Freya 🫧
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bellebubbless.bsky.social
redoing my intro to #caterpillarsky #edsky

hii I'm Freya!

- 22 y/o
- scottish
- ednos
- chronically ill
- taken (long term relationship)

and im looking for moots !
(please be at least 18 and not fatphobic)
bellebubbless.bsky.social
mmm yeah it rlly gets ingrained in there,, for me i was brought up religious but I was told "these are stories to give u good lessons" and so I just assumed it was all like that

I didnt think we actually thought there was a man in the sky and heaven/hell,, i thought it was like an analogy
bellebubbless.bsky.social
honestly this whole time i thought we were all pretending to believe in things,, and would pick the one that sounded the best .... I didnt realise ppl believed it fr until a couple of years ago
bellebubbless.bsky.social
oh thats intresting, I should pay closer attention to the oils in foods and see if its that
bellebubbless.bsky.social
aw thats so real, the ice cream makes my tummy sore too
bellebubbless.bsky.social
omg im the same! I think it must be the oils or smthn, I need to find out what it is so I can avoid it ,, cause the chippy is the same for me
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tayhatesherself.bsky.social
i wanna be 2000s skinny and I also support body positivity for everyone but myself!!!! I just hate myself lol
bellebubbless.bsky.social
shes so picky and wont eat so many thing, and i was so tired,, so I gave in and bought us the mcds, but obviously my stomach is biologically pro-palestine lol
bellebubbless.bsky.social
I threw up 2x last night .... my fault for giving in to my neice and getting a mcdonalds
bellebubbless.bsky.social
yeah ill happily do that for you, sometimes famous people are good about these types of things. and I dont mind them blocking me I dont really care lol,, what socials do u think are best?
bellebubbless.bsky.social
nah i get that, i also hate it when they complain about pain ((logically i know their pain matters too)) but for some reason they will be like "oh my legs hurt from standing" and im like oh you have no fucking idea
bellebubbless.bsky.social
it might be a long shot, but you could probs dm and tag random rich people,, esp people you like, and maybe one of them might donate something🤷‍♀️
bellebubbless.bsky.social
its such a difficult decision to make,, I hope your ok, be kind to yourself 💗
bellebubbless.bsky.social
rlly im posting this hoping someone is smarter and better read in this area than and can tell me more
bellebubbless.bsky.social
ofc this is just the general definitions and almost stereotyping the symptoms,, theres alot more nuance that im not smart enough for yet lol
bellebubbless.bsky.social
ofc this is only my understanding if it rn (and im in early changes of learning about it)

but it feels like the sensitivity to stress that they have is closer to cluster C ?
bellebubbless.bsky.social
but the bit that gets me is the fact that to the person suffering from it, its not a similar experience to the other cluster B.

like compared to the other cluster Bs; they have more empathy and guilt, its closer to mood/trauma disorders, its not as manipulative/egocentric
bellebubbless.bsky.social
I want to preface this with im not a professional or even studying this area,,

but the more I read about the different cluster b personality disorders, the more I just dont think bpd should be in there.

like I get it's there cause it appears to others very similar, erratic/emotional/impulsive etc
bellebubbless.bsky.social
my brothers pmo so bad,

mum goes on holiday and apparently im to do all the chores ?? how about not a fucking chance
bellebubbless.bsky.social
im literally in the same position, its hell
bellebubbless.bsky.social
i just met the women who taught me chemistry during 2020, during the online stuff,, shes not a student at the same uni as me lol
bellebubbless.bsky.social
hii guys, sorry I wasn't rlly active yesterday,, today will be the same cause I have sm to do </3

but maybe Saturday will be better !!
bellebubbless.bsky.social
the only time I think its appropriate to shout/grap/pull a child is when they are actively in danger,, like unless they are running out on the road, why else would you shout? or grab their arms and pull them? literally is it ever that deep 🤷‍♀️