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Cindy Ann Pedersen
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Pathological Abuse Specialist | Award-Winning Songwriter| youtube.com/@CindyAnnPedersen | cindyannpedersen.com

Creator of #SurvivorMusic. Dive into my YouTube channel for music videos, a grounded podcast, and upcoming courses.
Have you seen someone provoke a reaction, then blame the person they pushed?

Check out my song "Cause and Effect" on my YouTube channel and drop a comment if it resonates.

#SurvivorMusic #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #PathologicalAbuse #Survivor
Cause and Effect | Survivor Music (Official Music Video)
🎯 CAUSE AND EFFECT When provocation, baiting and emotional twisting are used to manufacture reactions on purpose. The outburst becomes the trap, creating false blame in homes and in society as powerholders spark division and then claim victimhood. Cause and Effect ℗ Cindy Ann Pedersen 2025 🎵 Lyrics: You said they were circling, you said they had plans You whispered their schemes like they were taking our land Every word, a spark you knew would catch Winding me up ‘til I’d strike right back You’d light the fuse, then stand aside Watch me burn, and call it my fight Cause and effect — you set the scene Twist the frame, so I look mean Made my defense a crime, just to protect your name Cause and effect — your favorite game The crowd was your chorus, your story their song Flying monkeys in place before I knew what went wrong Your whispers spread faster than the truth could stand You turned neighbors to soldiers in your command You’d light the fuse, then step away Leave me in the smoke while you look okay Cause and effect — you set the scene Twist the frame, so I look mean Made my defense a crime, just to protect your name Cause and effect — your favorite game Your lies in the open, but you stand tall Say you’re the one who’s protecting us all But I see the match in your steady hand You wrote the ending before it began Cause and effect — you set the scene Twist the frame, so I look mean Made my defense a crime, just to protect your name Cause and effect — your favorite game Cause and effect… cause and effect… Stream “Cause and Effect” now: Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5KG1KpXNscRiPkPTL7hjlf?si=7b1fcf9836b24a01 Apple: https://music.apple.com/gb/song/cause-and-effect/1836259890 🎧 Also available on most streaming platforms. 🎙️ Listen on We Resist Radio → https://weresistradio.com/cindy-ann-pedersen/ Creator of Survivor Music: Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate 🦋 Follow Cindy Ann Pedersen on BlueSky → https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More about Cindy Ann Pedersen → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 💬 The Community tab on Cindy Ann Pedersen’s Official Artist Channel shares upcoming releases, reflections, and awareness posts. 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow Survivor Music podcast with raw, unfiltered talks that take you behind each Survivor Music song — exploring what inspired it, the tactics from The Pathological Playbook it exposes, and what victims and survivors endure in that season of Pathological Abuse. Note: Cindy uses the terms Narcissist, Sociopath, and Psychopath for clarity. These terms broadly reflect traits associated with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), including psychopathy. Simplified language helps explain the manipulative tactics of Pathological Abuse (PA) without requiring clinical expertise. #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #SurvivorMusic #GoldenCar #OfficialMusicVideo #PathologicalAbuse #Machiavellian #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #CoerciveControl #Gaslighting #CPTSD #TraumaBonding #Stalking #Survivor
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November 25, 2025 at 6:00 AM
Reposted by Cindy Ann Pedersen
Have you ever seen someone become fixated on a person in a way that felt more like possession than love?

Check out my song "Delusional Devotion" on my YouTube #SurvivorMusic channel and drop a comment if it resonates with you.

#Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #PathologicalAbuse #Survivor
Delusional Devotion | Survivor Music (Official Music Video)
🎯 DELUSIONAL DEVOTION When love becomes an obsession held together by fantasy instead of reality. Affection turns into fixation, and the devotion is really ownership dressed as loyalty. Delusional Devotion ℗ 2025 Cindy Ann Pedersen 🎵 Lyrics: I fell for delusional devotion I trusted love that wasn’t real I stayed silent when your lies cut deep Built a life around a truth I couldn’t keep Your love was a mask, it hid the harm I was holding onto safety in your arms I gave too much, I couldn’t see That the love I chased would bury me I stayed because I thought it was real Ignoring the pain I didn’t want to feel You told me lies, I believed them still You built a world that bent my will I fell for delusional devotion I trusted love that wasn’t real I gave it all, you played the part Now my heart is what you steal Ooh ooh ooh tangled in chains Never break away Your shadow lingered in every word The weight of love I thought I deserved I stayed too long, ignored the signs Afraid to claim the truth as mine You told me lies, I believed them still You built a world that bent my will I fell for delusional devotion I trusted love that wasn’t real I gave it all, you played the part Now my heart is what you steal I remember the life you made for me The walls I built just to keep the peace Each lie you told was a thread in the weave Of love I couldn’t bear to leave I fell for delusional devotion I trusted love that wasn’t real I gave it all, you played the part Now my heart is what you steal I fell for delusional devotion Devotion, devotion Now my heart is what you steal Stream “Delusional Devotion” now: Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0TI7kzAROlTYKpp9ggZdjF?si=3fb6702fa87b4072 Apple: https://music.apple.com/gb/song/delusional-devotion/1836259886 🎧 Also available on most streaming platforms. 🎙️ Listen on We Resist Radio → https://weresistradio.com/cindy-ann-pedersen/ Creator of Survivor Music: Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate 🦋 Follow Cindy Ann Pedersen on BlueSky → https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More about Cindy Ann Pedersen → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 💬 The Community tab on Cindy Ann Pedersen’s Official Artist Channel shares upcoming releases, reflections, and awareness posts. 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow the Survivor Music podcast series to learn how each song connects to real tactics from “The Pathological Abuse Playbook” and how they affect victims and survivors across the “Seasons of Pathological Abuse.” Note: Cindy uses the terms Narcissist, Sociopath, and Psychopath for clarity. These terms broadly reflect traits associated with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), including psychopathy. Simplified language helps explain the manipulative tactics of Pathological Abuse (PA) without requiring clinical expertise. #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #SurvivorMusic #DelusionalDevotion #OfficialMusicVideo #PathologicalAbuse #Machiavellian #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #Gaslighting #CoerciveControl #CPTSD #TraumaBonding #Survivor
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November 22, 2025 at 7:55 PM
Reposted by Cindy Ann Pedersen
Have you had a moment where you recognised that what happened to you came from calculated harm, not destiny or cosmic design?

Check out my song "Not Fate Not Karma" on my YouTube
#SurvivorMusic channel.
#Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #PathologicalAbuse #Survivor
Not Fate Not Karma | Survivor Music (Official Music Video)
🎯 NOT FATE NOT KARMA When cruelty is framed as destiny even though it was calculated harm. The truth is that what happened came from being abused by a pathological abuser, not a cosmic design. Not Fate, Not Karma ℗ Cindy Ann Pedersen 2025 🎵 Lyrics: This wasn’t fate Not some karma Just you — and the lies you called affection The universe had nothing to do with this It wasn’t a test I was meant to pass You chose me — and you meant to dominate I thought that choosing would mean something For twenty years I carried your promise One you planted to keep me there This wasn’t fate Just a cage you dressed up with hope You called it affection — but it was only control It wasn’t affection Just a lie I stopped believing I searched for meaning But only found patterns Everything you gave — you took back with interest I thought that I mattered But it was never about us It was always about power I held on to the hope you fed me Believed you just needed time I waited — while you savored control I didn’t see it was never meant to give anything back I loved you — but you were never there This wasn’t fate Just a cage you dressed up with hope You called it affection — but it was only control It wasn’t affection Just a lie I stopped believing I don’t need to forget I refuse to forgive Pain can never be erased Abuse never deserves it Stream “Not Fate, Not Karma” now: Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6v1rejg8ma1cvjrqN8Mhil?si=01b4ce1631f245b0 Apple: https://music.apple.com/gb/song/not-fate-not-karma/1836259888 🎧 Also available on most streaming platforms. 🎙️ Listen on We Resist Radio → https://weresistradio.com/cindy-ann-pedersen/ Creator of Survivor Music: Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate 🦋 Follow Cindy Ann Pedersen on BlueSky → https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More about Cindy Ann Pedersen → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 💬 The Community tab on Cindy Ann Pedersen’s Official Artist Channel shares upcoming releases, reflections, and awareness posts. 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow Survivor Music podcast with raw, unfiltered talks that take you behind each Survivor Music song — exploring what inspired it, the tactics from The Pathological Playbook it exposes, and what victims and survivors endure in that season of Pathological Abuse. Note: Cindy uses the terms Narcissist, Sociopath, and Psychopath for clarity. These terms broadly reflect traits associated with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), including psychopathy. Simplified language helps explain the manipulative tactics of Pathological Abuse (PA) without requiring clinical expertise. #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #SurvivorMusic #GoldenCar #OfficialMusicVideo #PathologicalAbuse #Machiavellian #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #CoerciveControl #Gaslighting #CPTSD #TraumaBonding #Stalking #Survivor
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November 22, 2025 at 8:02 PM
Reposted by Cindy Ann Pedersen
Have you seen how online trolls provoke to control reactions and feed on the chaos they create?

See my song "Pathological Troll" on YouTube and drop a comment.
Subscribe if it resonates.
#SurvivorMusic #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #PathologicalAbuse #Survivor
Pathological Troll | Survivor Music (Official Music Video)
🎯 PATHOLOGICAL TROLL When someone provokes, distorts and attacks for the thrill of control. The goal is always to destabilize, dominate and feed on the reactions they create. Pathological Troll ℗ Cindy Ann Pedersen 2025 🎵 Lyrics: You came in smiling, But the thread was already in your hand. (woo ooo) Pulling truth apart, stitch by stitch, Black and white where the grey won’t fit. Flood the feed, spin the frame, Take the mic, shift the blame. Bait the fight, play the fool, Every word just feeds your rule. It’s never the topic, it’s control. Pathological troll… (hey!)(hey!) Living for the chaos, feeding on the scroll. Pathological troll… (hey!)(hey!) Every post a weapon, every role a role. (aha) Play the victim when the lights go low, Call it free speech while you steal the show. Projection’s the crown you never take off, Mirror the truth till the truth wears off. Bait the fight, play the fool, Every word just feeds your rule. It’s never the topic, it’s control. Pathological troll… (hey!)(hey!) Living for the chaos, feeding on the scroll. Pathological troll… (hey!) Every post a weapon, every role a role. Burn the ground just to own the stage, Twist the truth to feed your rage. Chaos isn’t loss, it’s the goal, You can’t exist without control. Pathological troll… (aaaah)(hey!) Living for the chaos, feeding on the scroll. Pathological troll… (hey!) Every post a weapon, every role a role. Pathological troll… (hey!) Not here for truth, just here for control. Stream “Pathological Troll” now: Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/08rK89nKvTs5sfLOliyYDT?si=efc99d865b3f4b33 Apple: https://music.apple.com/sg/song/pathological-troll/1836259884 🎧 Also available on most streaming platforms. 🎙️ Listen on We Resist Radio → https://weresistradio.com/cindy-ann-pedersen/ Creator of Survivor Music: Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate 🦋 Follow Cindy Ann Pedersen on BlueSky → https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More about Cindy Ann Pedersen → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 💬 The Community tab on Cindy Ann Pedersen’s Official Artist Channel shares upcoming releases, reflections, and awareness posts. 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow Survivor Music podcast with raw, unfiltered talks that take you behind each Survivor Music song — exploring what inspired it, the tactics from The Pathological Playbook it exposes, and what victims and survivors endure in that season of Pathological Abuse. Note: Cindy uses the terms Narcissist, Sociopath, and Psychopath for clarity. These terms broadly reflect traits associated with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), including psychopathy. Simplified language helps explain the manipulative tactics of Pathological Abuse (PA) without requiring clinical expertise. #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #SurvivorMusic #GoldenCar #OfficialMusicVideo #PathologicalAbuse #Machiavellian #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #CoerciveControl #Gaslighting #CPTSD #TraumaBonding #Stalking #Survivor
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November 22, 2025 at 8:43 PM
Reposted by Cindy Ann Pedersen
Check out my song 🎯 BLUE SKY on YouTube and share!

When the same playbook used behind closed doors plays out on the world stage.

Gaslighting, loyalty tests and emotional conditioning shape political movements just like intimate abuse, and awakening begins the moment silence breaks.
#SurvivorMusic
Blue Sky | Survivor Music (Official Music Video)
YouTube video by Survivor Music
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November 23, 2025 at 10:25 PM
Reposted by Cindy Ann Pedersen
Listen to the words!
Check out my song 🎯 BLUE SKY on YouTube and share!

When the same playbook used behind closed doors plays out on the world stage.

Gaslighting, loyalty tests and emotional conditioning shape political movements just like intimate abuse, and awakening begins the moment silence breaks.
#SurvivorMusic
Blue Sky | Survivor Music (Official Music Video)
YouTube video by Survivor Music
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November 23, 2025 at 10:32 PM
Check out my song 🎯 BLUE SKY on YouTube and share!

When the same playbook used behind closed doors plays out on the world stage.

Gaslighting, loyalty tests and emotional conditioning shape political movements just like intimate abuse, and awakening begins the moment silence breaks.
#SurvivorMusic
Blue Sky | Survivor Music (Official Music Video)
YouTube video by Survivor Music
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November 23, 2025 at 10:25 PM
Reposted by Cindy Ann Pedersen
Have you ever seen someone make promises that sounded sincere, only to use them as a way to stay in control?

Check out my song "Illusion of Oath" on my YouTube #SurvivorMusic channel and drop a comment if it resonates with you.

#Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #PathologicalAbuse #Survivor
Illusion of Oath | Survivor Music (Official Music Video)
🎯 ILLUSION OF OATH When promises are made only to secure power, not to keep them. The words sound binding, but the commitment exists only for as long as it serves their control. Illusion of Oath ℗ Cindy Ann Pedersen 2025 🎵 Lyrics: You swore for life We stood inside the church Your hand in mine, forever words But you weren’t pledging truth You were closing every door The rings, the vows, that perfect smile Another move in your trial I felt it real, you played the part A performance from the start Illusion of oath Illusion of love Nothing was sacred now Nothing was ever true Oh illusion, illusion Your dark tetrad heart was cold Every vow a tool for control You dressed your lies as redemption Fed me hope I didn’t need The papers signed, the words of regret Another snare I won’t forget I thought it ended, you made it clear You’d keep the hold year after year Illusion of oath Illusion of love Nothing was sacred now Nothing was ever true Oh illusion, illusion For me, vows meant a life I could trust For you, they were a stage, a pathological weapon And I see it now Truth was never the point Only the power was Illusion of oath Illusion of love Nothing was sacred now Nothing was ever true Oh illusion, illusion Stream “Illusion of Oath” now: Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1jamBCGw7yVKNUuDY8ph8O?si=5bc0d12e7d6140a1 Apple: https://music.apple.com/gb/song/illusion-of-oath/1836259887 🎧 Also available on most streaming platforms. 🎙️ Listen on We Resist Radio → https://weresistradio.com/cindy-ann-pedersen/ Creator of Survivor Music: Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate 🦋 Follow Cindy Ann Pedersen on BlueSky → https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More about Cindy Ann Pedersen → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow Survivor Music podcast with raw, unfiltered talks that take you behind each Survivor Music song — exploring what inspired it, the tactics from The Pathological Playbook it exposes, and what victims and survivors endure in that season of Pathological Abuse. Note: Cindy uses the terms Narcissist, Sociopath, and Psychopath for clarity. These terms broadly reflect traits associated with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), including psychopathy. Simplified language helps explain the manipulative tactics of Pathological Abuse (PA) without requiring clinical expertise. #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #Machiavellian #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #SurvivorMusic #IllusionOfOath #OfficialMusicVideo #PathologicalAbuse #CPTSD #Trauma #ToxicRelationship #Manipulation #Gaslighting #CoerciveControl #Awareness #Music #Survivor
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November 23, 2025 at 8:01 PM
Have you ever seen someone make promises that sounded sincere, only to use them as a way to stay in control?

Check out my song "Illusion of Oath" on my YouTube #SurvivorMusic channel and drop a comment if it resonates with you.

#Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #PathologicalAbuse #Survivor
Illusion of Oath | Survivor Music (Official Music Video)
🎯 ILLUSION OF OATH When promises are made only to secure power, not to keep them. The words sound binding, but the commitment exists only for as long as it serves their control. Illusion of Oath ℗ Cindy Ann Pedersen 2025 🎵 Lyrics: You swore for life We stood inside the church Your hand in mine, forever words But you weren’t pledging truth You were closing every door The rings, the vows, that perfect smile Another move in your trial I felt it real, you played the part A performance from the start Illusion of oath Illusion of love Nothing was sacred now Nothing was ever true Oh illusion, illusion Your dark tetrad heart was cold Every vow a tool for control You dressed your lies as redemption Fed me hope I didn’t need The papers signed, the words of regret Another snare I won’t forget I thought it ended, you made it clear You’d keep the hold year after year Illusion of oath Illusion of love Nothing was sacred now Nothing was ever true Oh illusion, illusion For me, vows meant a life I could trust For you, they were a stage, a pathological weapon And I see it now Truth was never the point Only the power was Illusion of oath Illusion of love Nothing was sacred now Nothing was ever true Oh illusion, illusion Stream “Illusion of Oath” now: Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1jamBCGw7yVKNUuDY8ph8O?si=5bc0d12e7d6140a1 Apple: https://music.apple.com/gb/song/illusion-of-oath/1836259887 🎧 Also available on most streaming platforms. 🎙️ Listen on We Resist Radio → https://weresistradio.com/cindy-ann-pedersen/ Creator of Survivor Music: Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate 🦋 Follow Cindy Ann Pedersen on BlueSky → https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More about Cindy Ann Pedersen → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow Survivor Music podcast with raw, unfiltered talks that take you behind each Survivor Music song — exploring what inspired it, the tactics from The Pathological Playbook it exposes, and what victims and survivors endure in that season of Pathological Abuse. Note: Cindy uses the terms Narcissist, Sociopath, and Psychopath for clarity. These terms broadly reflect traits associated with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), including psychopathy. Simplified language helps explain the manipulative tactics of Pathological Abuse (PA) without requiring clinical expertise. #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #Machiavellian #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #SurvivorMusic #IllusionOfOath #OfficialMusicVideo #PathologicalAbuse #CPTSD #Trauma #ToxicRelationship #Manipulation #Gaslighting #CoerciveControl #Awareness #Music #Survivor
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November 23, 2025 at 8:01 PM
Have you seen how online trolls provoke to control reactions and feed on the chaos they create?

See my song "Pathological Troll" on YouTube and drop a comment.
Subscribe if it resonates.
#SurvivorMusic #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #PathologicalAbuse #Survivor
Pathological Troll | Survivor Music (Official Music Video)
🎯 PATHOLOGICAL TROLL When someone provokes, distorts and attacks for the thrill of control. The goal is always to destabilize, dominate and feed on the reactions they create. Pathological Troll ℗ Cindy Ann Pedersen 2025 🎵 Lyrics: You came in smiling, But the thread was already in your hand. (woo ooo) Pulling truth apart, stitch by stitch, Black and white where the grey won’t fit. Flood the feed, spin the frame, Take the mic, shift the blame. Bait the fight, play the fool, Every word just feeds your rule. It’s never the topic, it’s control. Pathological troll… (hey!)(hey!) Living for the chaos, feeding on the scroll. Pathological troll… (hey!)(hey!) Every post a weapon, every role a role. (aha) Play the victim when the lights go low, Call it free speech while you steal the show. Projection’s the crown you never take off, Mirror the truth till the truth wears off. Bait the fight, play the fool, Every word just feeds your rule. It’s never the topic, it’s control. Pathological troll… (hey!)(hey!) Living for the chaos, feeding on the scroll. Pathological troll… (hey!) Every post a weapon, every role a role. Burn the ground just to own the stage, Twist the truth to feed your rage. Chaos isn’t loss, it’s the goal, You can’t exist without control. Pathological troll… (aaaah)(hey!) Living for the chaos, feeding on the scroll. Pathological troll… (hey!) Every post a weapon, every role a role. Pathological troll… (hey!) Not here for truth, just here for control. Stream “Pathological Troll” now: Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/08rK89nKvTs5sfLOliyYDT?si=efc99d865b3f4b33 Apple: https://music.apple.com/sg/song/pathological-troll/1836259884 🎧 Also available on most streaming platforms. 🎙️ Listen on We Resist Radio → https://weresistradio.com/cindy-ann-pedersen/ Creator of Survivor Music: Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate 🦋 Follow Cindy Ann Pedersen on BlueSky → https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More about Cindy Ann Pedersen → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 💬 The Community tab on Cindy Ann Pedersen’s Official Artist Channel shares upcoming releases, reflections, and awareness posts. 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow Survivor Music podcast with raw, unfiltered talks that take you behind each Survivor Music song — exploring what inspired it, the tactics from The Pathological Playbook it exposes, and what victims and survivors endure in that season of Pathological Abuse. Note: Cindy uses the terms Narcissist, Sociopath, and Psychopath for clarity. These terms broadly reflect traits associated with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), including psychopathy. Simplified language helps explain the manipulative tactics of Pathological Abuse (PA) without requiring clinical expertise. #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #SurvivorMusic #GoldenCar #OfficialMusicVideo #PathologicalAbuse #Machiavellian #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #CoerciveControl #Gaslighting #CPTSD #TraumaBonding #Stalking #Survivor
youtu.be
November 22, 2025 at 8:43 PM
Have you had a moment where you recognised that what happened to you came from calculated harm, not destiny or cosmic design?

Check out my song "Not Fate Not Karma" on my YouTube
#SurvivorMusic channel.
#Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #PathologicalAbuse #Survivor
Not Fate Not Karma | Survivor Music (Official Music Video)
🎯 NOT FATE NOT KARMA When cruelty is framed as destiny even though it was calculated harm. The truth is that what happened came from being abused by a pathological abuser, not a cosmic design. Not Fate, Not Karma ℗ Cindy Ann Pedersen 2025 🎵 Lyrics: This wasn’t fate Not some karma Just you — and the lies you called affection The universe had nothing to do with this It wasn’t a test I was meant to pass You chose me — and you meant to dominate I thought that choosing would mean something For twenty years I carried your promise One you planted to keep me there This wasn’t fate Just a cage you dressed up with hope You called it affection — but it was only control It wasn’t affection Just a lie I stopped believing I searched for meaning But only found patterns Everything you gave — you took back with interest I thought that I mattered But it was never about us It was always about power I held on to the hope you fed me Believed you just needed time I waited — while you savored control I didn’t see it was never meant to give anything back I loved you — but you were never there This wasn’t fate Just a cage you dressed up with hope You called it affection — but it was only control It wasn’t affection Just a lie I stopped believing I don’t need to forget I refuse to forgive Pain can never be erased Abuse never deserves it Stream “Not Fate, Not Karma” now: Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6v1rejg8ma1cvjrqN8Mhil?si=01b4ce1631f245b0 Apple: https://music.apple.com/gb/song/not-fate-not-karma/1836259888 🎧 Also available on most streaming platforms. 🎙️ Listen on We Resist Radio → https://weresistradio.com/cindy-ann-pedersen/ Creator of Survivor Music: Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate 🦋 Follow Cindy Ann Pedersen on BlueSky → https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More about Cindy Ann Pedersen → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 💬 The Community tab on Cindy Ann Pedersen’s Official Artist Channel shares upcoming releases, reflections, and awareness posts. 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow Survivor Music podcast with raw, unfiltered talks that take you behind each Survivor Music song — exploring what inspired it, the tactics from The Pathological Playbook it exposes, and what victims and survivors endure in that season of Pathological Abuse. Note: Cindy uses the terms Narcissist, Sociopath, and Psychopath for clarity. These terms broadly reflect traits associated with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), including psychopathy. Simplified language helps explain the manipulative tactics of Pathological Abuse (PA) without requiring clinical expertise. #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #SurvivorMusic #GoldenCar #OfficialMusicVideo #PathologicalAbuse #Machiavellian #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #CoerciveControl #Gaslighting #CPTSD #TraumaBonding #Stalking #Survivor
youtu.be
November 22, 2025 at 8:02 PM
Have you ever seen someone become fixated on a person in a way that felt more like possession than love?

Check out my song "Delusional Devotion" on my YouTube #SurvivorMusic channel and drop a comment if it resonates with you.

#Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #PathologicalAbuse #Survivor
Delusional Devotion | Survivor Music (Official Music Video)
🎯 DELUSIONAL DEVOTION When love becomes an obsession held together by fantasy instead of reality. Affection turns into fixation, and the devotion is really ownership dressed as loyalty. Delusional Devotion ℗ 2025 Cindy Ann Pedersen 🎵 Lyrics: I fell for delusional devotion I trusted love that wasn’t real I stayed silent when your lies cut deep Built a life around a truth I couldn’t keep Your love was a mask, it hid the harm I was holding onto safety in your arms I gave too much, I couldn’t see That the love I chased would bury me I stayed because I thought it was real Ignoring the pain I didn’t want to feel You told me lies, I believed them still You built a world that bent my will I fell for delusional devotion I trusted love that wasn’t real I gave it all, you played the part Now my heart is what you steal Ooh ooh ooh tangled in chains Never break away Your shadow lingered in every word The weight of love I thought I deserved I stayed too long, ignored the signs Afraid to claim the truth as mine You told me lies, I believed them still You built a world that bent my will I fell for delusional devotion I trusted love that wasn’t real I gave it all, you played the part Now my heart is what you steal I remember the life you made for me The walls I built just to keep the peace Each lie you told was a thread in the weave Of love I couldn’t bear to leave I fell for delusional devotion I trusted love that wasn’t real I gave it all, you played the part Now my heart is what you steal I fell for delusional devotion Devotion, devotion Now my heart is what you steal Stream “Delusional Devotion” now: Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0TI7kzAROlTYKpp9ggZdjF?si=3fb6702fa87b4072 Apple: https://music.apple.com/gb/song/delusional-devotion/1836259886 🎧 Also available on most streaming platforms. 🎙️ Listen on We Resist Radio → https://weresistradio.com/cindy-ann-pedersen/ Creator of Survivor Music: Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate 🦋 Follow Cindy Ann Pedersen on BlueSky → https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More about Cindy Ann Pedersen → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 💬 The Community tab on Cindy Ann Pedersen’s Official Artist Channel shares upcoming releases, reflections, and awareness posts. 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow the Survivor Music podcast series to learn how each song connects to real tactics from “The Pathological Abuse Playbook” and how they affect victims and survivors across the “Seasons of Pathological Abuse.” Note: Cindy uses the terms Narcissist, Sociopath, and Psychopath for clarity. These terms broadly reflect traits associated with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), including psychopathy. Simplified language helps explain the manipulative tactics of Pathological Abuse (PA) without requiring clinical expertise. #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #SurvivorMusic #DelusionalDevotion #OfficialMusicVideo #PathologicalAbuse #Machiavellian #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #Gaslighting #CoerciveControl #CPTSD #TraumaBonding #Survivor
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November 22, 2025 at 7:55 PM
Have you ever had a moment where everything suddenly came together and changed the way you saw someone?

Check out my song "I Must Confess", on my YouTube #SurvivorMusic channel and drop a comment if it resonates with you.

#Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #PathologicalAbuse #Survivor
I Must Confess | Survivor Music (Official Music Video)
🎯 I MUST CONFESS When the moment of truth appears in writing, revealing the person behind the mask. The confession exposes the cruelty you sensed all along and becomes the proof that finally breaks the illusion. I Must Confess ℗ Cindy Ann Pedersen 2025 🎵 Lyrics: I must confess… I must confess… I’m sick of this. Talk to me like I’m a thing? Not anymore. You talk to me like I’m just a game, Play me down, then put me to blame. I move the way you want, I dance on your cue, Act how you like, do the things you want me to do. But all I really wanted was simple and real, Talk to me normal, a kindness I could feel. You never saw me when I gave you that chance, So I wore your mask, I played your dance. I must confess, I won’t play your show, Your shallow words don’t own me, I know. Pathological abuse — I’ve seen the proof, Man, you ain’t a king, you just hide from the truth. You flex in the mirror, but it’s all pretend, Loud to your crowd, empty at the end. Your influence fades when respect runs dry, A shallow man can’t look me in the eye. You plotted control with a smile on your face, Sadistic delight in the losing race. Calculated charm, but I see through, A Machiavellian mask that never was true. All I wanted… was a little re–spect, Not the lies, not the games, not the fle–x. I gave you my heart, but you let it fa–all, Now I’m rising up… I don’t need you at a–all. I must confess, I won’t play your show, Your shallow words don’t own me, I know. Pathological abuse — I’ve seen the proof, Man, you ain’t a king, you just hide from the truth. You can keep your golden chains, No more games, I won’t obey. Your shallow crown won’t hold my name, I rise above, I end your game. I must confess… I must confess… I’m gone. Stream “I Must Confess” now: Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/67snG32Y83FCbwxhLtAMll?si=816dbdb92f824132 Apple: https://music.apple.com/gb/song/i-must-confess/1836259897 🎧 Also available on most streaming platforms. 🎙️ Listen on We Resist Radio → https://weresistradio.com/cindy-ann-pedersen/ Creator of Survivor Music: Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate 🦋 Follow Cindy Ann Pedersen on BlueSky → https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More about Cindy Ann Pedersen → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 💬 The Community tab on Cindy Ann Pedersen’s Official Artist Channel shares upcoming releases, reflections, and awareness posts. 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow the Survivor Music Sessions podcast series to learn how each song connects to real tactics from “The Pathological Abuse Playbook” and how they affect victims and survivors across the “Seasons of Pathological Abuse.” Note: Cindy uses the terms Narcissist, Sociopath, and Psychopath for clarity. These terms broadly reflect traits associated with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), including psychopathy. Simplified language helps explain the manipulative tactics of Pathological Abuse (PA) without requiring clinical expertise. #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #SurvivorMusic #DelusionalDevotion #OfficialMusicVideo #PathologicalAbuse #Machiavellian #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #Gaslighting #CoerciveControl #CPTSD #TraumaBonding #Survivor
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November 22, 2025 at 7:29 PM
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Thanks Cindy 🫂
It sure is
Pathological Abuse 😡
Happy Friday
November 22, 2025 at 1:06 AM
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Terrific Cindy. Perfect for what these survivors are going through here.
Beautiful music 👏👏👏👏💞💞💞
November 22, 2025 at 1:24 AM
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Thank you so much Cindy for including me in this great list. Followed all new to me and reposted
November 22, 2025 at 5:48 AM
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****** defend the hearth🫂... defund the 🐷 ******
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It is true that it shows up close to home too. Seeing it clearly can feel like a shock, but awareness helps us stand with those who refuse to normalize harm. Clarity is difficult, yet it is better than living in the dark.

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November 22, 2025 at 7:49 AM
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Pathological abusers and their enablers deliberately mislable trauma as being naive, weak and even as stupity. This puts victims/survivors in a JADE position (justify, argue, defend & explain). Traumatized does NOT equal being stupid.
Being stupid = ignorant = enabling abuse.
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Survivor Music | Ignorance (Official Music Video)
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November 18, 2025 at 2:42 PM
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I Must Confess, Mark.. just saying....
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November 20, 2025 at 5:51 AM
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November 22, 2025 at 6:46 AM