my partner and I hear his mum in the background tidying his room and calling it disgusting ....
he better not try that with me ill burn his shit
he better not try that with me ill burn his shit
I at least managed to study for a while before my tummy began to hurt.
I have 5 days until my period but I think im gonna ahve cramps all though until it ends
I have 5 days until my period but I think im gonna ahve cramps all though until it ends
February 5, 2026 at 2:56 PM
I at least managed to study for a while before my tummy began to hurt.
I have 5 days until my period but I think im gonna ahve cramps all though until it ends
I have 5 days until my period but I think im gonna ahve cramps all though until it ends
I might be disabled and physically no help. but I can tell yous that chlorine is explosive when mixed with petroleum products (eg gasoline) , so ❌️never❌️ mix those things !
February 4, 2026 at 9:03 PM
I might be disabled and physically no help. but I can tell yous that chlorine is explosive when mixed with petroleum products (eg gasoline) , so ❌️never❌️ mix those things !
I was gonna try read and relax but I cant,
I keep seeing things about the 3pt3in f1les , and fuck me its so disturbing , everytime u think "thats got to be the worst" theres always something worse
I keep seeing things about the 3pt3in f1les , and fuck me its so disturbing , everytime u think "thats got to be the worst" theres always something worse
February 4, 2026 at 8:28 PM
I was gonna try read and relax but I cant,
I keep seeing things about the 3pt3in f1les , and fuck me its so disturbing , everytime u think "thats got to be the worst" theres always something worse
I keep seeing things about the 3pt3in f1les , and fuck me its so disturbing , everytime u think "thats got to be the worst" theres always something worse
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February 4, 2026 at 8:18 PM
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I didnt eat as much today as yesterday and the moment my tummy began to hurt I took my anti nausea .... so overall not the worst, if everyday was like this I could handle it
February 4, 2026 at 7:16 PM
I didnt eat as much today as yesterday and the moment my tummy began to hurt I took my anti nausea .... so overall not the worst, if everyday was like this I could handle it
so I tried to eat more yesterday, and now my tummy is bloated and hurts.
I tried to study but I could only handle 30 minutes then I was exhausted and had to lay down.
I hate this already
I tried to study but I could only handle 30 minutes then I was exhausted and had to lay down.
I hate this already
February 4, 2026 at 1:19 PM
so I tried to eat more yesterday, and now my tummy is bloated and hurts.
I tried to study but I could only handle 30 minutes then I was exhausted and had to lay down.
I hate this already
I tried to study but I could only handle 30 minutes then I was exhausted and had to lay down.
I hate this already
I finished the last book of the poppy war series, the burning god, omg ive just had my heart torn from my chest and ripped to a million pieces
February 3, 2026 at 9:11 PM
I finished the last book of the poppy war series, the burning god, omg ive just had my heart torn from my chest and ripped to a million pieces
anyway, I may as well try and recover cause I dont want to cause her anymore pain, plus I cant take more pain myself.
but most people in our family die in their late 30s, the unlucky ones 20s and the luckier ones 40s ,,
but rlly nobody but my mum has made it past their 40s.
but most people in our family die in their late 30s, the unlucky ones 20s and the luckier ones 40s ,,
but rlly nobody but my mum has made it past their 40s.
she told me it scares her and in her prayers shes been begging god to not take me from her.
that losing her mum and dad in her 20s, then her brother about 7/8 years ago, all to agressive cancers, is one thin, but to lose a child is a pain she cant take.
I cant believe I cause her this much pain :/
that losing her mum and dad in her 20s, then her brother about 7/8 years ago, all to agressive cancers, is one thin, but to lose a child is a pain she cant take.
I cant believe I cause her this much pain :/
February 3, 2026 at 7:44 PM
anyway, I may as well try and recover cause I dont want to cause her anymore pain, plus I cant take more pain myself.
but most people in our family die in their late 30s, the unlucky ones 20s and the luckier ones 40s ,,
but rlly nobody but my mum has made it past their 40s.
but most people in our family die in their late 30s, the unlucky ones 20s and the luckier ones 40s ,,
but rlly nobody but my mum has made it past their 40s.
also to update yous on my mother's current attitude towards my weight,,
so she obviously hasn't stopped talking about it
at first it was all *but Victoria Beckham is your weight and shes fine*
then yesterday it was *im genuinely scared for you going to uni and back*
+
so she obviously hasn't stopped talking about it
at first it was all *but Victoria Beckham is your weight and shes fine*
then yesterday it was *im genuinely scared for you going to uni and back*
+
February 3, 2026 at 7:38 PM
also to update yous on my mother's current attitude towards my weight,,
so she obviously hasn't stopped talking about it
at first it was all *but Victoria Beckham is your weight and shes fine*
then yesterday it was *im genuinely scared for you going to uni and back*
+
so she obviously hasn't stopped talking about it
at first it was all *but Victoria Beckham is your weight and shes fine*
then yesterday it was *im genuinely scared for you going to uni and back*
+
I hope yous know i rlly love and appreciate every single one of yous
rn im having a hard time (health wise) and i cant keep up with normal day to day tasks
my education, mental health, and relationships are being affected
I cant keep doing this much more
rn im having a hard time (health wise) and i cant keep up with normal day to day tasks
my education, mental health, and relationships are being affected
I cant keep doing this much more
February 3, 2026 at 5:38 PM
I hope yous know i rlly love and appreciate every single one of yous
rn im having a hard time (health wise) and i cant keep up with normal day to day tasks
my education, mental health, and relationships are being affected
I cant keep doing this much more
rn im having a hard time (health wise) and i cant keep up with normal day to day tasks
my education, mental health, and relationships are being affected
I cant keep doing this much more
morning bsky!
I swear I tried elly hard to make it to uni today as well, I went to sleep at like 10 pm , but by the time it hit 6am my body was so exhausted I couldnt move, so I left it 7am and I still the same,
im wondering if that trip to uni is just a bit much for my body rn
I swear I tried elly hard to make it to uni today as well, I went to sleep at like 10 pm , but by the time it hit 6am my body was so exhausted I couldnt move, so I left it 7am and I still the same,
im wondering if that trip to uni is just a bit much for my body rn
February 3, 2026 at 11:04 AM
morning bsky!
I swear I tried elly hard to make it to uni today as well, I went to sleep at like 10 pm , but by the time it hit 6am my body was so exhausted I couldnt move, so I left it 7am and I still the same,
im wondering if that trip to uni is just a bit much for my body rn
I swear I tried elly hard to make it to uni today as well, I went to sleep at like 10 pm , but by the time it hit 6am my body was so exhausted I couldnt move, so I left it 7am and I still the same,
im wondering if that trip to uni is just a bit much for my body rn
btw I made it in today and I was proud of myself, I had my partner with me going to and coming from uni,,
he has no idea how much that means to me.
he has no idea how much that means to me.
February 2, 2026 at 9:39 PM
btw I made it in today and I was proud of myself, I had my partner with me going to and coming from uni,,
he has no idea how much that means to me.
he has no idea how much that means to me.
guyssss juno had the cake that made him shrink ! how cute !! he is the size of the micropet !!
February 2, 2026 at 6:35 PM
guyssss juno had the cake that made him shrink ! how cute !! he is the size of the micropet !!
I know most people who are as pale as me wear light nail colours, but I think the deeper darker colours suit me better.
like a deep red, purple, blue, green etc ,, over gold, peach, cream, pastels etc
like a deep red, purple, blue, green etc ,, over gold, peach, cream, pastels etc
February 1, 2026 at 9:53 PM
I know most people who are as pale as me wear light nail colours, but I think the deeper darker colours suit me better.
like a deep red, purple, blue, green etc ,, over gold, peach, cream, pastels etc
like a deep red, purple, blue, green etc ,, over gold, peach, cream, pastels etc
gonna try read and get an early night tonight.
hopfully ill feel great and ready for tmoro!
hopfully ill feel great and ready for tmoro!
February 1, 2026 at 7:46 PM
gonna try read and get an early night tonight.
hopfully ill feel great and ready for tmoro!
hopfully ill feel great and ready for tmoro!
my mum pisses me off sm.
she tried to say her health issues are worse and more worrying than mine ....
her "health issues" btw, are that she gets heart burn when she eats greasy foods sometimes ....
she tried to say her health issues are worse and more worrying than mine ....
her "health issues" btw, are that she gets heart burn when she eats greasy foods sometimes ....
February 1, 2026 at 1:13 PM
my mum pisses me off sm.
she tried to say her health issues are worse and more worrying than mine ....
her "health issues" btw, are that she gets heart burn when she eats greasy foods sometimes ....
she tried to say her health issues are worse and more worrying than mine ....
her "health issues" btw, are that she gets heart burn when she eats greasy foods sometimes ....