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JJK: #sukuita #itasuku #goyuu #yuugo #nanahito
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Multifandom/Multiship
MHA: #kiribaku #shinkami
JJK: #sukuita #itasuku #goyuu #yuugo #nanahito
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Welcome, I'm Moony 🌙
🌙 Age in bio to follow
🌙 SFW | NSFW | Dead Dove
🌙 My art #moonydreams 🎨
🌙 My journaling for fics #moonyjournals 🖋
🌙 Full bio broodingmoony.carrd.co
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🌙 Age in bio to follow
🌙 SFW | NSFW | Dead Dove
🌙 My art #moonydreams 🎨
🌙 My journaling for fics #moonyjournals 🖋
🌙 Full bio broodingmoony.carrd.co
Enjoy 💜
i'm feeling so good after haikyuu movie! like, genuinely hopeful and happy! i need to come back to every season of haikyuu whenever i'm feeling down, today felt truly amazing.
i'm working on comms for now, once i'm done with these, i'll be open for more comms <3
i'm out, have a nice day <3
i'm working on comms for now, once i'm done with these, i'll be open for more comms <3
i'm out, have a nice day <3
January 10, 2026 at 8:14 PM
i'm feeling so good after haikyuu movie! like, genuinely hopeful and happy! i need to come back to every season of haikyuu whenever i'm feeling down, today felt truly amazing.
i'm working on comms for now, once i'm done with these, i'll be open for more comms <3
i'm out, have a nice day <3
i'm working on comms for now, once i'm done with these, i'll be open for more comms <3
i'm out, have a nice day <3
BROOOO PEOPLE LOVING SUKUGO FIC SO MUCH HELLO??!?!?!?
I'm not used to receiving so many compliments to my writing 🥹🥹💜💜💜💜💜
Yall be feeding my ego 😭😭😭😭😭😭
I'm not used to receiving so many compliments to my writing 🥹🥹💜💜💜💜💜
Yall be feeding my ego 😭😭😭😭😭😭
January 10, 2026 at 4:57 PM
BROOOO PEOPLE LOVING SUKUGO FIC SO MUCH HELLO??!?!?!?
I'm not used to receiving so many compliments to my writing 🥹🥹💜💜💜💜💜
Yall be feeding my ego 😭😭😭😭😭😭
I'm not used to receiving so many compliments to my writing 🥹🥹💜💜💜💜💜
Yall be feeding my ego 😭😭😭😭😭😭
Dry Mouth Syndrome (DMS) or "slick-sick" in slang lmao
(i love your brain 😩💕)
(i love your brain 😩💕)
There should be a phrase in Omegaverse and O/B/A where alphas have Massive freak outs if they don’t have their mates slick in their mouths.
If they don’t eat pussy they go insane. If they don’t swallow a mouthful of slick they’re sick and dying. They need it to function.
If they don’t eat pussy they go insane. If they don’t swallow a mouthful of slick they’re sick and dying. They need it to function.
January 10, 2026 at 4:51 PM
Dry Mouth Syndrome (DMS) or "slick-sick" in slang lmao
(i love your brain 😩💕)
(i love your brain 😩💕)
what's your top 5 anime?
1. attack on titan
2. haikyuu
3. vinland saga
4. heavenly delusion
5. mha/jjk
i put them in terms of how emotional i got while watching but also the plot and character development
1. attack on titan
2. haikyuu
3. vinland saga
4. heavenly delusion
5. mha/jjk
i put them in terms of how emotional i got while watching but also the plot and character development
what's your top 5 anime?
1. naruto shippuden / one piece
2. attack on titan
3. the apothecary diaries
4. fruits basket
5. kuroko no basket
do not make me choose for #1 i will actually kms in front of you..
1. naruto shippuden / one piece
2. attack on titan
3. the apothecary diaries
4. fruits basket
5. kuroko no basket
do not make me choose for #1 i will actually kms in front of you..
What's your top 5 anime?
1.- Gintama
2.- My hero academia
3.- Haikyuu
4.- Shingeki no kyojin
5.‐ Cowboy Bebop
The only spot I'm certain about is Gintama 🧍♀️
1.- Gintama
2.- My hero academia
3.- Haikyuu
4.- Shingeki no kyojin
5.‐ Cowboy Bebop
The only spot I'm certain about is Gintama 🧍♀️
January 10, 2026 at 4:45 PM
what's your top 5 anime?
1. attack on titan
2. haikyuu
3. vinland saga
4. heavenly delusion
5. mha/jjk
i put them in terms of how emotional i got while watching but also the plot and character development
1. attack on titan
2. haikyuu
3. vinland saga
4. heavenly delusion
5. mha/jjk
i put them in terms of how emotional i got while watching but also the plot and character development
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Haikyuu spoilers
Hinata cheering only after he heard Kenma finally say that the match was fun which is the only thing Hinata wanted for Kenma is SO PEAKKKKKK
Hinata cheering only after he heard Kenma finally say that the match was fun which is the only thing Hinata wanted for Kenma is SO PEAKKKKKK
I finished it and now I feel inspired
What a profound story
Man, what a show
Standing ovation 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼
What a profound story
Man, what a show
Standing ovation 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼
i'm finally watching haikyuu movie and I GET YOU KENMA/HINATA SHIPPERS I REALLY DO
i'm like 12 min into the movie and this is PEAK!!!!!!!
i'm like 12 min into the movie and this is PEAK!!!!!!!
January 10, 2026 at 1:25 PM
Haikyuu spoilers
Hinata cheering only after he heard Kenma finally say that the match was fun which is the only thing Hinata wanted for Kenma is SO PEAKKKKKK
Hinata cheering only after he heard Kenma finally say that the match was fun which is the only thing Hinata wanted for Kenma is SO PEAKKKKKK
I finished it and now I feel inspired
What a profound story
Man, what a show
Standing ovation 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼
What a profound story
Man, what a show
Standing ovation 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼
i'm finally watching haikyuu movie and I GET YOU KENMA/HINATA SHIPPERS I REALLY DO
i'm like 12 min into the movie and this is PEAK!!!!!!!
i'm like 12 min into the movie and this is PEAK!!!!!!!
January 10, 2026 at 12:10 PM
I finished it and now I feel inspired
What a profound story
Man, what a show
Standing ovation 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼
What a profound story
Man, what a show
Standing ovation 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼
i'm finally watching haikyuu movie and I GET YOU KENMA/HINATA SHIPPERS I REALLY DO
i'm like 12 min into the movie and this is PEAK!!!!!!!
i'm like 12 min into the movie and this is PEAK!!!!!!!
January 10, 2026 at 10:30 AM
i'm finally watching haikyuu movie and I GET YOU KENMA/HINATA SHIPPERS I REALLY DO
i'm like 12 min into the movie and this is PEAK!!!!!!!
i'm like 12 min into the movie and this is PEAK!!!!!!!
Okay I'll clock out bc im getting spoiled on jjk
Can yall use spoiler tags for fucks sake 😭😭😭
Can yall use spoiler tags for fucks sake 😭😭😭
January 9, 2026 at 4:40 PM
Okay I'll clock out bc im getting spoiled on jjk
Can yall use spoiler tags for fucks sake 😭😭😭
Can yall use spoiler tags for fucks sake 😭😭😭
yall I'm so happy my laptop is back 😭😭😭 i can function again 🙏🏼
I've already started to work on comms on my work PC, and I plan to relax today completely and journal for a bit with some rotten mango on my laptop 😌
I've already started to work on comms on my work PC, and I plan to relax today completely and journal for a bit with some rotten mango on my laptop 😌
MY LAPTOP IS BACK IN ACTION 😭😭😭🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
January 9, 2026 at 2:09 PM
yall I'm so happy my laptop is back 😭😭😭 i can function again 🙏🏼
I've already started to work on comms on my work PC, and I plan to relax today completely and journal for a bit with some rotten mango on my laptop 😌
I've already started to work on comms on my work PC, and I plan to relax today completely and journal for a bit with some rotten mango on my laptop 😌
MY LAPTOP IS BACK IN ACTION 😭😭😭🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
January 9, 2026 at 11:12 AM
MY LAPTOP IS BACK IN ACTION 😭😭😭🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
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#sukufushi #skfs #nsfw
🖤 On weekends, we don't think about him 🖤
𝐷𝑎𝑟𝑘 𝑒𝑦𝑒𝑠 𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑑, ℎ𝑎𝑧𝑦 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑎𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑠𝑎𝑙, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑖𝑝𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑡𝑜𝑛𝑔𝑢𝑒, 𝑎𝑙𝑝ℎ𝑎 𝑠𝑚𝑖𝑟𝑘𝑒𝑑, 𝑘𝑖𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑝𝑢𝑏𝑖𝑐 𝑏𝑜𝑛𝑒.
"𝑀𝑜𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑠𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡."
Enjoy 💜
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/62560990
🖤 On weekends, we don't think about him 🖤
𝐷𝑎𝑟𝑘 𝑒𝑦𝑒𝑠 𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑑, ℎ𝑎𝑧𝑦 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑎𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑠𝑎𝑙, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑖𝑝𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑡𝑜𝑛𝑔𝑢𝑒, 𝑎𝑙𝑝ℎ𝑎 𝑠𝑚𝑖𝑟𝑘𝑒𝑑, 𝑘𝑖𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑝𝑢𝑏𝑖𝑐 𝑏𝑜𝑛𝑒.
"𝑀𝑜𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑠𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡."
Enjoy 💜
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/62560990
January 27, 2025 at 9:38 PM
#sukufushi #skfs #nsfw
🖤 On weekends, we don't think about him 🖤
𝐷𝑎𝑟𝑘 𝑒𝑦𝑒𝑠 𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑑, ℎ𝑎𝑧𝑦 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑎𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑠𝑎𝑙, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑖𝑝𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑡𝑜𝑛𝑔𝑢𝑒, 𝑎𝑙𝑝ℎ𝑎 𝑠𝑚𝑖𝑟𝑘𝑒𝑑, 𝑘𝑖𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑝𝑢𝑏𝑖𝑐 𝑏𝑜𝑛𝑒.
"𝑀𝑜𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑠𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡."
Enjoy 💜
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/62560990
🖤 On weekends, we don't think about him 🖤
𝐷𝑎𝑟𝑘 𝑒𝑦𝑒𝑠 𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑑, ℎ𝑎𝑧𝑦 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑎𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑠𝑎𝑙, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑖𝑝𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑡𝑜𝑛𝑔𝑢𝑒, 𝑎𝑙𝑝ℎ𝑎 𝑠𝑚𝑖𝑟𝑘𝑒𝑑, 𝑘𝑖𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑝𝑢𝑏𝑖𝑐 𝑏𝑜𝑛𝑒.
"𝑀𝑜𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑠𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡."
Enjoy 💜
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/62560990
I just realized that I've never scanned my kinktober fics spreads 😶
Ooopss
The challenge now is to not forget to bring them to the printer room tomorrow 😂
Ooopss
The challenge now is to not forget to bring them to the printer room tomorrow 😂
January 8, 2026 at 4:37 PM
I just realized that I've never scanned my kinktober fics spreads 😶
Ooopss
The challenge now is to not forget to bring them to the printer room tomorrow 😂
Ooopss
The challenge now is to not forget to bring them to the printer room tomorrow 😂
Got my paper reviewed today and I'll have this shit rolling on the next week into q1 journal 🙂↕️🙂↕️🙂↕️
I might be a complainer but I aint a quitter 😌
I might be a complainer but I aint a quitter 😌
January 8, 2026 at 1:45 PM
Got my paper reviewed today and I'll have this shit rolling on the next week into q1 journal 🙂↕️🙂↕️🙂↕️
I might be a complainer but I aint a quitter 😌
I might be a complainer but I aint a quitter 😌
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Stalker Sukuna who loves to watch his newest victim undress and masturbate and fucked up Satoru who leaves his door unlocked because he wants to be taken advantage of
January 8, 2026 at 7:47 AM
Stalker Sukuna who loves to watch his newest victim undress and masturbate and fucked up Satoru who leaves his door unlocked because he wants to be taken advantage of
Reposted by ❄️ Moony's working on comms 🌙
#sukuita #skit #宿虎 ⛩️🐯
#nsfw #🪦🕊 #kinktober #kinktober25 #kinkcest
🖤 I Taught You Hunger 🖤
———
Even if Yuuji wasn't born out of love, he was born for it.
To be loved.
———
Day 6 of #kinkcest25 | Parent/Child ✨
Mind the tags and enjoy 💜
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/72406366
#nsfw #🪦🕊 #kinktober #kinktober25 #kinkcest
🖤 I Taught You Hunger 🖤
———
Even if Yuuji wasn't born out of love, he was born for it.
To be loved.
———
Day 6 of #kinkcest25 | Parent/Child ✨
Mind the tags and enjoy 💜
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/72406366
October 25, 2025 at 7:55 PM
#sukuita #skit #宿虎 ⛩️🐯
#nsfw #🪦🕊 #kinktober #kinktober25 #kinkcest
🖤 I Taught You Hunger 🖤
———
Even if Yuuji wasn't born out of love, he was born for it.
To be loved.
———
Day 6 of #kinkcest25 | Parent/Child ✨
Mind the tags and enjoy 💜
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/72406366
#nsfw #🪦🕊 #kinktober #kinktober25 #kinkcest
🖤 I Taught You Hunger 🖤
———
Even if Yuuji wasn't born out of love, he was born for it.
To be loved.
———
Day 6 of #kinkcest25 | Parent/Child ✨
Mind the tags and enjoy 💜
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/72406366
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#sukufushi #sukuita #fushiita #nsfw ⛩️🐯🐺
✨ Third Wheel: Deluxe Edition ✨
———
Too bad Sukuna didn't have a say in it at the moment.
———
Enjoy 💜
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/76543196
P.S. Inspired by my own horny post 😆
bsky.app/profile/broo...
✨ Third Wheel: Deluxe Edition ✨
———
Too bad Sukuna didn't have a say in it at the moment.
———
Enjoy 💜
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/76543196
P.S. Inspired by my own horny post 😆
bsky.app/profile/broo...
December 28, 2025 at 2:17 PM
#sukufushi #sukuita #fushiita #nsfw ⛩️🐯🐺
✨ Third Wheel: Deluxe Edition ✨
———
Too bad Sukuna didn't have a say in it at the moment.
———
Enjoy 💜
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/76543196
P.S. Inspired by my own horny post 😆
bsky.app/profile/broo...
✨ Third Wheel: Deluxe Edition ✨
———
Too bad Sukuna didn't have a say in it at the moment.
———
Enjoy 💜
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/76543196
P.S. Inspired by my own horny post 😆
bsky.app/profile/broo...
Reposted by ❄️ Moony's working on comms 🌙
#goyuu #五悠 #GoYuu #5U #nsfw
#kinktober #kinktober25
💗 Freaks From The Far Left Stall 💙
———
God, he was so unbelievably thirsty for Satoru.
———
Enjoy 💜
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/76875901
#kinktober #kinktober25
💗 Freaks From The Far Left Stall 💙
———
God, he was so unbelievably thirsty for Satoru.
———
Enjoy 💜
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/76875901
January 1, 2026 at 7:46 PM
#goyuu #五悠 #GoYuu #5U #nsfw
#kinktober #kinktober25
💗 Freaks From The Far Left Stall 💙
———
God, he was so unbelievably thirsty for Satoru.
———
Enjoy 💜
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/76875901
#kinktober #kinktober25
💗 Freaks From The Far Left Stall 💙
———
God, he was so unbelievably thirsty for Satoru.
———
Enjoy 💜
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/76875901
Thousands years of evolution only for it to boil down to a smooth brained fella asking chat gpt to make a grocery list.
Intelligence is your muscle, you need to exercise it.
Without flexing it, one day you won't be able to make a choice on what shoes to wear.
Intelligence is your muscle, you need to exercise it.
Without flexing it, one day you won't be able to make a choice on what shoes to wear.
January 7, 2026 at 7:23 PM
Thousands years of evolution only for it to boil down to a smooth brained fella asking chat gpt to make a grocery list.
Intelligence is your muscle, you need to exercise it.
Without flexing it, one day you won't be able to make a choice on what shoes to wear.
Intelligence is your muscle, you need to exercise it.
Without flexing it, one day you won't be able to make a choice on what shoes to wear.
My body hurts so much after yesterday's fall 😭😭😭
Like my shins just started to get better and now i have new bruises all over my back and butt 🥲🥲🥲
Like my shins just started to get better and now i have new bruises all over my back and butt 🥲🥲🥲
January 7, 2026 at 5:03 PM
My body hurts so much after yesterday's fall 😭😭😭
Like my shins just started to get better and now i have new bruises all over my back and butt 🥲🥲🥲
Like my shins just started to get better and now i have new bruises all over my back and butt 🥲🥲🥲
Someone said I might as well buy new laptop with how expensive the repair is but $360 is very reasonable with my model. The screen is oled 4K resolution and color correction is certified by Pantone.
And it's not that I can afford a brand new laptop rn, those that I want are above $1000 🥀
And it's not that I can afford a brand new laptop rn, those that I want are above $1000 🥀
January 7, 2026 at 3:20 PM
Someone said I might as well buy new laptop with how expensive the repair is but $360 is very reasonable with my model. The screen is oled 4K resolution and color correction is certified by Pantone.
And it's not that I can afford a brand new laptop rn, those that I want are above $1000 🥀
And it's not that I can afford a brand new laptop rn, those that I want are above $1000 🥀
We settled on $360 after he opened the insides and apparently not only the screen broke but also the hinges and some of the insides are all in shambles too 😭😭
Okay so the repir is possible and it's $300 😭
I'm gonna take a small loan for now but I have to pay it up till the end of February so I won't overpay more then $30 🥲
I took 2 comms for now, but as soon as I'm done with them I'll probably will need to get more if I won't get TA position 🥲
I'm gonna take a small loan for now but I have to pay it up till the end of February so I won't overpay more then $30 🥲
I took 2 comms for now, but as soon as I'm done with them I'll probably will need to get more if I won't get TA position 🥲
Guys my laptop's screen is shattered and I need to repair it (if it's repairable 😭)
Please help me to get some money for repair!
You can comm me, 1k wc is for $10 + $2 if it's nsfw/dd
Please help me to get some money for repair!
You can comm me, 1k wc is for $10 + $2 if it's nsfw/dd
January 7, 2026 at 12:23 PM
We settled on $360 after he opened the insides and apparently not only the screen broke but also the hinges and some of the insides are all in shambles too 😭😭
Bought some food after a this stress 😭😭😭
Gonna work on comms on work pc 😅 writing in Google docs will feel weird after obsidian 😂
Gonna work on comms on work pc 😅 writing in Google docs will feel weird after obsidian 😂
January 7, 2026 at 12:02 PM
Bought some food after a this stress 😭😭😭
Gonna work on comms on work pc 😅 writing in Google docs will feel weird after obsidian 😂
Gonna work on comms on work pc 😅 writing in Google docs will feel weird after obsidian 😂
Okay so the repir is possible and it's $300 😭
I'm gonna take a small loan for now but I have to pay it up till the end of February so I won't overpay more then $30 🥲
I took 2 comms for now, but as soon as I'm done with them I'll probably will need to get more if I won't get TA position 🥲
I'm gonna take a small loan for now but I have to pay it up till the end of February so I won't overpay more then $30 🥲
I took 2 comms for now, but as soon as I'm done with them I'll probably will need to get more if I won't get TA position 🥲
Guys my laptop's screen is shattered and I need to repair it (if it's repairable 😭)
Please help me to get some money for repair!
You can comm me, 1k wc is for $10 + $2 if it's nsfw/dd
Please help me to get some money for repair!
You can comm me, 1k wc is for $10 + $2 if it's nsfw/dd
January 7, 2026 at 8:42 AM
Okay so the repir is possible and it's $300 😭
I'm gonna take a small loan for now but I have to pay it up till the end of February so I won't overpay more then $30 🥲
I took 2 comms for now, but as soon as I'm done with them I'll probably will need to get more if I won't get TA position 🥲
I'm gonna take a small loan for now but I have to pay it up till the end of February so I won't overpay more then $30 🥲
I took 2 comms for now, but as soon as I'm done with them I'll probably will need to get more if I won't get TA position 🥲