@carnaltwin.bsky.social
Okay, they're off my chest. You can leave me alone now, Chronic Self-Deprecation Demon
December 18, 2025 at 11:58 AM
Okay, they're off my chest. You can leave me alone now, Chronic Self-Deprecation Demon
Here's the most recent thing I've finished. After watching Zootopia 2, I got a little inspired and drew these two goobers. I mean, with how hard the movie pushes their relationship, it only makes sense to take it to its extreme, right? Attempted some more complex colouring again. Still needs work
December 18, 2025 at 11:56 AM
Here's the most recent thing I've finished. After watching Zootopia 2, I got a little inspired and drew these two goobers. I mean, with how hard the movie pushes their relationship, it only makes sense to take it to its extreme, right? Attempted some more complex colouring again. Still needs work
Drew this one at the end of November. Got super lazy with the colouring, but this one was only meant to be practice for the pose. I originally wanted to draw another one to go along with this, but I got lazy. Will probably return to the idea at some point next year. Hi, Sonar!
December 18, 2025 at 11:47 AM
Drew this one at the end of November. Got super lazy with the colouring, but this one was only meant to be practice for the pose. I originally wanted to draw another one to go along with this, but I got lazy. Will probably return to the idea at some point next year. Hi, Sonar!
Made this one for @ircluzar.bsky.social. 'Twas my first time drawing a feminine body type. Definitely more happy with how Violet looks than Cairo. He looks like a frigging rat, and I didn't quite get the pose how I wanted. Still better than I expected it to turn out
December 18, 2025 at 11:41 AM
Made this one for @ircluzar.bsky.social. 'Twas my first time drawing a feminine body type. Definitely more happy with how Violet looks than Cairo. He looks like a frigging rat, and I didn't quite get the pose how I wanted. Still better than I expected it to turn out
Made these in October to practice doing non-flat colouring. I basically just took an airbrush and scribbled until it looked okay. Not the worst things I've drawn, but I'm not sure I like this way of colouring. Will keep experimenting
December 18, 2025 at 11:36 AM
Made these in October to practice doing non-flat colouring. I basically just took an airbrush and scribbled until it looked okay. Not the worst things I've drawn, but I'm not sure I like this way of colouring. Will keep experimenting
Two nights in a row without sleep. My brain is hazy enough right now to drop the ego, so I'm gonna post some drawings I've been sitting on
December 18, 2025 at 11:33 AM
Two nights in a row without sleep. My brain is hazy enough right now to drop the ego, so I'm gonna post some drawings I've been sitting on
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You jerk awake and claw your way out of a pile of latex and rubber scraps, your heart pounding as you gasp greedily for air. The sun peeks between the slats of a boarded up window in the dusty room you've been squatting in since you came to town.
November 26, 2025 at 7:57 AM
You jerk awake and claw your way out of a pile of latex and rubber scraps, your heart pounding as you gasp greedily for air. The sun peeks between the slats of a boarded up window in the dusty room you've been squatting in since you came to town.
My insecurities have been creeping up on me again. I've also noticed that I've been evading social interaction a bit more than usual. Almost makes you think the two are related, huh?
December 4, 2025 at 10:54 AM
My insecurities have been creeping up on me again. I've also noticed that I've been evading social interaction a bit more than usual. Almost makes you think the two are related, huh?
Been sitting on a few short stories/novellas for a while now. Decided to finally make one public tonight. If you like Pokémon and the concept of making friends, maybe give it a read. Or don't. I'm not your dad.
archiveofourown.org/works/746653...
archiveofourown.org/works/746653...
That Night in Solorite - Chapter 1 - carnaltwin - Pocket Monsters | Pokemon - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
archiveofourown.org
November 23, 2025 at 11:15 PM
Been sitting on a few short stories/novellas for a while now. Decided to finally make one public tonight. If you like Pokémon and the concept of making friends, maybe give it a read. Or don't. I'm not your dad.
archiveofourown.org/works/746653...
archiveofourown.org/works/746653...
allen falling down the stairs
October 6, 2025 at 11:31 PM
allen falling down the stairs
Took a few days' break from the animation/animatic to draw this. Weird to think it's been exactly six months since I last spoke with J. I wish I had thought of a better conversation topic. I miss you, man.
September 16, 2025 at 10:54 AM
Took a few days' break from the animation/animatic to draw this. Weird to think it's been exactly six months since I last spoke with J. I wish I had thought of a better conversation topic. I miss you, man.
Past-self owes current-self an apology for making me commit to this animation/animatic. Current-self owes future-self an apology for being stubborn and sticking with it. Future-self is deaf and will commit to another project. I am in debt to myself and inept to everyone else
September 4, 2025 at 12:16 AM
Past-self owes current-self an apology for making me commit to this animation/animatic. Current-self owes future-self an apology for being stubborn and sticking with it. Future-self is deaf and will commit to another project. I am in debt to myself and inept to everyone else
I accept that I'm in a low point in my life. Maybe I lost friends this year, and maybe I've lost interest in the things that used to bring me joy, and maybe I'm not good at the things I want to be good at, but I can take solace in the fact that I've been given the opportunity to have those feelings
September 2, 2025 at 11:18 PM
I accept that I'm in a low point in my life. Maybe I lost friends this year, and maybe I've lost interest in the things that used to bring me joy, and maybe I'm not good at the things I want to be good at, but I can take solace in the fact that I've been given the opportunity to have those feelings
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It's funny how quickly your friends turn on you once you change your Discord profile picture to Chuck from The Angry Birds Movie
August 18, 2025 at 3:56 PM
It's funny how quickly your friends turn on you once you change your Discord profile picture to Chuck from The Angry Birds Movie
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We've hit 3 weeks of total sustained pressure. you're doing great. im proud of you.
if you havent joined in yet, can you do at least one call a day for me? even starting with just one will continue to help us!
let's keep going!
if you havent joined in yet, can you do at least one call a day for me? even starting with just one will continue to help us!
let's keep going!
CONGRATS SOLDIER, we've hit 2 weeks of solid #SaveSpeech pressure! Youre doing a great job! Reward yourself!
And keep on calling/mailing!
stop-paypros.neocities.org
yellat.money
www.congress.gov/members/find...
And keep on calling/mailing!
stop-paypros.neocities.org
yellat.money
www.congress.gov/members/find...
![SCREEN ACT:
-full age verification. (biometric scans, ID uploads, background checks)
-Deeply unsafe for personal and data privacy. Security/data breaches are rampant, and uploading so much sensitive data to every single we site is just asking for mass ID theft.
-id verification is much, much harder on small websites than larger ones, creating a chilling effect and stifling speech for anyone that isnt a massive corporation
-draw comparison to UK's OSA [online safety act] and the backlash it is receiving](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:xawhcpoqu6pdxpp72fd43wuf/bafkreidmn2ceympzc546sf3qvmvmx6mkjoxtt3yjxz2vksm4xdzkcbe4pm@jpeg)
August 14, 2025 at 3:14 PM
We've hit 3 weeks of total sustained pressure. you're doing great. im proud of you.
if you havent joined in yet, can you do at least one call a day for me? even starting with just one will continue to help us!
let's keep going!
if you havent joined in yet, can you do at least one call a day for me? even starting with just one will continue to help us!
let's keep going!
Should've just rotoscoped these stairs. Oh well. At least I'll be able to brag about how everything was drawn by eye when this half-decent animatic/animation project that's taking way too long gets finished
August 15, 2025 at 12:21 PM
Should've just rotoscoped these stairs. Oh well. At least I'll be able to brag about how everything was drawn by eye when this half-decent animatic/animation project that's taking way too long gets finished
Called Visa for the second time about the whole "forcing the delisting of adult content" thing. They were not happy with me, judging by the tone/volume of their voice. Mastercard, on the other hand, actually seemed pretty happy to hear from me. I was joking with the representative and everything
August 2, 2025 at 5:21 PM
Called Visa for the second time about the whole "forcing the delisting of adult content" thing. They were not happy with me, judging by the tone/volume of their voice. Mastercard, on the other hand, actually seemed pretty happy to hear from me. I was joking with the representative and everything
Slowly but surely working away at this animatic/animation thing. Work is sapping all my energy, but I'm forcing myself to draw through it. Here's some Zangoose I drew while procrastinating on drawing the stuff that actually needs drawing. Some are good, some are bad. You have the right to see them
July 28, 2025 at 11:28 PM
Slowly but surely working away at this animatic/animation thing. Work is sapping all my energy, but I'm forcing myself to draw through it. Here's some Zangoose I drew while procrastinating on drawing the stuff that actually needs drawing. Some are good, some are bad. You have the right to see them
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I suppose I'll celebrate my victories when I get them. My first week at my new job went by without any hiccups. Everyone there seems to have faith in my ability to do well, despite the fact that I haven't done much yet. This is another expectation I'll have to manage. Don't let it bog me down, me
July 18, 2025 at 10:02 PM
I suppose I'll celebrate my victories when I get them. My first week at my new job went by without any hiccups. Everyone there seems to have faith in my ability to do well, despite the fact that I haven't done much yet. This is another expectation I'll have to manage. Don't let it bog me down, me
Perhaps I should simply never talk with any of my friends so that I don't risk losing them by opening my big mouth and saying stuff I immediately regret.
...quite the catch-22, huh?
...quite the catch-22, huh?
July 14, 2025 at 10:21 AM
Perhaps I should simply never talk with any of my friends so that I don't risk losing them by opening my big mouth and saying stuff I immediately regret.
...quite the catch-22, huh?
...quite the catch-22, huh?
I think I got so caught up with all the friends I lost this year that I forgot about the really cool people I still have in my life. No way I would've come out of my university-induced slump if it wasn't for all of them. I should stop taking things for granted and be content with my given hand
July 13, 2025 at 10:44 AM
I think I got so caught up with all the friends I lost this year that I forgot about the really cool people I still have in my life. No way I would've come out of my university-induced slump if it wasn't for all of them. I should stop taking things for granted and be content with my given hand
Time for another carnaltwin failure update. Spent three hours drawing sketch frames for an animation today, only to trash them all because I hated the way they looked. The only progress I made was this frame, and I still hate the way it looks. Another blunder for the collection
July 7, 2025 at 5:33 PM
Time for another carnaltwin failure update. Spent three hours drawing sketch frames for an animation today, only to trash them all because I hated the way they looked. The only progress I made was this frame, and I still hate the way it looks. Another blunder for the collection
The number one thing I'm most insecure about regarding my art is the speed at which I make it—I'm slow as molasses. This directly contradicts with one of the main things I like about art: it encourages you to slow down. I hope this will go away as I get more comfortable with the things I draw
July 3, 2025 at 11:49 AM
The number one thing I'm most insecure about regarding my art is the speed at which I make it—I'm slow as molasses. This directly contradicts with one of the main things I like about art: it encourages you to slow down. I hope this will go away as I get more comfortable with the things I draw