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Thot thought receptacle @boywoman.bsky.social · 22d

I hope the white car with its windows rolled down blasting Take Me To Church as it speeds away from the traffic light in Izumo is carrying someone who is having an okay night

Thot thought receptacle @boywoman.bsky.social · 23d

Because you don’t care is the answer

Thot thought receptacle @boywoman.bsky.social · 23d

Why do you spend multiple hours ignoring everyone at dinner to work on reservations and not even respond to the scheduling email from our therapist

Thot thought receptacle @boywoman.bsky.social · 23d

Why do you spend multiple hours ignoring everyone at dinner to work on reservations and not even respond to the scheduling email from our therapist

Thot thought receptacle @boywoman.bsky.social · 23d

My hottest take about my family is that maybe having emotionally immature parents was a good trial run for unlearning z**nism and my z**nost cousins with strong bonds and excellent communication with in their nuclear family might be fucked precisely because of that

Thot thought receptacle @boywoman.bsky.social · Aug 25

Always having a sneaking suspicion that there’s too much bad and not enough power to make good things happen in their stead

Thot thought receptacle @boywoman.bsky.social · Aug 20

Get the fuck out of my house

Thot thought receptacle @boywoman.bsky.social · Aug 20

Put a fucking shirt on and stop eating so loud you disgusting fucking slob

Thot thought receptacle @boywoman.bsky.social · Aug 20

Really resent you and am disgusted by how you can’t understand your own emotions but don’t want to get help for it and are dependent on me to do basic computer things. I don’t like being around you right now because you just feel like my dad felt. A grown man who needs to be babied

Thot thought receptacle @boywoman.bsky.social · Aug 18

I don’t feel anything good for him anymore and I’m afraid it’s actually over

Thot thought receptacle @boywoman.bsky.social · Aug 18

What the fuck am I even doing

Thot thought receptacle @boywoman.bsky.social · Aug 18

I was so stupid in 2020 to think someone working as a luxury chef in a hcol country would actually get their own place to live and think about their life choices before moving to the countryside with zero job prospects

Thot thought receptacle @boywoman.bsky.social · Aug 14

I can’t tell when you’re angry or sad or just tired and if I ask it’s setting up for anger or sadness??

Thot thought receptacle @boywoman.bsky.social · Aug 6

Didn’t even study Chinese today cuz brain melted

Thot thought receptacle @boywoman.bsky.social · Aug 6

It’s just normal snoring but it bugs the fuck out of me lol

Thot thought receptacle @boywoman.bsky.social · Aug 5

I’m free, I said, and then 72 hours later I tried to apologize again and then hours after that I was still trying to Fix It in my head

Thot thought receptacle @boywoman.bsky.social · Aug 5

Saw the Google search I made trying to decipher a text from him and it pulled on the string of that night and how pathetic I acted and how graceful he was when I metaphorically barfed on his shoes once again today and he acted like it was totally nothing

Thot thought receptacle @boywoman.bsky.social · Aug 5

I know he doesn’t think about me like I think about him and that feels like punishment when it’s just a fact, and really just a fact about the way my brain latches on to people like they’re hobbies, which isn’t cool. How can I relate to others without consuming them

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The Onion @theonion.com · Aug 5

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PARIS—In an effort to modernize the principles and empirical procedures of examining phenomena and advancing humanity’s collective knowledge, the International Council for Science announced Thursday t...

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Thot thought receptacle @boywoman.bsky.social · Aug 2

I thought about ka guiding me gently to the better decision and felt a pang because I don’t know the boundary between gentle guidance and pounding sensuality in positive human interactions bro

Thot thought receptacle @boywoman.bsky.social · Aug 1

I mean I reacted way too much but yeah

Thot thought receptacle @boywoman.bsky.social · Aug 1

OMG getting told no and reacting as i do is actually the first step in getting free

Thot thought receptacle @boywoman.bsky.social · Aug 1

Honestly the only thing left to do is drugs and become a hermit

Thot thought receptacle @boywoman.bsky.social · Jul 30

Once again last night I dared to have feelings and felt the need to tell you them because you asked me to share and I tried to stop. And then you collapsed and I apologized and it’s swept under again

Thot thought receptacle @boywoman.bsky.social · Jul 30

Spent my entire life shouting into to void and getting worse and worse at letting it shout back

Thot thought receptacle @boywoman.bsky.social · Jul 30

Won’t anyone hold me? I started doing something shameful because I’m so fucking sick of not being held or touched