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Misc Fetish Art Acct. | RT things may be to boost, share to others, or for myself. Or combo. | Minors DNF | No A/I | No permission to feed into manips or A/I

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BlackWidowX @blackwidow69x.bsky.social · Jul 31

KoFi: ko-fi.com/blackwidowx/...
PP: blackwidow69x[@]gmail . com

Bills, Rent, Food, Medications, Essentials -- Help. Please. Again.

By the first week of August there'll be nothing in the bank.

Support Black Widow

ko-fi.com

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BlackWidowX @blackwidow69x.bsky.social · 5d

PS. My mom would've already probably had to be on my sister's couch with most of her precious belongings and memories gone if it weren't for the donations and help that's been given. Thank you.

Nevermind my situation.

Thank you.

BlackWidowX @blackwidow69x.bsky.social · 5d

time to post this and head to sleep.

Be well my fellow pervs and fetish enjoyers. (Any recommendations or ideas on a nickname?)

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BlackWidowX @blackwidow69x.bsky.social · 5d

have consistently showed your support.

For that, i am greatly grateful. Thank you.

My brain fog has taken over now, and my arm pains are shooting up so it's

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BlackWidowX @blackwidow69x.bsky.social · 5d

to beg again, I'm sorry. Send that luck that things'll work out that I don't.

I shouldn't feel shame due to the country I'm in that has put this position onto many of us, but it is embarrassing, stressful, and guilt inducing to have to ask.

Yet, many of you

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BlackWidowX @blackwidow69x.bsky.social · 5d

again. So I've not given up.

I actually have dreams of artists that I follow on here where I'm drawing "your" characters or talking about drawing again. It's a sign, perhaps.

Luck and well wishes and support are the best things you can give me.

And, if I have

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BlackWidowX @blackwidow69x.bsky.social · 5d

you to charge appropriately.

So making enough to cover all bills for me wasn't possible in the few years I did c0mms, and thus probably not now. Especially with everyone struggling.

Still. I want to draw for fun, for gifts, and to make income

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BlackWidowX @blackwidow69x.bsky.social · 5d

think people realize that not only is the market for artists saturated in general, but also with generated A|I, which makes it hard. On top of that, you don't have consistent work unless you're a very well known artist - that also allows

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BlackWidowX @blackwidow69x.bsky.social · 5d

makes it hard to stay at a screen for extended periods of times without feeling queasy or just everything getting too blurry to see.

I am doing lots of wrist/arm stretchings and workings, though. And I miss drawing terribly.

I also don't

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BlackWidowX @blackwidow69x.bsky.social · 5d

for a proper fabric/compression brace. Unfortunately, we don't even have the money for that, yet, and my Amazon list is not updated.

My vision is going to be helped out by my sister if her situation works out for the both of us. I get headaches that

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BlackWidowX @blackwidow69x.bsky.social · 5d

would either be electric or water. Both are at extreme costs if not paid.

My doctor will not be able to see my arm until December and depending on her input, she may send me to a specialist. She recommended an ace bandage while I hunt

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BlackWidowX @blackwidow69x.bsky.social · 5d

was covered.

This month, we won't know until the 13th. And it's due to the 21st. I'm incredibly stressed about that.

My Ko-Fi is not updated and there is already a $50 donation set aside for whichever bill ends up being the one that needs it first - which

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BlackWidowX @blackwidow69x.bsky.social · 5d

would last. We don't know until about a week until it's due. Considering we never have funds for it by due date (and will lose Budget Billing - potentially doubling the bill cost), it's been super stressful every month waiting.

Last month only part of it

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BlackWidowX @blackwidow69x.bsky.social · 5d

[Update]

I've been very visibly not around. There are moments where I get hopeful/excited, and something dashes that so I seclude away.

Our electric bill has had some help since June or July. Except the financial aid never said how much or how long it

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BlackWidowX @blackwidow69x.bsky.social · 5d

Reposting Old Art - June 25, 2018|Obedience and feet are pleasure... An image that came into my head of Esmerelda that I had to draw.

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BlackWidowX @blackwidow69x.bsky.social · 5d

Reposting Old Art - May 28, 2018|Another c0mm from Trippy of Mousey Xania! Just think of how much more intense human objects are to such a tiny being~

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BlackWidowX @blackwidow69x.bsky.social · 5d

Reposting Old Art - May 20th, 2018|A c0mm from Trippy featuring Crimson and Holly Dolly getting some fun hypnotic injections.

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Sleepymaid @sleepymaid.bsky.social · 16d

As the music box in your mind winds down, you collapse.

You realize, you can think?
... Just a little.
Enough to know what happened to you.

You feel a hand on your key.
Winding.
Winding.
Your doll cheeks flush.

Because you remember.
... Just a little.
Enough to know what happens next.

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Medri🔞 @erospertempus.bsky.social · 8d

What are some hypno ideas you want to see Kass partake in?

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Medri🔞 @erospertempus.bsky.social · 8d

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