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The Jyggalag of Jugs 🔜 FURPOC @grapeyafterdark.bsky.social · 4h

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cbh @ Furpoc! @cbh.bsky.social · 5h

Oh! That's so funny, I just finished it myself and instantly saw this!

But yeah! It was quite something :D

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cbh @ Furpoc! @cbh.bsky.social · 9h

I'm gonna be an unstoppable force the day I learn to drive, so I can go even further and do so much more... there's not many activities or opportunities to meet people within walking distance to me. Like enough so I can do lot of things on my own, but nothing super social

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cbh @ Furpoc! @cbh.bsky.social · 9h

goes on, my mood just tanks and I just feel worse and worse.

Do I need to start playing MMO's, just sink my life into something like that, forget everything else : P

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cbh @ Furpoc! @cbh.bsky.social · 9h

and be full of energy. I mean, I've taken bit of a habit to go for a long walk before I start up work... and it makes me feel so good to be outside and see people and DO something (like today I treated myself to a lunch and stopped by to some nearby stores...).

But then as I sit down and the day-

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cbh @ Furpoc! @cbh.bsky.social · 9h

I wish I could get invested in personal art again, like hyperfocus levels of invested... I really need a hobby to keep me busy because I'm just tired of these endless evenings of nothing to look forward to.

I feel like I'm sunsetting every day, during the day I might be feeling really positive-

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cbh @ Furpoc! @cbh.bsky.social · 12h

Yeah, absolutely! Just feeling fatigued because I've been turbo trying for several months now.

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cbh @ Furpoc! @cbh.bsky.social · 12h

But in all honesty I think I'm feeling more sorry that it was yet another failed attempt in making some type of connection with anyone. It started out really nice. Oh well.

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cbh @ Furpoc! @cbh.bsky.social · 12h

It does suck a little bit that the only normal, kind, responsible and interesting person who contacted me there, ghosted me about a month ago now. Maybe even for them I wasn't putting it out fast enough

Sorry I need to know you a little bit and build basic trust before I can be tossed around : P

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cbh @ Furpoc! @cbh.bsky.social · 12h

together it's some type of flashing light to just shoot your shot no matter what. Too bad, the stuff I'm into requires so much trust that I don't think I'll ever find anyone -like that- through that app. I'm literally there to just find community and learn more abt the stuff I'm into.

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cbh @ Furpoc! @cbh.bsky.social · 12h

Haven't been there for a while bc had other stuff to think about, but some months ago I joined fetlife... and man... some people are really down bad even without seeing ANY type of photo of you (I don't have anything up in my gallery atm LOL). But I guess when you have 'female' and 'submissive' -

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cbh @ Furpoc! @cbh.bsky.social · 1d

But yeah.. not to be a downer. Someday I'll be happy again. It's really a state of mind you gotta partially coax yourself into.. It's a mantra, and its a lot of hard work and effort.

Personally just scared of the timeline of when I'll reach that again lol, but..someday.

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cbh @ Furpoc! @cbh.bsky.social · 1d

At that point I had struggled a very long time to be happy, and I thought I had finally found my happiness and my ever afters etc...
well, all of that is gone now, and among other things the "lucky you" rings in my head.

So, I didn't get mine. But unfortunate I had to feel a sting while I was happy

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cbh @ Furpoc! @cbh.bsky.social · 1d

but this made me further reflect.. and I guess this could be the cautionary tale, that maybe zip it and just let some things be..

but before my life blew up and I thought I was having it all, and was sharing my joy in twitter or something.. someone commented "lucky you". And it hit somewhere deep.

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cbh @ Furpoc! @cbh.bsky.social · 1d

feeling envious of someone else having it good, when you're not. Been there a lot in the past year, but I'm also capable of zipping it and just take part in other people's joy. Someone else's happiness is not gonna reduce the amount of happiness I might feel someday and so on...

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cbh @ Furpoc! @cbh.bsky.social · 1d

I saw someone talking/thinking about how to handle situation where you're sharing something good that has happened to you, and someone comments "wish that'd happen to me/wish I could have that" etc etc. And there's no delicate way to really say that hey,,,, that's kinda eh. I understand perfectly-

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Little Tunny 🐌🤝🧂 @littletunny.bsky.social · 1d

redraw of this piece from 6 years ago!! Changed the theming to be a bit more proactive. Because it's sad I can even do a redraw 6 years later.

A feral pig in a big ice cube's snout is exposed as it melts to the ground. Hot Ham Smoke Spells "Abolish" on top and a pool of water spells "I.C.E" on the bottom

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Little Tunny 🐌🤝🧂 @littletunny.bsky.social · 1d

The only kind of climate change I can approve of 😌

Two big red cats circle a terrified hog encased in ice. The cat's tails are flames and melt the ice partially, exposing some pig butt and giving it a singe. "Uh-oh Step-Pig, I'm Stuck...!" ok I made the joke for you so you don't have to. Hot ham smoke emits from the pig and spells "BECOME AN" and melted ice on the bottom spells "ICE-FREE ZONE"

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cbh @ Furpoc! @cbh.bsky.social · 1d

>)

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cbh @ Furpoc! @cbh.bsky.social · 2d

maybe sometime I'll draw this bit nicer : )

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cbh @ Furpoc! @cbh.bsky.social · 2d

1000 hours on paint

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cbh @ Furpoc! @cbh.bsky.social · 2d

Just a dumb doodle during dnd session, my Kier is about to walk into a room with his potential new bf, a one-night stand, and dead ex-bf : )

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cbh @ Furpoc! @cbh.bsky.social · 2d

withouth the physical symptoms, the meds would've really helped me.

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cbh @ Furpoc! @cbh.bsky.social · 2d

Anyway, for other reasons I'm glad I stopped taking antidepressants. They did help with my mood, but caused physical side effects that were incredibly not fun, possibly caused a big health event recently etc,so the benefits were really just plus minus zero : P
Which is a shame, bc again, yeah-

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cbh @ Furpoc! @cbh.bsky.social · 2d

"Oh I haven't had any brain zaps or dizziness since ending my meds :)"
Goes for a long walk
Instantly feeling dizzy, brainfogged and muscles feel weak and like legs could give out any moment.
Oh.

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